at yu pei house now
sighs
whatever u wanna say u say lors
ignts
i expected u will say that anyway
all that stuffs
but that was really what i thought lors
so let u know nia
whatever la
tired already
will stay single until i shuang
juz happy and contented now
when u are single, u find the real u
that's what i thought about being single after continuously stead-ing for about 2 years
sian lerr
okayss?
byee
take cares.

internet down!!!
so frustrating..
bleahs
now at gor's house
using his comp
he is sleeping
as usual
lolxz
troubles are disappearing one by one ler
feel more stress free now bu im dead tired
my eyes are so heavy that i need pegs to lift up my eyelids
lolx
i jiao wei lars
kekexz
later going to hospital to see yupei
with er ge and mouse
da ge oso going de
but in the end go out to the movies
-bleahs-
me and sherylyn bought an eeyore pencil case for her
can hug hug at nite oso
lolx
later i buying fruits >.<
cannot blog so often liaos
sighhs.
anyway i oso hope there will be nth sad to blog about
kekex
take care wors
-loveatfirstsight.ihopefatewillbringutogetheroneday-

sighs.
full of troubles lately
im sad, angry, depressed, worried, upset
every other negative verb anyone describes
i possessed it.
ah ya
hiu lan~

to "u" number 1:

hey hey,
heard you have got a new target
ho lehx
good luck kks.

to "u" number 2:

to be honest
i possess no feelings for u
everythin happens damn too fast
i haven even recover from anything
you know
i dowan to start
seriously
you juz appear desperate for a partner to love
that's wat it appears to be
to me
sorry.
i prefer the one that will always be there for u
as a friend.
if u wan to wait
i carn do anything.
my advise is don wait

to "u" number 3:

so its over
u leave no warning
i agree you are a bastard
since u said it yourself
i will say no more
proud of ur love for her anyway
and i know that night was the last
for now and forever
good luck to u too.

to yupei:

gal ar
take care of ur health lehx
cannot heck care le okies?
MUST take care
all of us are worried about u
i dunno how to contact ya to ask about u
but i'll pray that you'll be fine
my father says it'll be fine
it's very common
dont think so much and take good cares =))
-muacks.

im really a saddist huhs
so many problems
luckily me have 2 gors
one is totally outdated lars
but i update him today
since he nan de care for me once in a blue moon
lolx
today bbq
sighs.
the main character wasnt well
den me juz try to humor her ard nia lors
there oso not many pple im close with de
so a bit zi bi
mhahahaxz
ate only bee hoon and maybe some hotdogs
i forgot
drank a lot
yeas.
green tea la
heex.
i also never ate much at the chalet
for the bbq i only ate half a marshmallow
damn no appetite nowadays
feel like dying
if can let me take over yupei's illness
kill two birds with one stone
firstly she'll be well
secondly i can disappear from this world if its damn serious
still praying hard for her anyway.
im damn fatigued
of life
dont wish to proceed on with life
its like a straw
it sucks.

weeeeeeeee
bcak from the chalet
quite fun lars..
ahahaxz
juz a lil fucked up about life
and those "pple"
zzz
later go yupei's bbq heex
now at gor's house
sighhs.

weeehehehehehe
im mad
lolx
that's good newss
yeapps.
lolxz.
today went terry's house help him with maths
den tok some stuffs
den chiong basketball
so fun lolx
den me walk from cck to gor gor house give him da shirt
lolx
too small for him siao
dun care hehex
let him use for cloths to wipe floor oso nvm
lolxz
=x
den we go walk walk chat chat till 11
hahaxz
happy de sad de everythin under da moon oso talk
lolxz
me ask rei if can be friends back
forget the past liaos
he say orh
lolxz
liddat i oso happy lar
hehex
once again
im mad
muahahaxz
=X
that's all
nth to update about
keke

-sighs.
not in good mood today
maybe lonely
lolxz
nothin entertains me today
me walked home from sch
damn tiring
and bored
only teenage mag in my hands
as i walk in a sense of no direction
-bahhs
stepped on bubblegum
mummy kept nagging
she doesnt care
i've got tons of homework i haven touch
-sighs.
sense my bluntness?
about that animal
i dunno
how are my feelings towards him
everything seemed so weird
...hard
...unexpected
maybe everythin shouldnt happen
because of her
he can lose everything
everyone
including himself
his face will fade away
away in my dreams
yes
i think of him
i miss him
but everythin still doesnt make any sense
so why go on if he is another who will break my heart one day
heck care lor
-sighs.
we are complete strangers.
everytime i try to climb up to be a stronger person
i fall twice as hard
and twice as painful
perhaps i think too much
i care for him
i do.

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

sighs.
me so sad today
da insect bites spoil my mood sia
ah ben
if it doesnt heal i gonna see doc liao
me quarrel with that animal today
but muz hiu lan
gor teach me one
i've got to listen to gor
i really don wish to cry again
for guys
its a shame
crying over someone who doesnt even give a shitty farking damn about you
so
im not going to do that
heck lar
mhahaxz
me gonna be mad
hey that's a good thing
im happy when im mad kks
=P
luckily got gor
console me
make me happy
thanx gor
muacks-
tmr got d and t again
sian si le
sighs.
cannot be sadddd
/me pinches myself
wakakaka
me mad
gud kks.
-gone-

weeeeee
back from jx's burfday bash
i acted well sia
heex.
i was instructed to ask jx to go to da park
den tell some "xin shi"
lolx.
den icy brought up a cake and we sang happy burfday
touchin hors?
mhahaxz
me so tired sia
sian si le.
im bitten by some unfamiliar insects again
this time is two whole rows at my thigh
farkk
they bite until very neat
blast them off
pain like hell
i was scratchin again and again to ease da itch
sighs.
nothin much to update today bax
juz plain fatigue?
oh yeas.
that animal
zzz
darnoe if its playin or real
but we never really treat each other as existin pple
=/
nvm bax.
playin mar
dun think too much
it'll bring a lot of trouble
im happy bein single =))
and be contented with my life consistin of my gors and good frenx
heex.
learn to be more positive-minded le
-cheerios-

woohoos.
so sian nowadays
everyday is just d and t
-zzz-
now hui yu at my house
rottin with me
-bleahx-
later going to jx's burfday bash
ho lehx
keep me awake as well
im fallin asleep
-zzz-
hmmx
i wanna buy a shirt
hehexz
go queensway with hui yu some day
mhahahxz
we took lotsa fotos today too
so happy sia
=X
geex.
later den update about jx's burfday ba
gonna con him
mhahahxz
=))
-gone-

nice poem =))

you took my heart and lifted it high
then you let it fall... hard.
and watch it broke into million pieces...
for me to pick up and mend it..
but..
it can never be perfect again
coz..
there is a deep scar..
left by you.

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weeeeeeee
so damn hot sia
today early mornin wake up go to da disgustin d and t room to do stuffiex
-yuckx.
damn sian lors.
i rottin dereeee
heex.
den later went back home and meet gor for bball
took neoprints
=))
his pattern evthin same one lolx
den play bball at dutchess, den school
hahaxz
play bullet
let mingyang tokkkk
lolx
he damn zhun today
mannnnn
hahaxz
hallucination =x
actually is go sch studdeh one
night class
mhahaxz
den turn out nobody go sehhs
lolxz.
den me walk home today
got night fair
den me walk with gor
nth one
ben si le
go dere waste energy
den he eat sotong ball nia
hahaxz
when i walk back i see a kitten
damn thin
shriekin in pain
it has got a twisted tail
me heart so painnn
sighs.
hmmx.
i will pray for it =))
take care kitty..
den me walk under a tree got one huge fruit drop down sia
damn loud thud but its like oni me hear..
-bleahs-
nvm lar
i sauy lor
=x
heex.
happy day =))

yoohoos
heex.
me now so sian
nth to do de
wanna do homework but no work
wan to do oso dunno do wat
pro liao rites
kekexz
me went out with him today
quite fun lar
hahaxz
juz went cck park walk walk only
talk about ghosts and stuffx
lolx
nothin much lar
=/
heex.
tmr got night class
ho lehx
lolxz
ice skate oso darnoe when sia
mi is juz happy and satisfied with life now
=))
hugs to everyone =))

meowrrrr!
hehexz
juz back from class bbq at ms pok's condo
mayspring
beautiful sia dere
lolx
den we one whole group walk from bp to cck
we were talkin about ghost stories durin da bbq
den walk back very scary
lolx
mah legs rottin sia
very tiring lehx
but very fun
hehexz
they told us a lot about ytd's sentosa trip
tonning dere
wahhh
very fierce lehx
dey went to darnoe wat colour house
den halfway da light bulb fuse
dey damn scared manx
hahaxz
den da toad alive ytd was dead in da morning
an empty house appears a hanged computer
lolx
fun sia
mhahahxz
actually mah frenxz come mah house ton one..
den their parents dunch let >.<
me got ask rei oso
but dowan
den nvm liao lors
lolx
dunch mind also liao
me get over le
im happy for that
gotta thank lots of pple for that too
recently i've been thinkin of him
lolx
not him larx
hmmxz
darnoe how to be frenxz back with rei anyway
i was da one who told him i hate him de
esh mah fault
zzz
nv think of him le
frenxz frenxz nia
tried to hint to be frenz again liaos
esh he keep rejectin
ignts
liddat lo
gor teach me to heckkkkk
lolx
i guai lo
listen lo
lolx
me now gettin on well with life le
i stead with bball le mar
shhhhhh
=xx
heex.
i mad liaos
ahahaxz
take care lo
hahaxz

woots
damn happy too
but damn tired too
today me went sentosa
lolx
very fun sia
me go round da underwater world with rer 4 rounds
took lotsa fotos of the fish
ho lehx
dun waste da 12 dollars marx
hehexz
sat on da bus
found a camera lehhh
lolx
i 'surrender' to da driver
i gud hors
=x
den after walkin dere me + icy went to dolphin lagoon
chio lehx da dolphins
i was damn fascinated coz i have never seen dolphins before
they are really very very smart marine animals
hehexz
den yi jia ren join me in da waters
at palawan beach
very fun!
hahaxz
but da guys were li siao-ing us
ah ben de
heex.
we whole big group of 10 gurls play in da waters until 8 liddat baz
never take notice of time
hehexz
got me, karis, kezia, hui yu, sandra, shirley, weiling, cherie, jamie and jieying
we held on each other on da shoulders and do head count every ten mins or so
lolx
scared lost marx
heex.
den da last one always go say eleven
but we oni got ten
lolx
cute sehhx
den after that wash up den went home lolx
very tireddd
tmr still got d and t workshop
i really damn tired liaos
-.-
he sick today
never go sentosa
=/
but me now juz concerned about him as a fren only lars
no more liaos
heex.
im happy fer myself too.
=))
-cheerios-

woots
back from esther house
lolx
me very tiredd
tmr going sentosa lolx
but darnoe whether will be fun or not lehx
lol
hmms
i very tired
did i say that?
hahaxz
-me.misses.him-

arghhhh
the match was cancelled
i was sooo mad in da first place
coz i pon my lit workshop
daniel say he dun wan to play anymore liao
i oso dunno ler
me is "small hair" in icy
lolx
but in all not bad larx
coz dan val and xiuhan damn farnie during all those matches played for fun de
hahaxz
we all luff until pengz
luff till most of them rolled on the floor luffing
mhahaxz
-.=||
heex.
luckily joan say da workshop not really anythin important
my feet are farkin hurtin
sighs.
maybe tmr wear slippers
but i scared rain lehx
den i'll be ice skatin all the way home
lolx
my trail slippers dun have friction liao ahahaxz
ben dan rites
no money to buyyy
lolx.
hmms.
read somethin about love de
although me feelings sort of fade for him ler
den also heard sth damn disappointin about him
suan le bax
is all i can say
love him means lettin go marx
=X
fark those insects
very painnnn
arghhhh
hmmx
its hard to trust anymore guys ler
the trust is totally gone
but me got 2 very good gors as role models
those attached to them are very xing fu sia
lolx
but dun worreh
me and them purely sibling de relationship one
=))
admire their one sided lurve
they dun easily like anyone else
heex.
gud wors
hehexz.

to my both gorx:

hey gorx.. ya've been a great bro to me.. appreciate all those things u did fer me to help me go thru so much before.. really grateful to ya wors... i know u 2 wun be readin this de larx hahaxz but really still muz thank u 2 lors.. some of ur frenz dun like me yet despite all these u all din tio influence and despise me too.. really thankies for this wors =)) know it has been hard on ya 2... somemore me icy de.. always like si dui tou with efk and northstar.. lolx >.< me scared i die tmr larx.. den write here hahaxz. hard to say what's happenin tmr marx.. heex. that's all bax.. we shall be siblings forever ya??? muz take care hors..(lols.. dey wun be readin it anyway.. bleahs)gud luck in persuing your happiness of ya life kks? -smiles-

to esther:

eh ah ma aka lao gong! lolx. ya been a wonderful fren to me wors.. though sometime maybe indecisive about thingys me muz apologise wors >.< but u betray meeee.. go with ke li shi.. den dunch wan me.. lolx.. kiddin lars =X heex. me must admit i did change again liaos.. really very sorry coz me keep havin mood swings den dunno how to react properly.. may have hurt ya.. sorwie wors.. =/ anyway ya muz take care ogiexz? anythin muz come find me de arx.. me will always be here for ya =)) -muacks-

to rer:

siao ehhh, heex. ya too have been a really wonderdul fren wors.. sometimes i very zi bi one but hope u wun mind bax..lolx. it has been a habit liaos.. me have been listenin to ya advise wors... heex. happie mar? hahaxz. ya muz take care oso kks? me know some things u feel it more comfortable to talk with other pple me wun mind one... =X sorwie for those awful mood swings i had in da past lolx. paiseh sia. >.< heex. muz remember that me will always be dere for ya wors.. take lotsa cares yea? -hugs-

to -you-:

know ya wun be readin tis.. but hope ya happy now bax... ignts hahaxz. bu fang bian lolx. hmmx. still friends bax... take care lor.. =)) and gud luck in findin your ideal girl kks... tata =X -grins-

agar agar liddat bax... and thankies to all da gud frenx me have been talkin to.. =)) includin icy...yi jia ren... lots and lots of pple.. too many to mention hahaxz.. >.< take lotsa great cares ogie? -muacks- to all =))

woots
back from sch
lols
late got match with northstar but its raining damn heavily now
sad liaos
i wanna play!
-grins-
me having headache now
bleahzx
walk home in da heavy rain
from cck to my home
=//
-shivers-
den my feet
bitten by the damn insects
cannot walk fast
so now totally drenched
i see food on da table
but mum tells me
cannot eat.. sis one
i was like wah
she din even look at how wet i was
wun even offer me a towel
bleahxz
suan le
used to it liaos
sighs.
got our class tee todae
so cute
mahahaxz
guys complainin as usual
hahaxz
that's our class
8`titude
heex.
be back at night to update about the match bax
-grins-
p.s. might not play it anyway lolx.
.imlettingyougo.coziloveyouso.sighs.

sighs.
tiring day
sad day too
some things i feel i shan elaborate here
zzz
anyway
today go out with icy very fun
scared daniel angry den faster run from harbourfront to clementi meet him
i do really mean run
shud have seen the way we ran man
i din even eat
no energy de lors
dun feel like eatin lars
den me got bitten by dunno wat farkin insect at sentosa
damn painnnnn
wear shoes also pain
run oso pain
die match how???
me hope to perform well tmr
anyway welcomin a new icy member since last week
val =))
not becoz add him in coz of bball one
is becoz all of us are gud de frens lor
somemore dan inside
=/
nvm lars
im juz damn fatigued
-gone-

weeeeee
back from sentosa
me so happie sia
me go with gor no. 2, cherie and yee loong
what i planned was make a heart shape with water balloons
den let the two sit inside tok tok
lolx
in the end the shape become so smallll that only a hamster can sit in it
pro hors
sighs.
guyssss
lolx
anyway 1/2 the balloons burst ahahaxz
but i appreciate the two guys for their help
pleased with mah gor's performance
so farnie i was luffin all the way manz
muahahaxz
anyway i oso darnoe whie i find it so farnie
heex.
hmm
did my best to make cherie happy ler
know she sad sad coz her frenx carn accompany her
dun sad u got me kks?
-hugs-
toopid yeeloong keep bullyin me during da trip
wet me with sand so many water
but we bury him in return =P
anyway
me and gor gave him some tips about how to woo his gurl
mhahahax
woohoos
wed got match
im so excited about it
so damn excited
haax
got xiuhan and daniel
dey change time becoz of me sia
i big hors
heex.
juz can say its gonna be a very very tough match
and probably i'll be trained till siao
i already have heavy eyebags le
lol
-zzz-
tmr still have d and t sia
die liaos
sians
hope tmr disappear fast fast
=))
-iwillletyougo.becauseiloveyouso-

hmms
juz finsh watching harry potter on tv
sorcerer's stone
nicee =))
den i walk past mah parents' bedroom
they so loving sia
huggin each other
heex.
hmmx
i finish cryin ler
terribly hurt to know the truth
all the while he gave me jiao wei
ah yas
not going to cry for him anymore
went to karis's house juz now
felt better
slept there awhilee
i oso darnoe whie so fast fall asleep
maybe too tired from the crying.
sighs.

im SOO farking saddd
juz let me dieee
im controllin myself not to take the pen knife
tryin

bleahxz
i feel soo blunt and stress now
so many activities
need me but i carn decide
not carn decide
is so many things holdin me back
carn decide den will dio scolded
so anyhow decide now lars
watever
im so cold blooded now
will i care?
nah.
prepared myself a timetable
i realised so many things haven do
i wanna cry
i so farking stressed up
i wish i can die at this moment
some painless death.
.sighs.

-sighs-
back from harry potter's movie
my comments arx
quite negative lehx
sorryyy
its not really as nice as i have expected
maybe because of the change in directors
den dumbledore seems so comical now
=//
time flew past yeas
but not nice lors
alot of actions were cut off
zzz
the story is brilliant
but the actions from the boook seems world apart
i dun get really excited
in the first movie i was excited like hell
heart beat until wanna jump out
this one nonono
not at all
that's all for that movie
hmms
i darnoe whie
i think im sinking into depression
how i wish the dementors would take me
kill me
i have forgotten how to be happy
i dunno even know how to smile
i have totally changed into a cold-blooded bitch
woohoos
how's that
im getting worse
worse and worse
everythin single thing gives me stress
i cant go on anymore
i cant
share with ya a beautiful poem i saw at jp
and yes
for you

as long as i can breathe
as long as i can think
as long as i have a memory
...
i will love you

as long as i have eyes to see
ears to hear
lips to speak
...
i will love you

as long as there is time
as long as there is love
as long as there is you
...
i will love you

.i will love you.

bahhs
back from esther's house
den when i was in my dad's car he played the song
xin tai ruan
this song
was what he sent me last time
now thinkin of it
the "him" in the song is him ler lo
ah yas
today ask him play bball
den he say
im not going
dun ask me
-sighs-
i tot we okok liaos
he approached me not long ago on msn
den was so call "allowed" to go to sentosa which was cancelled thereafter
ah yas
i dunno i dunnooo
den keong called on ws's fone
den he very noisy behind
so ask keong ask him diam
den he told keong to ask me hang up lors
i din anyway
-sighs-
anyway
i lost complete mood den
i look so blank after that
even yeeloong tot i cry
=/
i din
juz now have lar
-sighs-
da stupid song lar
den played full court match
very tired
but good results
haish
i know i should let go
but i'm juz really sorry
that i can't be perfect
and i cant let go
not cant
is not able to
.sorry.

haloha
back ler
wah im so damn tired
juz now got three hour tuition again
damn fatigued
juz now in sherylyn's father's car listen to music diary on 933
some very true some very farnie
den me and xh luffin away
lols
tryin to keep ourselves awake
bo bian
ahahaxz
before tuition mah relatives came to our house
den juz come online do stuffiex
go lot one gai gai
bought lotsa stuffx
got shweets, one converse shirt, one this fashion shirt
the this fashion shirt very cute
converse one esh "all star" rites
den that shirt esh "all stars"
no. 23 somemore
cute hors
number 23 reminds me of someone's shirt
ah ya
never mind
/me shakes head
hmmx
quite happy about havin so many things
wahahas
me miss esther sia
our hol plans totally destroyed
-sighs-
den after comin back i go down to keat hong shoppin centre see rer rebond her hair
cute sia she
den she ask me whether wan to go sentosa norts
ws organise one
den she say ws say dun tell me he organise one
-.=
hmms
actually i dun mind anymore larx
everything is so farkingly over between us
-sighs-
yea i miss him
so wat
as music diary says lor
jian chi dao di
even though i carn do anythin about it
and im not intendin to do anythin either
never mind
i think i'm contented
gagaga
tmr got match
sherylyn ask me go help lee xin yi play match
at xh house dere
since i nth to do
go lors
=/
heard a nice song in the car
celine dion: because you love me

the lyrics to this song
how true
enjoy wors =))

simple plan: perfect

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

weeeeee
change skin lerr
heex
felt better now ler
darnoe whie also
keep having mood swings
diao rites
juz dun mention my results and i'll be okay
now is like
everybody writin about how their parents are torturin them now
me too
we're in the same boat
anyway
i dun ask for much
as long as my marks can get into poly can le
sighhs.
muz take care hors everyone
.sorry.imnotperfectforyou.

yea
im back
reach home at 12 plus ytd
so never blog
farking bad mood
can guess so de rites
i was still pretty happy
with the ptc and all that stuff
what my juniors did really made me very touched
even the towel they had it "printed" with unity red cross 2004
so sweet rites
den go play bball with mah "family"
kez and hui yu came late
so me, shir, sandra and karis play first
den too anxious and tired till dowan to play ler
den my doom came
my farking results got the shock out of my life
and is this farkin results that deprived me of so many things
i din wan to go home with mah parents after the ptc
so i stayed with my "family"
excellent results they got
i was among the last few in my class
yea
even pple ask me how the fark did i get into a double sci class
how i know?
by luck lar
i know im stupid
i carn do anythin well
i cried
on the spot
they tried to console me
mid year only
yea
mid year only
but did they realise how many things are going to face me thereafter?
this is the first time i failed my overall
in the farking ten years studying
somemore by 0.1
i was picturing how arul and shanmugam are goin to DISCRIMINATE me until i not a human
i was picturing how the top few people groaning about how bad their results were
i was picturing how am i going to break down or shout at some teachers
i was picturing when will i feel that it was the last straw and i couldnt take the stress anymore
even esther left me at this moment
her parents banned me from going her house
no more
everything's gone
gone
gone
gone
juz a minute ago my father came in
gave me ten dollars
and tell me not to listen to mum's words
and carry on with my work
so
well
there is sth farking happening later
bless me will ya?
.cryingcryingcrying.nobodycares.

sighss
back here
juz woke up
later got red cross de farewell party
i wanna get something fer mah juniors
but im totally broke
but i hope they do get mah message that i treasure them anyway..
-hopes-
den after the party play bball with my "family"
heex
hmms
my mood ish definitely better than yesterday le
thanks to mah blog
-sighs-
and hui yu who tok me round ytd though i replied all one word message
and of coz sandra
yea daniel too
xie xie xie xie
he agua sia
wan to see me cry
-.=
zzz
later got ptc
i cannot imagine how mah parents' face will be like when they see a thousand and one red marks on my result slip
die liao lor
now muz faster enjoy
=X
.wohuimanmanfangqiguoqu.