weeeee~
back home
tired sehhs.
8 hrs straight d and t
try it huhs
no lunch.. whatever
even though i finished my proj sia
still have to help gor
he "ah ben" lai de
bleahx
den so sian
den daniel ask me go yew tee cc play bball
val daniel xiu han and alot of guys + a lot of pro gurls
i din touch the ball at all
at home oso rot mar
so i rather see the real skill of bball dere
lolx
i so lan bong
play shit =x
zzz
hao lei
lolx

weeeee~
today another boring day
a lil disappointed and hurt oso rahx...
shant mention it...
sighs can liao
>.<
hahax
okkkays lolx
ytd went to esther's house
wahhh
so long never meet up with her and have fun liaos
wakakaka
keep luffin sia lol
took plenty of pics but lol left only a few nia
hahax
stay there till ard 8 nine plus
go home very scary
=X
hmmx
den today
arghhh
bio prac
cut sheep de heart
tmd de disgusting
still have to cut for gor and ckj
they weakk sia
lol
gor's hand tio drilled sia
nian plaster liao shd be ok de lar
don think too much lol
think of ur "wang xin ling" den not pain liaos lolx
take care yeas..
hmmx
den after sch went eat with sherylyn
den play bball awhile..
i lan bong ar..
one ball oso never go in
wan dan le
den pia a bit d and t den went peer tutoring..
tt stupid suwandi
damn bias against me
f**k u la
sherylyn acc me awhile u bu shuang scold me la
scold her for wat
xiao qi gui
puiix
sighx.
tmr hell lots of tests
song bo
chem, a-maths and literature
i heck lit =x
hiu lan lars...
hope to play bball tmr...
got lobang jio me hors
buhbyexz! -/me wavex-

todae very borin..
four periods of maths den after that rot in sch
play bball and badminton with huiyu
tmr still got peer-tutoring sia
why i so weak de?
everything also fail

awwww
its all because i exist
why must i exist?
my existence brought nth to the people ard me
i only make ppl sad, hurt
i sarks u know.
mama should have aborted me
why never abort?
ben dan.

sighss
today was a very unhappy day
alot of people cry
me too
my class in the mornin was called to the ava room
because of someone in our class who couldnt think it over
shan't elaborate...
sighs
now arisin many friendship problems between each other
blame here blame there de
i also dunno what to do
damn stressed
once i think of what will be going on next im really scared
all tests and remedials postponed because of this
alamaks
i study so long den no test...
haix
helpless ler
bio was so quiet we stunned tio...
if a pin drop it would sound like a loud crash
me and rer were almost whisperin to each other lors
got a bad headache
but better lerr
damn tired
i wan sleepp.
sighss
sat i dunno go where le...
i no moneyyy
i seriously cannot go anywhere...
a seoul garden meal, movie, k box i will cry de..
i dun even have a cent
esther oso wan me go movie
duno go where..
i no money..
even if got money oso must go rer's bdae marx
sighhs.
guess i will stay at home
i carn afford anythin now.
im totally broke.
enjoy yourselves ba.
hmmm.
that's all.

 

hmmx
thanks for all ya conerns
im better ler..
me da ren bu ji xiao ren guo
mhahahax
today tuition very fun!
hahax.
got one "new-comer" sandra lolx.
we play there hahax
very fun lars
that's learnin maths the fun way
feel much relaxed
mdm ian was so sad when we broke the "news" to her
she couldnt concentrate
now she very scared we also stress sia
lolx
got joan wont stress de lars
lol
that smiggles ahahax
hmm.. haix
i guess all of us must accept yean choi's death somehow...
be it accidental or you-know...
so now must treasure everythin by your side
think oso no use right?
she wont like to see u all sad de
i seem to tok a lot of cock despite me not knowin her
hmmmx
im worried about my frenx who are still cryin for her...
sighs.
bu yao xiang ler wor..
move on..
u only live once.
hope i not jiao-wei ing lolx
yao zhen xi worr...
hmm
today after tuition xi hong, sheryl, me , sandra and joan go call ah chua li siao her
LOL damn farnie
we say we very stressed
hahax
go scare her lolx
den we cross the road i ask sheryl gimme fone suddenly
so let ah chua realise as if she got knocked like that
*touch woooddddd*
then i almost get knocked ar...
the car honked at me
tmd
lolx
me ji ren tian xiang de lars
die also fated lors
cannot control de marx
its destined
ahhhh
ok lar
dont talk about all these anymore lerr
hmmmx
to some of my friends who wants to think of suicide, esp kaiwei:
think about how many people will be cryin for ya (me too)
think of how hurt we will be
think of how we will miss you
think of what we did for you
think of what you did for us too
think of how happy u used to be
think of how you can resolve all those unhappiness with all your best friends
and not let tings happen in ur own hands
its too selfish lerr.
im scared somethin will happen to you
seriously im scared
dont always so sad ler..
u will make those around u unhappy too de
u realise?
sighhs.
must take care okayss..
u wun be readin this de..
but i will pray for you.
lurve ya my dear friend.
to the friends who are cryin for her:
cry finish ler mux continue with life okays?
she has taught u how to treasure life...
and the people around you...
just remember you have never regretted havin her as a friend...
and she will always be in your heart...
and she'll be watchin over ya =))
-godblessya-
BU YAO XIANG LE
tmr mock exam ar
zZz
might be failin again liaos
pui~
hehex
smile always my dear friends! muacks muackx~! miss me hors =P

 

damn u lars
cb u
a death juz occured in my sch lors
and what are u doin?
kb me on my fone bills?
DO YOU KNOW HOW THE HELL STRESSED UP I AM?
i have gotten used to cryin in my heart
i dunno how to cry anymore~
its so sourrrrr
i carn help it
take my bank money lars!
everythin oso i pay
o level papers all i pay
do you know how hefty it is not??
$409 leh u cb
all i pay u think i wat?
u not workin so wat
do i like as if i am?
everytime because of money u wan to harm the relationship between us
do u know how the fark to treasure or not?
from the start daddy ask u to abort me den u should have abort liao lar!
bring me to this world to waste your money rite?
i say i will die and let u see
AND U SAY GO AHEAD
FARK U
don piss me off
im so damn worried about those friends who are grievin over the deceased
its not ONE
its the whole school lors
u still kb me
u know how the fark am i feelin norts
kw how??!!!
she tell me to forget her lors
tell me how beautiful this world is
i really cannot take another blow lerr
she showed so many signs of suicide
i cant talk her out
make me so worried
i talk to her she tell me to go care for other people
arghhhhhh
im so damn fcuked up
-don worry im okays-
 
 
 

weeeeee
back from bball trainin at 454
me halfway den join de
very tiring de lehx
zzz
jiaxian and alex force me to join de
i know nothin sia
lay out all like shit
only know how to shoot only..
bleahx
back very painnn
alamaks
can chop off liaox
sianz
alot of werk haven do
stressed sia
hmmm
ytd went orchard with rer, terence, terry, chengwei, shawn and ming yang
lolx
very fun sia
terence so stunned
hahax
quite ok day these few days lars..
back pain oni + stress lors
zzzz
muacks to everyone =)
 

meowrrr~!
lolx
juz back from playing bball
wah piangz
the people there really damn rough
man also dare to giao
dunno what is death sia
they giao man's neck, giao terry's back, giao alex dunno what i nv see lolx
only liang manage to run around lol
like mouse like that
scatter so fast
escape all injuries
hahax
even i sit aside oso tio giao
but me is the ball giao me from the back
bleahx
wonderin if how the person who giao them will die if the whole EFK was down
im sure he will die
lol cfc even wanted to come down
heng he never
else i cannot describe what will happen
hmmm
today test all tikam tikam
lit oso tikam
die liaooo
lolx
missing all my friends liao lolx
nvm tmr can see them wahahax
dieee oral seminar
waste time nia
hmmm
 
to fairy:
 thanks for letting bygones by bygones.. really thankies.. me have been wishin for that for a long time seriously.. hope our friendship can return to what we were in the past.. take lotsa cares worrs~! =D
 
to alex, terry, man:
 take good care of your injuries~! =D
 
to liang:
u got away scot-free.. hahax. but take cares too =D
 
to all my darlings and dears:
weeeeeeeee~ muacksss~! take caresss~! =D

wahahax.
today quite ok lars
kekex
play bball
heex
so long nv play liao become lan bong liao
ben si le
tmr got test sia
dieeee
lit and emaths
woohoos
i siao liao
rer ar..
muz happy hors..
later i heartpain hors.
=))
me will always be there for ya de..
muacks~!
gor u siao liao
wan wang xin ling de pic
gurl go ask gurl de foto -.=
threaten me sia
hmmpphh
lolx
hui yu..
hahax... muacksss
hmmmx..
to my taggies..
fairy: thanks for tagging =)) take caress
mel: meowrr~! sort of lost contact liao lol.. take care hors~! =))

sighs.
whie are there children sufferin like that in the world?
it's so unfair
sighs.
juz finish watchin "hai you ming tian"
damn sad
i was controllin my tears all the way
i wanna control my emotions
there was this family
whom all of the three kids got illnesses
two cannot walk
and the other had kidney failure
the mother is the best mother i have ever seen
she is so patient
so caring
she juz finished her operation to donate her kidney to her son
the next day she got a serious car accident and died
whyyyy?
why like that??
sighs.
i pity the father
i hope he can still stand up
and take care of the children
as long as there is the sun
there is hope
the mother's wishes is for them to get well
though its just a show
i believe there is such things happenin around the world
i will pray for them
sighs.
god loves all.
although im not a christian
but he will bless them.
i know.
i think i'll probably visit the childrens' home someday
see the kids
everytime go to homes i will cry de
life is so unfair.
why let those people suffer?
to let us know what is pain and what is cherish?
sighhhs.
*cherish the people around you
for u wont know when they will be leaving you*

cyndi rawksss~!
muahahax
she so cute sia
weeeeee~
so sians
sundays
bleahs =x
haiiii
i sian until sad
pro hors
nth special to blog about ba
i muz update else dear [rer] come bite me den i die
hahax
yay
buy more chocolates to eat in klass
muahahax
going to get my fotos developed tmr
hehex
den dump everythin into my album
hahax
darnoe when is it going to be full
wahahahax
hmmm
me keep dreamin about da future
i bo liao lars
haax.
going to school has never been so happy
muz treasure the times in school liaos
left with only a lil bit of time
sighhs.
lurvvveee all yaa =))
and i'll miss all of my darlings, lao pos, and dears.
=))

you better fark off
i detest u
u are just another blardy farker
kpkb spsb bpbb knnb ccb (my darling teach me)
good use
hehe
u better stay out of my affairs in future
which guy i am close with u oso farkin well don care
hate u to the core
u SUCK
this is to u --> _|_

zzz
this few days
lotsaaaa probs
very stressed
lolx
sian oso
dunno what to blog
feel it is not safe to blog here
some bitch might be readin
>.<
blars
fark off kays

hmmx
oh ya btw
i hate my new skin
>.<
darnoe whie
see bu shuang
lol
i had a few weird dreams nowadays
and all of them seems like a movie
okayys
the recent one lasted for 4 hours
really really weird
guess i watched too much spiderman lol
lots of monsters appearing
den i woke up
bleahs

lolxz
my comp okays ler
=))
arghh
i got to redo my d and t
so frustrating
need so much time and effort
but im very very lazyy
bleahs
tmr's youth day
hmmm
mth going on as usual
maybe go play bball
sian si le
hehex
straightened my hair abit
mama help me
lolx
rot there for 3 hrs at home
maybe during december go for professional rebond
dreamin for that for so long liao
weeehehehe
sian is the wordd
-gone-