weee~
back from esther's house again
heex
i bo liao marx
heex
sianx
gone-

went dutchess play bball
did bio paper in the morning all the way till evening
with sheryl
terence gor came to use comp
den sleep again
he is the pig of all pigs lolx
den did lit after coming back from dutchess
went there awhile only
45 mins
coz spent 15 mins finding a lost ball weisin threw
ben si le
lit poem
talks about a boy
flying paper planes
good idea
to fold them and throw my troubles inside
i have forgot how to be happy
it has really a long time since im happy
really happy i mean
sighs-
peace out-

im back
hmmx
firstly me wanna say thanks to da people who ask me how i am
im fyne le
everythin is ok
grins-
xie xie ni men wors
muaccks-
heex
update =x
hmmmx
juz update about ytd bax
lol went pasir ris park and changi airport
so damn farnie
everybody was like
go changi airport ton for wat haax
so cold lolx
like fridge liddat
cold until cannot sleep
=x
before that went to pasir ris park
went to the beach
someone caught a sea snake or eel den she shout so loud lolx
me listening to qi li xiang so loud still can hear her
ah ben de
the rest were busy with handphones or recording dunno wad shit lolx
as fer me
heex
shhh-
den at airport gor take the luggage trolley up the luggage escalator
he dunno how to move that thing
he left it there den all of us run lolx
den he keep farting at the viewing mall lol
eat so many onion rings sia >.<
lolx
quite a nice trip actually
all of us were practically tired out at the train
lolx
sleepyy
i reach home at 730 liddat den sleep like a log till 10 plus i think
den someone deliver big breakfast to me lolx
xie xie ar =X
den start studying with sherylyn
study utnil 12
i pom onto bed and sleepp
againnn lol
until 1.15 heex
dreamt of sherylyn
so farnie
the radio playing the song "xiao wei ar... ni you zhi dai wo duo ai ni..."
the song also in my dream lol
sherylyn tell me she dedicate this song for me
lolx -.-
den esther alsho in my dream
dream that she with chris in the lrt
me on the way to her house lol
farnie sia
ah ben de
me too tired lol
den joan came
den play ard lol
she never do werkkk
notti =X
she kanna molest by me and sheryl lol
we keep spanking her butt hahax
coz she say esh firm
lolx
laughhs-
duno whie i ate fried rice den wanna vomit
but now ok liao
weird de my stomach
puii-
heex
sian liao
hahax
goneee-

long as i live
my heart will never vary
For no one else
however fair or good
Brave, resolute, rich or of gentle blood
my choice is made
and i will have no other

sighs
lotsa things happened in da family today
made me cry for one whole day
with contact lenses
now eyes very tired
daddy sho angry that he hit da door with his foot
his little toe kanna trapped underneath the door
den he pulled out
large skin fall out
laceration --> what i learned in redcross
lots of blood
i clean until very tired
the blood wun stop
flow flow flow
everywhere also have
see le started crying
again and again
mum wanted divorce
say bringing my smallest sister along
we hiu lan her
went to da clinic's
say must refer to hospital immediately
to A & E department
on da way
sms my cousin
ask her go see my mama
den i msg mum also
ask her to spare a tot for us
den she say she don care
papa die also she don care
waited for x-ray
all that stuff
doctor say must stay in hospital
cry again
i sms mama tell her
den mama call
say its our business
den i say
"our business lar
den u call for wat"
cry again
seems NUH become my second home already
went there so many times this year
to visit people
den cb
my relative call
kpo ask wad happen
i really farking tired from the crying
wanna rest awhile
den ask me say wad happen
and don tok in that tone
tmd i sleepin wad tone u wan me to speak in
tell her wad happen already
cb say u old already don always go out
CB
who is the one always going out
is my mama ok
go karaoke flirt
i go where
basketball only lor
although all boys
coz no female good friends like playing bball wad
and im not MARRIED
after fone kup
cry again
mama call ten mins later
say throw away da food on da table
den take care of my sisters' dinner
how come nobody care about me?!
am i invisible?
my sisters so young
they know cock ar
who's the most hurt??
its meeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
do u all get it?!
im badly hurt
very very badly hurt
by a family who doesnt care...
life seems meaningless
as if im not sitting for any major exam this year
i wanna go out
go esther's house
but i cant
i got to look after them
saddened-

haix
mama and papa quarrel
turning violent
sighs-
-gone-

meowrrr~!
lolx
now terence at mah house
sleeping like a log
snoring alsho
-.-
lolx
ah ben rites
come mah house use comp until use bed to sleep
he ask me write until 100 testi
pengz-
zao zhi dao dun tell him i help er ge write till 100 also
got friendster homework liaox
zzz
juz now had chem prac
lolx
very fun~!
at first very tensed
darnoe wad to do
look here look there den see everyone doin titration first
so do titration first lors
lolx
me and angel cheat here cheat dere lolx
fake fake go wash thing den exchange answers
lolx
hers doesnt work
unlucky sehs
lolx den after that we "baka" hao o lebels alsho liddat
lolx
damn farnie sehx
very happie lolx
ytd studdeh until very long
now abit gong
got sherylyn, alex (frm clementi sec) and daniel
lolx sho noisy sehs
-.=
er ge ask me pei him go cut hair lol
now still tokin to er-hem er-hem
ben si le
lolx
now da ge got more excuse to sleep
wad sia
brothers =x
tsk tsk
lolx
esther dunch sad lolx
mama dunch let u go out i go your house!
lolx she never say cannot marx
hahax
except ur dear.. cham lors
>.<
lolx
saw a OP pencil case and wallet i like
hais
no money
shakes head-
sian sia
later going dutchess play bball
lolx
yays..
gonna have fun ler
X)
ba back again to update someday lolx
ruai ruai~!

-myheartismeltingoveryewx-

weeee~
back from school
sian sia todae
tsk tsk
later still got tuition
bahhhs
haix
hmmm
nothing much to blog about bahx
hehex
too sian liaox
i shall always be near yewx
in the gladdest days
And in the darkest nites
always, always,
And if there is a soft breeze
Upon your cheek
It shall be my breath

hehex
me got alot of cute pics
sho happiex sehx
but not me de larx
wakakax

look at the elephant hahax
cute hors?
heex
take a look at the cat next
it never fails to make me luff
hehex

cute horsss?
currently my display picture wahahax
huiyu now at mah house
mah mother doing straightenin fer her
lolx
my mother sho gud rites
hehex
da ge ask me go pool
arghhh
im NC-16 arx
bleahx

this one to mah best fwenx
hehex
huiyu, esther, and rer~
smuuaccks to all of ya
heex
love ya wors X)

giving u all stars of hopes for all of ya...
remember if the moon is not there for yewx,
yewx still have the stars~!
wahahahx
hmmx
me now still rottin
ytd go esther's house slp
lolx
dumb sia she
ask me wake her up
i wake liao she say she wan slp -.=
lolx
ah ben sehx
hahax
dench she missed her show
tsk tsk
hehex
sian sia
i sho sleepy
din sleep well
haix >.<
-iwillloveyewxtilltheendoftime.iloveumissuneedu-