halo ha
heex
im backk
at least for awhile
hmmx
changed my skin
have a great feeling for it
lolx
plus the song i used to love
heh heh (evil luff)
hmmmmx
lots of thoughts nowadays
shudnt think too much de
coz of exams
but carn stop myself from thinkin huh
sorta drifted away from my good friends
except sheryl and esther
becoz i've been together too much with tortoise?
hmmmx
rer can be included bax
drifted abit...
coz no sch
cannot play
den there was once before bio paper
me and yet wei walked up quite late
then the group of friends
said to yet wei that they tot she wasnt coming lers
and started scolding her jokingly
and i was with her
none of them sorta care bout my existence
and i dunno what overcame me
i said
weyyy
i'm with her also why u all not scared i never come
in an angry tone
especially yu is also one of them
and she juz seem to see yw
and im the invisible one
haix
i was quite sad though
den yu patted my head
i din have any reaction
my instant reaction was totally numbed from the instant pain
but i juz acted as if nothin happen
and cracked a joke
having lesser friends lerx
nobody wan mau mau already
having a partner doesnt mean i dont wan friends marx
haix
that's not what i expected
den hmmmx
starting to get a lil' assertive towards pple
i mean
coz tortoise and sheryl sorta chong me
they always let me decide things
i will sorta get assertive
bu xinggggg
cannotttttt
i dowan
i told them not to chong me else one day i really no friends siaa
i wanna be me
my mei made me hurt also
thinkin of it
last time when the same group of friends bang seh her
she called me
den i consoled her norz
i said ya can come my house the next day norz
she agreed
the next day she back with her frenz
i ask if she coming
she din answerr
pain again norz
i saddist huhx
at least still got two of my best friends with me
still got call me out all tt
listen to my crapz too
especially sheryl & esther
xie xie ni men =D
oh ya
and my tortoise
xie xie =D
treasure all of u lots
rer... i guess we gotta catch up after exams yea..?
don wan lose ya =/
my gors alsho dowan me liao
think i got tortoise den dowan them
how can
wo nan de get to on my damn computer
so blog long long
for exams mar..
still got two and a half papers
wahahaha
yao wan ler!!
yays!
can play lerx!
but muz see if i have friends to hang out with
haix =(
-lonelyme-
-cryy-