haix
it's hurting
see the motorcycle?
me will lie in front of it soon..
haix.

haix
it's all over noww
yea
me and him
recorded in the history of maureen and him
14.o7.04 ~ 19.o1.o5
though quite a short period of time
it holds thousands of memories
most of them considered happy
awww
last few days i sent pris home,
the bus passed the newly opened 7-11 at yew tee
remembered telling him when i go his house another day
we will go to the 7-11 and eat to our fullest
we were waiting for it to open
now that'll never happen
it'll be just a dream
a dream never fulfilled
after he came to work together in that company
things worsen instead
he contact me lesser and lesser
and my heart grew weaker and weaker each day
disappointment.. grief.. agony...
till one week and three days
cant take it ler
though very short
but its enuff to kill me
sadderr-
today was the first day we broke
we keep passin by each other
though i tried my best to avoid
skipped breakfast, lunch..
for someone who loves food so much, it's surprising..
ate practically only bread
den in the mornin my company fren told me he still luffin happily with his friends,
my heart broke once more..
he doesnt appear to be sad
instead
happier..
as what i've heard
from his friends..
he wanna hiu lan ler
but since he's happier..
im more than willing to let go..
i just see no point in carrying on..
i know i promised u
but u never prove ur love to me anymore...
sorry if i hurt u
im just not good anough for u
we stead like never stead liddat
we're just like normal friends
isnt it..
now u are happier
as i heard so
hope u continue this way
and make my giving u up worth it
sigh
another thing,
my closest friend since i know from work
pris..
not any from our sch
she's leaving from australia soon
been cryin over that too
next fri
haix
i really cant bear
bu she de she leaving..
she has been my bestie during my working life
always by my side
how much i miss her
haix
him too
im burstin within me
im so depressed..

hey back again lolx
but my comp still as siao
on 5 hrs plus now den work
but gonna shut down again
this comp pro huhx
dunno can get to post this up nort
coz ytd tried postin den got error
sad si liao siaa
hmmmx
ytd wo said about me changin nor
heard from dear alot of pple say i change
change is part and parcel of life....
lolx
kk i know.. crapz
haax
no larx
change got reason one mar
as long as my closest friends know i'm still me den it's good nor
i dont wan to care what others think
lolx
though i admit i've been wit my colleagues too much
anyway
drop the subject
let's see
what else
yea im quittin on the 14th
haax
me and dear's half year!
lolx
so fast liao siaa
fake one lar but dont care
just count haax
gonna watch movie wit dear
wahahax
meet the fockers-
lolx
i cut my hair again
now like broom
anyone wants a sweep?
bleahxz
lolx
sian siaa
life's boring after o's
oh yea
now gonna wish all those taking o's this year good luck yea..
dont get too stressed up
it'll only make u worse x)
just try your best
ehehex
solli i abit siao
i very sian arr
haix
miss playing pool siaa
miss sch also
first time
dunno why
lolx
i dont wan go back see how ugly the school look liao
hey!
I'M NOT FROM UNITY!
hear that huhx
k larx
enuff bout studies
now work till so pek chek liao siaa
mei yong de mei yong de
shakes head-
hmmmmx
bout dear dear
lolx
drifted and had our relationship strained quite alot ever since i started work huhx
but managed to save it back
and i'm happy about that
heex
i'm still loving u as much as ever dear
till the end =x
dear now sick arr
must takkaire ogiee?
dear sick never takkaire muz spank pi pi arx
notti!
=x
gonna be a volunteer again soon at red coss to help out the tsunami's victims
hope can get to call up the hq soon
they dowan pick up my phone siaa
ah benn
hmmmx
think nothin much lerx
awaitin my second pay on the 8th
i've got lots of stuffs i wannn
sad sia
no moneyy
muz blog long long..
my comp dunno when like me when dont like me
work startin again tmr
sad siaa
bo bian
moneyy
tsktsk-
think that's really all
lolx
seeyax soon! muacccccckx to all x)