now at wo de dear dear house
using his comp
sighh.
tis should be the worse period of my life
imagine my sorrow when i heard from my friends that my JAE was unsuccessful
means there isnt any course im eligible for
everybody messages and calls me
on that fateful day
sometimes i wanna be grateful to those who juz ask
"how was ur application?"
instead of
"which sch and course did u get into?"
awwwww
heyy the feelin can be really different
anyway i din reply those who ask me which sch and course i got into
coz i really dunoo how to reply
if i reply
i'd have to face all my friends who would one by one tell me they got a place
but wanted to change -.-
sighh.
sometimes it dreads being a dragon baby
i was so overwhelmed with shock when i heard ngee ann poly was FULL
soo many courses dropped by 3 points! >.<
yeahh.
i got a 16 for my L1R4
all the courses i chose dropped by 3 pts
and i had to be ineligible for it.
DOOM IS NEAR.
what the shit.
and there i was
running around singapore poly and nanyang poly to appeal
into another kuku course
which is a total stanger to me
-info tech-
whoever heard that im mad about computers?
i dont even have a decent workin comp at home
let alone being enthusiastic about it
anyway i chose mobile computing
got a lil' spiced up bout mobiles ever since i started workin at starhub.
nanyang poly is beautifull.
itx really beautiful.. with a spectacular view
woah.
amazingg.
hahaxz
im dreaming isnt it.
i dread every day
as i peer into my letter box everyday for a letter from any poly.
everyday
slept at 11 at night
and only fell asleep around 2
was so tensed about my appeal results
my daddy say if i still din get in
he would go to MOE to complain
yeah lor
i also wan to complain
why my daddy f**k my mama to bring me as a dragon baby
-.-"
had been workin almost everyday
got looked down by those who were waitin to get into universities
why look down on me?
wtf?
i juz had difficulty gettin in, that's all?
is it wrong to be just a little too kind by juz choosin a few courses which i THOUGHT i would be eligible for so that others could have a chance to get into their desired courses?
what happens now?
everybody goes appealing
i dont even have a chance to secure a place in a POLYTECHNIC.
juz a few hours ago
i was lookin at indian workers cleanin up dried leaves in the drain
i was tellin myself
hey
i might be their colleague one day huh
sighh.
im so awfully depressedd.
juniors..
study SMART ok?
itx no use passin EVERYTHIN but u get a low aggregrate.
pass the important ones
and get a good grade.
u can choose not to follow my advice nor
and end up like me
and lots of other people who are unsuccessful in the application.
but of coz
that's my point of view
u can have other points of view
itx up to u
but anyway
ur year definitely would have spaces larx
so dont worry so muchh
sighh.
im readyy - depression`
im readyy - depression` (spongebobb)
sighh.
sadded`

hehex
now at dear dear's house again
updating
heex.
today sleep till 7pm! shiokk siaa
hahaxz
coz nth do lehh
sian dao yao si
these few days keep running to pple's house stayy
lolxz
my own house very frightening
lolx
hmmmmmxz
miss my honeyy
hahaxz
my illness beta lerx
lolxz
thanks peeps
and my honeyy =)
hey estherr..
know ya feeling rather down these few days
but do hope ya feeling beta yea?
huggx.
dont think so much worr
anything give me a call x)
next monday going out with yp and mouse and dear dear!
we going shoppin firstt
den meet up wit that two guys'
they pia-ing in the afternoon den meet us
hahaxz
mouse and yp wanna give wo treat for my belated bdayy
heex...
priskylaaaa!
wo miss u so muchh man
faster come backkk =x
jkjk..
heex
takkaire ohh heex.
nth much liao lolx
mosquito attackin me
gotta run =)
peaaceee outtt`-

hahaxz
now at mouse's house
lolx
overnightt wit my dear dear and yp
hehx
they pia-ingg
so.. shhh =x
mouse cookedd sphagetti for all of us
haaxz
not badd ehhx hahaxz
dear dear say he wanna cook sweett and sourr steamed fish for wo
cats love fishh
hahaxz
=x
tmr gotta workk liao siaa
sadded`
but wo not enuff moneyy
bo biann
the doctor askk if i wantedd mc
i sayy dowann lolxz
i wanna workk
hahaxz.
my dearr sickk siaa
got ulcers and sore throatt
notti de he
never takkairee :(
he kicking yp now siaa
must wakie earlyy tmr
sadded`
im a pigg.
sighh.
sad bout my family stuffiex
ytd wo opened the cupboardd den accidentally hit my mum de video-cam
it was in a plastic bag
it wasnt intentional
she had to scream at me
say what wo so violentt
she loves her video cam more than me ehh?
i have her genes
whose fault is thatt?
=(
i said wo just came back not longg ago and she started scoldin me
next time dont come back liaoo
guess what she saidd?
dont come back lor!
wtf.
how could i have such a motherr?
she doesnt even care when i was ill a couple of days agoo
luckilyy wo have my dear dearr
he took care of mee
he so goodd..
his mum also took care of wo
gave wo eat tonics
so good..
she even cooked porridge for wo
how i wish my mum was half as nice
i hardly see her
when i wake up everyday
the house is emptyy
my heart in return
is filled wit emptiness
so everytime wann go outt
what's wrongg?
there's no warmthh, lovee in this absurd familyy
sighh.
so gladd to have my dear dear with me
without him i'll be just a rotten fishh
wit no directions in life
sadded ehh.
thanks honeyy
for always being there for me..
love uuu dear dear..
huggx.
missing esthiee, priskylaa.. hahax
yp here with wo so no need miss herr
lolxz
seeyax againn hehx
tmr's schedule is esther's house
weeeeeeee
dear dear going malaysia to celebrate xh's birthdayy
wishh him happy birthdayy firstt X)
may all your dreams come true worr lolx.
k larrx
that's all i thinkk..
hehx.
peaccceee outttt`

hahax
wo now at yp's house
blogging =x
mouse cooked porridge for us to eat
lolx
first timer
not bad larr
hahax
THANKEW! -.-
dear dear sick now siaa
sadded`
later go sneakk at him at his house
heex
together with yp & mouse
heex.
juz now went to see doctor liao
but i tink itx useless lolx
the doc ah ben de
din even see my throat properlyy
gimme three types of medicines
all very disgustingg
sadded`
hahaxz
later going town wit yp
lolx
townn!
lolxz.
laterr update again if i come across a decent comp
hahax
peacceee outtt`-

weeeeeee
hahax
now at dear dear's house again lolx
tat's my second house
heex
wo now munching on cuttlefishh liao
though my throat still hurts
lolx
hiu lan larrx
but very good liao
i refrained myself from buying famous amos cookies horr
hor dearr? =x
dear: yea!
=x
we just now met upp to watch boogeyman
lolx
it was okayy larx
though i quite scaredd
but not as scary as shutter =x
he wann me watch The Eye 10 now
NOW!! =x
he type de
gong neh neh =P
i dont dare watchh liao larrx
though i promisedd himm =x
heex.
i slept till 4! but got wake up for 2 hrs larr
nth to do den pop back into bed
heex.
=P
hmmmx.
nth muchh liaoo
lolx.
miss esthie liao..
and my dearr ah jiex! PRISKYLA!
lolxz..
takkaire worr u bothh.. =D
heex.
peaccceee outt`

heh heh
everyday go different pple's house use comp
hahax
ytd our juniors prom
lolx
how izzit estherrr?
she dummy now at chalet enjoyingg
lolxz
ah ben de lolx
wo now at dear dear's house
actually going to sentosa today de
enjoy our date
but in the end wo not feeling well
almost vommited on the bus
den faster wake dear dear upp to get down the bus
den walk here walk there cannot vomitt
so xin ku
den take cab to bukit batok polyclinic
nearest de
den i digested and vomit there..
smellyy-
sighh
so xin ku de
den went out dear dear say he wann help wo line up for registration
wo dont even have energy to say dowan coz very tiring to queue up de
den went pharmacy bought strepcils
den wann to vomit againn
dear dear wan feed me one but wo dont dare
scared vomit again
my whole body so weak
cant even talkk
must whisper to dear dearr
he all the way support wo siaa
dear dear so strong ehh
hehex
den help wo carry bagg also
wo too weakk..
not wan to bully him..
must even squatt down to wait for taxi
sigh-
after tat den take cab back to dear dear's house
luckily got plastic bagg
coz vomitt in the car again
sadded`
den dear dear takkaire of me
put wet towel on my forehead
sooo coldd
lolx
his mama feed wo wit lots of tonics
lolx
den wo sleep dere awhile norr
den wake up eat porridge
but dont have appetite to finish siaa
dear dear kissing wo on the cheek now =x
shyy-
sorryy dear dearr
wo always sick at the wrong time de
den cannot enjoyy wit u..
sorryyyy
sigh-
last time birthday also liddat siaa
wo hate wo de bodyy
always sickk at the wrong time
sorry dearrr
i'll repay u double ok?
muaccckkkkx-
might be vomitting again laterr =/
the porridge
haix
hope to get well soon
den go wit dear dear to sentosa again..
he going malaysia on thurs again siaa
celebrate xh's birthdayy
second home ehh?
lolx.
anyfink update again when i visit someone's house wit a decent comp
hehex
missyou honeyy
he pigg siaa
dao on his sofa
watch cartoon!
tsk tskk-
=PpP
i like =x
dear dear also must takkaire ahh!
u sick liao den nobody takkaire of wo!
=x
still say must be sick together den muack wo
den i dont open mouth let u kiss =P
he so cute
lying on the couch
hehx hehx
love u so muchh dearr dearr
ya simply the bestt =x
huggiexz-

seeyax again!
peaceee ouuutt-

sighh.
life's sorta boredd huhx
lolx
dear dear still in malaysia
he cant receive wo de message siaa
he so worried bout me
so wo gave him a call norr
though very ex
but nevermind larx
important to know he's ok norr
heex.
wo now at yupei's house
they watchin ghost show
i dont dare watch
=x
so i changed my skin
heex.
went town with estherr again hahax
we siao de
everyday go orchardd
hahax
my turn today to go on a shopping spree
bought somethin for dear dear for monthsaryy (:
bought a necklace worth $9.25, a mango tee worth $15,
a lost&found top for $13.90
and some other crappy stuffs
wo pok liao siaa
shakes headd`
monday bring him go eatt heex
cheapp de larx
wo no moneyy
sadded`
must earn lots lots
den bring dear dear go nice nice de place
hehex
actually his house bestt
i still feel his house is still the bestt and most romantic place
coz his whole room got starrs
lolx
den we everytime talk our heartt outt there
i also everytime cryy there de
lolx
coz i know got dear dear there to hugg wo
den say nice nice de things
so nicee and sweett..
love youu so muchh dearr
thanks for always bein there for me
smuacckkx`-
love you very muchh worr...
dont be afraid of me leaving u anymore lerx ok?
i know sometimes wo very bad-tempered
i also dunnoo whyy
but im thankful that u habb a good temper towards me
im apologetic for my attitude sometimes
i know it suck =/
hope u do forgive me worr
heex
our 8th monthsary coming ler worr honeeyy
gone thru really alot lerx ritex?
treasuring u second by second worr
woah u go m`sia i wanna die siaa
miss u so muchh
though packed wit activities but i quite quiet de
coz thinking of u marxx
got miss wo not..
sighh.
miss u dearr..
come backk soon!! huggiex..
wo go la la land findd u in a minute =x

peaccee outt` [[ *mau.lurves.ter*`]]

weeeeeeeee
sad
dear dear in malaysia attend dunno what seminar
ah ben de lolx
he so young
by den he grow up forgot all those stuffs lerr
hahax
miss him siaa
sighh.
todayy
heex
went town wit esthhher
she dont like pple call herr esthhhher
lolx
she crying liao
ke lian chongg
we shopp like nobody's business at town todayy
den we quite madd
hahax
eat wrong medicine i think
lolx
we were at the lift at heeren
den we go all the way to level 1
den sala
the lift brought us to carparkk
yea we got car -.-"
den the security gurad look at us
i gave her a tweeze till the lift door closee
so damn farnie!
lolx
dunno why i did that also siaa
the security also stunned den luff
hahax
den we went up one floor by one floor
it doesnt lead us to anywhere in heeren
damn
lolx
den went back to the 4th floor again
farniee
lolx
journeyy to the westt
hahahx
bought a quiksilver shirt for dear dear before he left
heex
den bought a shirt for myself
from mango
cheapp lehh
$15 niaa
esthhhher bought one too
we twins =X
den eat alot also
my bank no money liao
toopid singtel cheat wo money
170 bucks lehh
pui-
siann siaa
tired liao
hahax
miss my honeeyyy..
wondering how's he now
lent him my mp3 listen
heex
give him sweet also
so he dont carsick
hehex
hmmmx
that's all bax
:)
missyax honeyy dearrrr
come back fasterr horr!
love and miss u..
and dont think so muchh ok??
wont leave u de dear dearr
loving u lots lots =)
gone-

haix
doom is nearr
got my results
there are good news and bad news
bad news first?
bad news is
my aggregate CANNOT get into jc
i have to get into poly or else jump off the flat
good news is
i pass everythin
but never do well in all
sighh
so juniors
study smart yea..
lolxz
i was so scared that i cant get into ngee ann
itx my first choice
i went there first thing i got my results
ask everythin i could
and chose four courses the next day
4 onlyy.
abit regret but im only interested in these fourr
what can they do siaa
hahax
but hope those with high aggregates dont snatch my placee
me nowhere to go
spare meeeee
sigh-
sad diao liao
i really did my best
my very best lerr
haix
enuff of results larr
siann
no job vacancies for me
WHY
i so guai still dowan me
neh neh de.
haix
nth to talk liao
sorta hate going home nowadays
sigh-
home.. what is it?
i shud probably write an essay on tt.
yea.
i should.