sighz.
so many things happen in wo de family..
when i was at home 1 fine night..
my mama walked huffily out of the gate with red eyes
while i was enterin "home"
den my aunt called
scolded me
said something happened in my family but u din even know
(they wanna a divorce)
how can you be like this?
they are your parents!
i was like
hey!
their relationship is like they haven even talked to each other for 2 months liaox
whatever i could do was 2 mths ago!
did u even know that?
my daddy's side aunts asked me not to care about parents' stuff
i said OK, and concentrate on my studies
den now u all come and tell me to do somethin?
i cried so much for my parents
they din even know they had inflicted so much pain on me
cuz i think itx my fault
for comin out ritez
blame it also on my mum's stubborn character larx.
she doesnt even wanna forgive my daddy after he hit her
anyway it wasnt really a hit anyway
itx just a strong push
and why why why shud she not understand that her husband is going through tremendous stress at work
and he took drugs so that he wont do anything wrong?
he din even know he pushed u!
he din even know 3rd aunt came till midnight and tried to sort everything out
daddy was still in a daze
how was he supposed to know what he was doing?
and do u think he can forgive u for frequently hanging out with f**king horny guys at keat hong?
flirting all the way?
dressed skimpily in tubes and short skirts?
i knew cuz i saw!
u brought me there and i see with my own eyes how the guys flirt ard u
u've got a great body
so what?
daddy comes home each day without a loving wife to help him massage and help him relax
u ARE a housewife!
u ARE supposed to stay at home and take care of the kids
you HAVE a husband
you ARE officially married
you were so disconcerned about this family
when i was sick
i had no one to look after me!
i even remembered once when i was young
i vomited and u scolded me for DIRTYING THE FLOOR
and told me to WIPE IT UP
and when my bf broke up with me
and i was in a total senseless state
i needed someone so much
you, my MOTHER, asked me if I'M STILL A VIRGIN!
and my sisters,
look at how badly behaved joreen and kareen are now
totally no respect for peeps
everyday go to neighbours house to play with their kids
but they have their private lives
while disturb?
i tell them off also no use
i really dunno how to teach them liaox
and i really dunno what to talk to my parents anymore lerx
i had enuff.
as their daughter u know how much it hurtx
what am i suppose to do?
the one suffering most is me, mE, ME!
joreen and kareen dunno anythin at all
do you really love daddy?
if not den why marry him in the first place?
becuz of me?
becuz i was in ur tummy b4 u marry?
if i can choose den i rather not come out at all!
tai mo yi yi
did u think i din do anything?
why tell the whole world my family is falling apart?
im already frightened enuff
let them settle themselves la
i dont care about publicising on my blog
i have been enduring it for so so so long..
they themselves know what to do with their marriage
if they are not meant for each other
im already numbed about their divorce
the current state now is that they treat each other invisibly
and why do i wanna always go home early to see such a cold family?
if there's warmth..
if there's warmth...
nah.
it wont happen.
fri going out with esther
lolx hey thanks gurl..
for always being there for me
making prank calls was hell fun yeaz?
hahax..
do take good care worr..
u so weakk LOL.
take care muacks.
