Saturday, October 29, 2005 @ 11:06 PM
wahhh
im so tired...
gotta work for straight 13 days including saturday under the freezing air-con and fighting a battle with my red auntie for 14 hrs everyday.
ouch.
so tired..
less than 5 hrs of sleep every nitex
but not bad,
still can come online blog hahas.
g0t lots of stuffs to talk about..

firstly
esther laog0ng...
you wanna know bout the chalet arhhs.
quite a disaster actually except for the bbq which we ran out of food lol
and my family came to distract me
they juz came for 5 mins.
i dunno their purpose.
anyway the rest went home early the next day
leaving me and alan frozing there.
lol
punishment for being late for the check-in on the first day?
haha.

almost completed my shopping list!
spent really a huge bomb man
never spend so much before..
bought levi's jeans,
mickey's shirts,
paid for my maxonline fees,
crumpler's bag (damn ex)
a make-up kit
and the rest on food and samll surprises for alan i suppose
(:

next is my hair.
lol.
dunno what to do with it.
had the same hairstyle for years le.
sian ah.

yea haix
my family
falling apart again
i went home to have a peaceful sleep after work and u all still got to quarrel in front of me
i dare say im more tired than anyone of u
working non stop and only having an half an hr break everytime
eatin expensive stuffs that cannot be helped
suntec
what do u suppose.
i felt like screaming at u 2 and pulling ur hair out
as if squabbling about the same topic for 1 full year is going to help improving ur relationship
im not gonna to do everythin
im tired
so damn tired
about u two
and i've got to work.
work okiex.
not play play play
i shop cuz i work hard
rewarding myself.
for being 17
haha ok
out of topic
aiyeah
dowan talk bout dem ler

today a customer talked to me bout his daughter who's just 10 years old
he told her that when he becomes old
she gotta take good care of her younger brothers.
and the girl agreed.
what a happy family,
what nice parents.
he said he hoped his daughter would grow up to be like me
be independent and come out work in the industry
i was so touched
my parents have never thought of any kind of aspiration for me
or any kind of expectations
like how i was going to learn to be independent
and here there,
a stranger saying that im a good example for his kid
and why cant my parents love me more
or praise me more
i study hard for the sake of my own future
never for my parents
i never thought of studyin hard so as not to make them disappointed
the way they made me disappointed enuff with their childish and endless quarrels
i swear i would never do this to my kids
and i dunno whie im beginning to like kids.
i wan them to have love.
i never wan them to be like me
no parental love

i wanna settle down in a happy family and bring the best to my kids.
never to repeat my history.

sighs.

anyway one TOOPID customer made me totally pissed
ya getting unreasonable
so whie am i suppose to get reasonable with you
u are supposed to tour around and and get as much info from the booths ritex
if not what's the purpose of all those booths with so much info?
my own notes given to staff are not supposed to be revealed yet im kind enough to reveal some from under my desk
and u kick up a big fuss juz of this
u said u specially came down on a sat afternoon to receive this kind of service
and wanna make a BIG report
hey
childish man u
whie not let me complain that im patient enuff to tolerate with ur disgusting attitude
and let me complain that i dont come down here to work and face these kind of customers like you.
simple words: i'll treat you exactly the same way you treat me
u happy i happy
u are annoyed den im in trouble
anyway we welcome feedback
im just a temp staff and i wont care
i'll do things a little way more nicer when customers are polite and treat us with respect
and not order
i'll give them drinks
and crap with them
haha.
there's fun in my job though (:

okie!
the rocks on my heart has been uplifted
haax.

darling ahh
work be careful arhhs
have a good nite sleep okie?
u always sleep on the mattress with me your bone not pain arh
ur bone not pain i heart pain leh
haha

i miss all my friends!
i'm so busy now i haven got the time
i haven seen the afternoon sun since my birthday
LOL
anyway i spent my birthday training for this roadshow
the full day
sad arh.
esther! priskyla!
take good care worhha!
pris ah jiex!
i received ur letter!
thanks honey!
hahaha im so delightful =X
miss u heaps!
(:

yea that's all for now den
too much crap.

miss you too dear (:

Wednesday, October 19, 2005 @ 2:02 PM
hahas
long time no blog
lols.
popping over to weishan's bday bbq later haax.
hmmmm
actually duno if i shud go
lol.
chalet arhs
sians..
actuallie quite okay derh.
den they left so early
leavin me and alan alonee
sad sad.
nevermind..
5 more days to my birthday!
weeeeeee~
but got work
sianx
dar dar
happy 2nd monthsary hee =x
ai ni~
=P
i wan buy new fone
damn it
going to nyp buy bubble tea!
i miss it
hahas
=z
blog another day
hehe
my internet coming!
wahaha =x

Friday, October 07, 2005 @ 8:33 PM
hmmm finally bloggin lols.
going chalet on the 10th
will it be finee?
wo bu zhi dao
haix.
but got some of my besties to join me for bbq!
itx for my bday derhhs
hahas.
jose, reb, weishan, xiaowei (amk),her boiboi,maybe xiaoh0ng
lols.
happy*

but haix
hypocrite.
darnoe ur true character
u make me ponder hard sometimes.
ya not simple
in simple words,
u are selfish
friendship means nothin to u
stop acting for goodness sake
im tired of it.
pls dont go overboard and make me hate you
fullstop.

best fren from 0512!
thanks for everythin lols.
especially for the chalet and next sem's grouping
ya a great person
u and ur mystery girl yao jia you!
bwahahaha
best frenz forever =)
hugg*

darling,
thanks for everythin you have given me
your care, concern, trust and love,
know u have done alot for me
i love you
seriously true.
madly, deeply (:
muarkks*

esther,
wo mei you wang ji ni orhhh!
i was workin and sloggin for more than 14 hrs every day neh
tired hahaha
wo miss u and cookiee!
hahas.
must jia you for exams okiex?
kampatei!
hugg*

di di,
i know u meant well
but be with those u are comfy with.
kai xin jiu hao.
hao di di.
hugg*

jose and reb,
so glad u all could come..
hahas.
HUGG!**

thats all bax.
haa.

Saturday, October 01, 2005 @ 8:03 AM
yo hahas
back for awhile..
have been workingg
arghhh
ytd went mediacorp do starhub roadshow for the past 2 days
lols.
den saw many artistes!
got zhu hou ren, the ruan mian mian (damn prettyy!), hao yi, adam and ix shen, glenn ong, even got alex to! haha. got chen tian wen also neh.
he baka one.
always come when we're doin closin
den crapz with me lols.
he took motorala v3 razor!
black!
damn rich neh
i see liao eyes pop out
sadded`
lols.
den he take number from me!
say what may call me do part time -.-
ytd was my first pay!
WHOOSHHHHHHHHH!
finally see something upgrading in my $6.26 bank statement
den went walk walk with dear and his sister-in-law
ate long john silver haha
played black magic with her
so fun!
got tricked lol
oh ya the day before dear play hide and seek wtith me den he dunno i behind him
den i "YO" him
he jumped and shouted like siao!
bwwahahahaha!
damn yi ge farniee
lolx.
okies back to todayy
went his house ton again lols.
have been tonning like siao hahaha
cuz workplace very close to his house marhs
den the next day no need wake up so earlyy
den can still slp with dearr =x
hehe -shy-
watch the eye 10!
damn it
not scary one! hahas.
jus a few pop-outs now and den lols.
watch shutter!!
shutter rocks fwahaha.

to jose:
hey yeas! lols. muz meet up worhs! haax.
miss u all nehh!
=)
huggs.

to dear:
hey dear..
though itx onlyy one month odd
i cherish you, love you.
hahas.
fate which brought us together?
haax. who knows. (:
and whoo cares.
ai ni jiu dui le
muarrkkks*

to joanne:
ehhh!!! hahas.
shopping when?
lolss.
miss u all nehhh hahaha
huggx (:
look forward to chalet yeas?
hope it'll be "fun" lols.

that's all bax
lol (: