Saturday, January 28, 2006 @ 11:35 PM
been thinkin quite a lot recently
had some flashbacks on my past relationships
sometimes
i think,
what if i turn round the clock
would the change of decisions change my life into another direction?
the decision i should make, i didn't make
the decisions i shouldn't make, i made.
bahh.
should not think about the past anymore..
should treasure now and the future
hee.
cheer up maur!
smile~
so what if his ex still talks to him now and then?
dont't let your mind run wild
remember him telling you how much he can't lose you?
say how weird it is if i'm no longer by his side?
no girl beside him to predict his winning 11 scores
no girl to make him delicious milo which he could never make himself?
so yea,
maur, see how much he loves you.
i remember someone said that i am a sensitive girl
so therefore being with me will test the other party how sensitive he is
is it true?
are there any great + points about being over-sensitive?
firstly you hurt the people around you by thinking too much
secondly you hurt youtself
then fall into depression
depression means trying to harm yourself all the time
and you cant control your emotions

am i overly sensitive?
or maybe the feeling will be experienced by anyone else in that situation
or maybe because it is just me.
analyzed enough today.
i'm glad no one understands this post.
cause only i do.

@ 3:34 PM
hmmm,
had my choice le.
chose c++ instead!
got to prepare myself to meet with challenges with java programming.
it's gonna be tough..
initially wanted to choose vb
but realised vb.. all these while we haven been spoon-fed
so, yea,
need to be jiao-ta-shi-di
since i chose this choice i might as well try my best excel in it
i've never got an A in java before
it's like my maths in sec sch lol
my ke xin

rer: yes! i remember.. somehow is like the start of a beautiful one, but of immense pain too.. yea? haha, i will remember mine too, difficult not to remember, yea? take good care babe! i'm missing you...! call me out one day yea? muacks (:

Friday, January 27, 2006 @ 9:33 AM
haven been blogging for quite sometime haha
my number of visitors getting lesser too lolx.
but thats fine with me
i'm not entertaining people with my entries though
went shopping yesterday!
shopping is a very relaxed hobby
but beware the amount of money spent haha
ate yuki yaki!
that japanese eatery is really interesting
comparing it to sakae
(though the food isnt as appealing as sakae)
it has an additional steamboat (choice of tom yam soup or herbal)
and mini-bbq space
and you get to choose the food to cook!
even the ice-cream is DIY!
you get to pour the melted ice-cream into a very iced space
and it'll slowly turn into ice-cream!
joanne burnt the pancake!
lousy cooker LOL
guang yi pi gu tong!
lol that couple -.-"
no service charge included
around 5 people eating will cost you $98 plus
worth it or not?
shang dao ni lolx (up to you)
>.<
today's the last episode of "love concierge"
nice wor
i like her bra =x
gy: need to buy for joanne
to maximizeee
WAHAHAHA
cute sia they all
den sort of let di di left out cuz we 2 couples marhx
dui bu qi worhh =/
projectt --> stressed neh
think might bring laptop go my ah ma, popo house do liaox
haha.
anyway go there also play cards throw money at them
lOL =x
cuz me dragon
and this year,
dragons are reputated to bring money into the homes they stepped into!
weeeet!
thats why ask them come my eat steamboat bring me money =P
gy: haha so fun go there and eat that day must buy push up bra for joanne
hee.
next time update bax
must give that damn teacher look at my programming =/
ciao~

Sunday, January 22, 2006 @ 12:45 AM
hmmm, getting really lethargic
the amount of stress projects give..
is not to be be-littled!
actually going to small cousin alicia's house today
but i couldn't wake myself up
dear keep calling me or ask me to respond
guess what
i respond a "huh" after 11 questions of his i think
thrice..
when finally forced myself to wake up
i shedded tears..
i'm so tired!
never been so tired before....
den sleep again till 2 plus
den finally finally wake up
watched him play ps2
then i fall asleep again
the day before i was chionging that damn java project till 4 am
the next day still have dcn test at 9
den me go find dear till 2 plus den reach his house sleep
sighs..
which make me burst pimples and make me fall ill up to now
almost a week already
i'm still suffering from immense tightness of chest and hard breathing..

project,
fainting
got alien to help..
he can help..
but i'm afraid i can't continue from there also..
just afraid..
sighs.
and my group members still have the mood for games
intended to take the day off to rest and not touch java
but i'm too scared..
at least i try working somethin out..
but still can't actually
i'm such a darn loserr

there's still asp.net project
i'm tired already..
i'm on the verge of breaking down..
stressed..

dear,
your cheerful-ness perks me up
luckily i have you
you brighten up my life..
love you lots hee.
my dream about you calling 'fish' was absurd..
i got angry over that in the dream lol
but, ya, sometimes i just want to be selfish and have you all by myself.
sorry...
love you-

anyway
tried this haha,
with courtesy from lim hong's blog
You Are A: Duckling!

DucklingThe cutest of the cute, these baby ducks are often spotted in the spring following closely behind their mother. As a duckling you will grow up quickly, becoming one of the adult ducks seen commonly in ponds and streams. Playful and timid, charming and vulnerable, ducklings are nature's very definition of innocence.

You were almost a: Chipmunk or a Lamb
You are least like a: Bear Cub or a TurtleWhat Cute Animal Are You?


haha,
duckling?
i prefer cats =x

Thursday, January 19, 2006 @ 8:54 PM
hmmm,
got some tips from lim hong
about the choice between c++ or vb
i recalled that time when we played bball with his gang at night
and they were emphasizing on the importance of c++
woah woahh
that time i wasnt even caring an inch
cuz i thought still got a longgg time to choose
but i'm right facing it now!
woahhhhh. =/
i scored a B for java last sem
and i think asp.net is the same this sem
i dont think i'll be venturing into IT business after graduation
but it's a fact that we'll be having attachments in year 3 in IT-based companies
and we'll be touching IT for that long dreading months

hmmm,
thinking about some stuffs..
maybe it's me
maybe it's me who dont understand his friend's language
maybe if i was from his school i would understand that language
and wont get offended
maybe it's just me who is just too sensitive
maybe i shouldn't care whether 'she' always contact him or doesn't
and biatch around knowing his gf is right beside him
disappointed at the fact that they got so much to chat about
when i'm just beside him waiting for his comfort...
everytime i see that name
i cringed.
yes i'm scared.
sigh.
tired.. dont wish to fight over the same issue everytime
it's tiring.
decided to let go of this issue
ignore this issue as far as possible
dont know for how long
but maintain at least for sometime
i dont wish for him to feel trapped.
or controlled.

probably my heart just yearns for him to think for me
and that's enough.
as long as he loves me.

@ 11:28 AM
hmmm
got to get down to serious thinking..
another year is passing soon
and it's time to choose an elective
c++ or visual basics
i'm not very strong at programming
but i have to admit that it is slightly more interesting that vb
vb's like a short cut html thingy
hmmm
i dunno..
even if i graduate already,
will i still get to work in the IT industry?
hmmm
>.<

Sunday, January 15, 2006 @ 2:51 PM
Some Health Tips!

I'm concentrating on feelings which we students often encounter. will transfer this part somehow into a navigation! (:

When you are feeling...Tired

The first symptom of dehydration is fatigue. Dehydration causes a drop in blood volume and because blood transports oxygen throughout your body, the inadequate oxygen results in lethargy. A good gauge is to drink 8 - 12 glasses of water daily. Or you could be hungry. Weariness occurs when your blood sugar takes a dive. When that happens, there's only one thing to do - eat!

Your happy meal :
- Glass of water
- Sliced fish soup
- Watermelon slices

When you are feeling...PMSy

Just change your diet instead of having medications! Studies show that when women were given 1000 milligrams of calcium daily for 3 months, 73% has fewer PMS symptoms. To hit the same dose, try four cups of milk or three cups of soya bean milk. For the lactose-intolerants, Healthy Indulgence's chocolate calcuim balls from Nature's Farm are fantastic milk substitutes. To ease your cramps, consume loads of fibre and cut down on caffeine and sodium. (Snacking on potato chips can worsen your PMS symptoms!)

Your happy meal :
- Glass of soya bean milk
- Sardine and brown bread
- Stir-fried tofu

When you are feeling...Gloomy

The Omega-3 fatty acids in oil rich swimmers like salmon and sardines are readily available supplements such as fish oil and cod liver oil will chase the dark clouds away. Other sources of Omega-3 include lobsters, shrimps, sunflower seeds and walnuts.

Omega-3 also improve mental health function and protect against heart diseases and inflammation.

Your happy meal :
- Fruit juice, with a drop of flaxseed oil
- Seafood platter

When you are feeling...Stressed

Carbohydrates have a relaxing effect. But take care not to over-eat as more than 1000 calories will eventually leave you sleepy.

Tip: Why do chocolates make us feel good?
Cos they contain serotonin, an anti-depressant!
Try dark chocolate! They have antioxidant properties that protect the heart and arteries from oxidative damage, which in turn brings down blood pressure. Milk is reported to interfere with the absorption of these antioxidants. So no drinking milk while eating it either.

Your happy meal :
- Glass of orange juice
- Begel with jam
- Payaya slices

or

- Banana milkshake
- Baked potato with fat-free sour cream
- Handful of lychees

When you are feeling...Spacey

Difficulty concentrating?

Your happy meal :
- Grilled chicken salad
- Cup of coffee (take care not to drink too much as it causes anxiousness, insomnia and headaches)
- Low-fat yoghurt

When you are feeling...insomaic?

To help combat insomnia, try a glass of warm milk before bed. The warmth raises your body temperature by a few degrees and relaxes you, while the calcium and L-tryptophan in milk are natural sedatives. Heavy suppers are a big no-no. Blood flow is directed to your brain, making sleep less restorative, go for a light snack high in vitamin B, calcium and magesium to help calm the nerves and promote better sleep. Choose bananas, apples, lettuce, honey, nuts, yoghurt, oats and sunflower seeds.

Your happy meal :
- Turkey sandwich
- Glass of milk
- Peach and apple slices

When you are feeling...Constipated

Drinking prune juice at bed time will help in morning bowel movements. Popcorn helps too! Savour more nuts, fruits and greens!

Your happy meal :
- Rice topped with six different types of vegs
- Tomato juice
- Guava slices

Some ways to get re-charged!!
* Take 15-min power nap at lunch time. It improves alertness and actually enhances job productivity - the brain uses sleep to consolidate learned experiences into memory.
* Think about sex! It'll give you adrenaline rush.
* Down a glass of lemonade on a hot day. Quenches your thrist and relieve pressure in your nerves, arteries and blood vessels.

Burn more calories!
* Vacumm cleaning! It burns as many calories as a slow walk on a treadmill.

Blue comfort :
- Next time ya feeling blue, ask for a gentle back rub rather than a bear hug. Scientists found that tender stroking triggers a pleasant response in the lower back, which is linked to brain regions known to process emotions.

Embrace goat's milk :
With smaller fat gobules than cow's, goat's milk is easier to digest. It also has more of vitamins A and B.

Currently.. that's all. But i think it helps pretty good in our lives. I need lots of water right now! Yea.. I'm getting tired. Probably get lots of soya bean milk at jollybean later on. haha.
(Article Credits: Most of the information are adapted from Cleo, a female magazine, issue no. 135-137 in 'Lust for Life')

Friday, January 13, 2006 @ 10:56 PM
hmmm.
nothing much happened these days
so that might explain the "un-updated" posts over here
haax.
these few days,
having a really great time with dear
been spending a lot of time with him hee.
happy marhs.
i just love to see that smile on his face
with his big teeth flashing at me..
oooo.
i adore him so much...
haha
well, enuff of my honey..
actually going to chalet today..
pris's one. not my jiex..
hmmmm, but not going in the end cuz it's too tiring for me
plus i dunno the peeps at the chalet
plus we are going home at 2 in the morning and we're reaching there at like, 8
so, decided to call it off

play a lil bball today at 214
hahas, more and more like trash
lolx.
expected, so itx okie.
dear played too.. at his homeground
but he sounded moody on the phone
hmmm, dunno why..
hope he's fine,
gotta call him later..

projects are piling!
next whole week is our project week
we all agreed to stay back..
thankfully.
i gonna make full use of it.
hope we'll do well.
jia you!

Sunday, January 01, 2006 @ 12:52 PM
haax.
been stayin at his house for 4 days
cux workin at town for that 4 days also marx
tired nehs
but not bad
earned around $290++
hehs.
another 8 weeks
and i gotta work again lerhs
lolx.
mei you qian leh.
den had some disputes with dear..
but hao le
lol
jiu ok lor
hmmmm,
thinkin of some new year resolutions
haha

1) study well, overcome java
2) be more cheerful
3) save $2 everyday lol
4) avoid disputes with dear
5) save $200 and shop till i drop