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back to my life issues

sigh
the truth is
i'm just sad.
i dont want to say anything anymore
it's useless.
maybe i should just be less sensitive
whatever he wants to do let it be.
i'm numbed.

I LOVE alan lee.. whaha
--typed by alan
lol.

i'm pissed by some insensitive fuckers who forever comment on my image
be it ONE big pimple
I HATE IT.

visited my granny ytd and today
she look so frail
so thin
how long have i not visit her?
blood clots at her right hand
a paralysed one on the other
she broke her arm
told me how stunned she was, so much blood
nobody was around when she fell
nobody went in the ambulance with her
how she couldnt sleep
how the other patients slp so soundly and how she cant
i stroke her hand gently
trying to eject the numbness she feels
she was thirsty yet cant reach out for water
sigh, poor granny.

but all these brings back to the past
where i felt i haven forgive her
that scene lingers in my mind
she gives money to one particular cousin every now and then
who is far richer than me
why? these question remains unanswered for 10 and more years.

sigh.
seeing less of dear nowadays.
im still badly troubled.
very badly troubled.
intensively badly troubled.

i got full marks for my debugging test!
haha i'm so happy.
but i was lucky lars.
i took the easiest paper!
there were 4 papers. to prevent cheating.
heaven's on my side.
seeing my family in distress, hehe.
wonder how did the others fare.
wish them well too. lol.

did i mention my granny's in hospital?
she fell down again
broke one of her arms and injured the other!
i'm glad she's ok.
i'm seriously glad she woke up.
else i would be guilty for the whole of my life
for not visiting her as much as i can
i'm visiting her later
with the rest of my family.

i really dislike hypocrites.
arghhh.

help. i have no money.
help.help.
my school fees this year is $1098++
i promised my mum to come up with the extra $98 plus.
sighs. looks like i'm in some kind of trouble now..
left $60+ nia..
lest i dont eat this week? put the fifty dollars in my bank?
then there goes my shorts and 3/4 pants at samuel and kev.
sigh.
i wan money. i really need money.
i wish i'm rich. i really wish i'm rich.
shopping's the only way not to get lonely.
sigh. poor ma0.
very poor ma0.

hmmm, if u might, u can start saving money for my birthday now.. all my friends.
if you get me anythin from the list below, i promise i'll love you to bits!
-guffaws


MY WISHLIST


:: Samuel and Kevin shorts $35 (if u buy 2 bottoms they're $50!)
:: white U2 3/4 pants $43
:: HANDPHONE Nokia 6280 Silver $298 (i'm very specific, i'll love u)
:: nice heels, not so high pls, alan will complain =x
:: flats, will nice sparkles?
:: Black watch (note the watch fann wong wears in Women of Times)
:: SAY I WEAR SKIRT VERY PRETTY. (this is very easy, if you lie i wont know =x)
:: Any VERY shiny font tees
:: Any adidas non-black jacket (i'll really love u..)
:: help me look out for Puma white jacket with light blue collar
:: black knee-length shorts at ebase $25

HEHE.

so many things happening in my family
i really should go bai bai
last time terry they all brought me to the bugis temple
lots of people
hmmm but i really think i should pray for my family
i wear so many bai bai de bands also no use!
hmmm do some charity? i always wanted to adopt a pet but it's within my means!
hai.

haven been blogging about dear for so long
lolx.
today i shall.
wanna say thanks for always being there for me when i encounter problems
be it friends or family
you were always there. hee.
yesterday we met and ate pastamania!
my fav. smuacks*
he treated me hehe.
i ate chicken bolognaise and dear ate mushroom and chicken pizza!
delicious!
was very happy yesterday
i bought a pillow, squeezed it into my bag and bring it along to dear's house!
it was so comfy ytd!
air con.. pillow.. doggie bolster.. =X
talked abit of our past ytd
i always nagged him to talk about how we first met blah blah
and he always gave me that pitiful face and act cry lol
and how he ALWAYS forget our monthsary! GRRR.

even in my dreams you existed
love you to bits
my lovely little pig.
loveyou<3

To my cousins:
if you are reading this, please keep this to yourself.
i'll greatly appreciate this.
thanks.

why is my family always having problems
my daddy is as good as being jobless now
and my mummy is being harrassed by a lecher
see la, always wear so sexy go out
attracting unwanted attention

i find it weird
why of all girls he had to go after a lao cha bor
though she looks only a few years older than me
unless she had a something with him before?
given her popularity with those lao ah peks outside.
argh, i cringe at the thought of it

This was what my parents have been hiding from me the past 2 days
she and daddy have been frequenting town to the lawyer's
she wasnt allowed to get the protection scheme as that's only for within families
she was afraid we will all be harrassed by him
after all, we 3 are all girls
she said holidays are near and she's preparing my 2 sisters to go to grandma's house to stay
and me to alan's house for the week after next

I dont know how are they going to solve the issue
she said if that guy come harrass me
i am to call her immediately
i've seen that guy before
he even came up to our house
claiming he want to give my sisters tuition
even when my mum refuse to even entertain him anymore
he asked me to ask her out to meet him
wtf.
horny bastard.

wah, these few days xiaxue isn't blogging
i've got little blogs to hop to.
lolx. at least she keeps my night busy by writing long posts
now looks like her blog's rotting.
cant be blamed. she's overseas.
i'm anticipating a very very long post when she's back!

since i gonna stay at alan's house for sometime
i must do something for his family
cook? i'll be criticised.
his brother and his brother's gf are critics.
especially with food.
cuz he graduated from Shatec
if i didn't remember wrongly
and his girlfriend's very picky about food.
arghh. what should i do?
i'll miss home too. what should i do?
it's sweaty to sleep in alan's room. how many fans must i bring?
haix.
i know it'll be sweet to spend so many days with dear
but i dont wish to implicate his family.
i can tell his bro's gf is already a burden.


MUMMY


because of your dressing
so many people must suffer
though the one suffering most is you
but you brought it upon yourself
i always believe a mother is always a mother
and SHOULD look like one
to avoid unneccessary attention
you wont forever know what will i go through
i know i'm being hateful
but she said would you wan to see me like the headless woman who jumped from the flat?
WHAT THE FUCK.

haix. i dont know what to do.
stupid lecher and poser.
please fuck away from my mother.
please fuck off to geylang. pick any you like.
you fucker.

hmmm
these few days i should think there's nothing to blog about
went to Orchid Country Club with dave they all today
played awhile only caused mummy asked me to fetch kareen at 5
then need to meet alan for tea break lolx.
i ate chicken rice. then the bubble tea auntie says there's no milk tea today.
wahhhh =`(
in the end when i reach cck she called me and say no need le!
omg -.-
i played pretty well mhaha.
we played 3 matches of doubles. and i end them all. =x
-happy
at first wasnt used to it, lost to dave lolx.

today's friday nia.
tmr me and dear going out for dinner.. hehe
he's getting his pay soon, so hao lian. LOL.
ask him treat me lolx.

i'm very bored. lol.

these few weeks seem so 'deathful' for me
firstly went to funeral
then the headless death
then here comes another
my uncle died of blood clot in the brain
in brazil.
38 hours to get back to singapore.
wasn't really close to him but at least i did see him since young
haix. pls rest in peace.
pls do.

sigh. all this in 2 weeks.

cpp debugging test tmr..
10% again
will i make it?
i doubt so. i seriously doubt so.

something horrible happened yesterday at alan's house area
someone committed suicide
female, heard from sources to be around 70 plus with quite long black curly hair.
first thing, it's not a very big thing
since suicides do happen almost everyday
only that we dont know
this was a unique one


The head fell off!


to be exact
it was believed that the neck was straight at the tree trunk intersection
the shape of a Y
get it?
and there it is
the head and the body.
alan saw the head
okie, everyone saw the head.
except me
i wasn't allow to see. by his family and him too.
it was bizzare.
i thought it was a murder in the first place
and the murderer threw the head down.
then the neighbors said the body was at the bushes and i was omg.
yea omg.

i want to go sydney
i really want to.
i swear that will be my first stop when i plan to go overseas.
inspired from that 9pm show every weekday..
so pretty.




have you seen such beautiful hills in singapore? too small.


such redness?


beautiful. wonderful.


i wish i'm the one standing there!

and tug myself and dear in immense calmness before settling into the night.

woah.
such peace. haha.
beautiful. no words to describe.

finally finished the 2 tests
dbms was horrid!
lolx. think i gonna flung it.
and ooad.. made a careless mistake.
sigh.
i have a feeling i gonna do badly this semester
but i wont let this feeling overcome and subdue me
=]

i'm going over to alan's tonight!
tomorrow we're going out to novena square to buy his shoes
finally. lolx. his forever torn and tattered shoes lolx.

till then,
blog another day.
the whole lab's leaving me behind! =x

worked at woodlands today, then was transferred to ihub
worked till 8 plus.
i'm touched by what travis did
he's always giving excuses to give me money
knowing i always have very little money to eat
he die die dont want to take back the money
sigh.

then asked dear if can go meet him since he asked me accompany him tonight
then he said no need already
ask me go home
i said my goodbye and hung up before he did
cuz he's always hanging up on me.
revenge-
no la, i was perpetually upset
cause i really missed him.
i just want to meet him awhile.
to hug him. say i miss him.
i dont mind travelling.
am i forbidden? am i?

was so upset.
walked along the orchard streets
in distress.
i walked from somerset to orchard mrt station
found bebe.
but their clothes were so exp.
and i'm in financial distress.
thought about lonliness again.
bought only some pimple cream from sasa.
try to think of someone i can think of and talk to him silently
but i couldn't.
i thought of my tortoise.
i cried talking to him yesterday, saying i feel very lonely
cause he's also alone.
i have bought him partners before but i dunno how but he just killed them all.
but that idiot turned away from me and just stuck it's head out like a statue.
changjin even had a han shan gong niang niang to talk to silently
or her mother.
i can't open up anymore. i'm forever concealed.
i'm a very lonely girl.
sometimes i'm so disturbed, so really disturbed.
tell me, what am i suppose to do?
i wish when he has time he would visit me.
but he's tired.
i wish he would give me a surprise. any surprise.
but he's tired.
and he cant come. due to some unforseen circumstances.

i'm very isolated. i'm really very isolated..
.
.
.
.
i'm very lonely. i'm really very lonely.
.
.
.
.
i'm very depressed. i'm really very depressed.
.
.
.
.

i really dont know how to describe the emptiness in me.
perhaps i should admit myself into mental hospital soon.
why was i even born?
i hate my mum for giving birth to me.
for having unprotected sex.
i really dont have a good life.
dont say i have one because i'm not paralysed or watever disabilities.
i'm having mental torture. and quite an extreme one.
dont ever ask me to learn how to enjoy it.
cuz i tried since 10 years ago.

thanks blogger.
thanks for listening to me for 2 years.
you are a brilliant friend.
you just listened without complaining.
you're brilliant. so forever brilliant.

played pool at grassroot yesterday
i thrashed them all the way!
haha, until ah seng won me by one black ball at the tenth round
lolz.

new pictures!!!!



see what he did to this picture!!! lol.





attended a funeral yesterday
had mixed feelings.
the butterfly or moth really appeared! i'm amazed.
but i share dear's sentiments
good for her to go, cause she's ending all her torment and going somewhere to enjoy happy life!
should be happy instead.
but i thought of my own grandfather
who passed away when i was only in kindergarten
we din go thru the same processes as i did today
had i really done a great job in sending him off?
or was it because i couldnt remember anything already?

grand-daddy.
ar teo hor bo? (got get drenched by the rain?)
hehe. the phrase you always asked when you see me.
no rain you also ask me. haha.
i miss you grand-daddy.

i wish there's someone who will always be there for me.

i was so depressed again today
after leaving the funeral.
i dunno why.
maybe i desperately needed attention.
i was so ill and tired.
but i know i couldnt ask for more since i'm AT a funeral.
if only the guys stayed with me at the funeral instead of playin pool
if only glenn was there he would have asked them not to go
perhaps i wont feel that way
perhaps, perhaps.

i'm so tired.
i'm working tmr.
i gonna pay back the debt our family owe third aunt a year ago for paying for my school fees
a large sum of $1000+
i juz pay back $1000. i wont tell daddy.
now comes another debt
mummy borrowed from big aunt
haix. how long more must i work?
i must slog my guts out for work during my two week break
which is in 2 weeks time
i'm replacing my colleague for work tmr
can earn about $70. hmmm.
$70. means i need to work another 13 or 14 days of $70
just nice.

i want to go somewhere far away
i dont want to stay.
i feel so trapped.

haha. i have some pictures to share!
my mushrooms!
have anyone seen people packet mushrooms and eat like ya eating a packet of fries?
ta-da!


[courtesy from Liang Fa's W500i]

lolx i do so love mushrooms.
i once had a craving for mushrooms so much so that i opened a can of large button mushrooms can and snapped it ALL up.
i'm a great mushroom fanatic! lolx
and i was so bored today
i strolled at lot one again
and look what i've found!


Birkenstocks! In World of Sports!

i haven seen all these before so they muz be newly imported
beautiful.. lots of choices
but prices ranged to close to $100 and above
@.@
anyway i just bought myself an Elle slipper
i couldnt really wear that different coloured trail slippers anymore lol.
i like those kind of slip-ons
i want it! okie, i'll go for a cheaper one like Kappa.
they have a few variety too ya know? at around $39.90
but Birkenstock is much much better in the design and comfort
which explains the prices!
i need lady sandals too.. mine's surface just tored today!
sigh.

my cold is getting worse
i'm practically sneezing every 10 - 15 minutes
and sometimes i can't sneeze!
it's so darn uncomfortable.

plenty of tests next week.

firstly on tue: DBMS, OOAD
thurs: cpp debugging test

next next week (7)
wed: IP test cpt 2 - 3b

week 8
mon: data structures practical test!
thurs: cpp practical test!

i have to admit cpp gives a lot of stress
look at the people who chose vb!
they are so relaxed!
sigh again.

today is me and dear's 9th monthsary!
some small incident today, forget it,
shan't let it spoil my mood.
love you dear.. you lighten up every day of my life!
i shan't say so much hehe
dear knows it best from my heart, yea?
smuacks*


9 months of beautiful memories.

today is a quiet and peaceful 9th monthsary.
did he remember?

i missed my stop yesterday!
yes, i was reading the itsy bitsy 8days magazine
with my forever fab jamie yeo
focused on the brainteasers page when one professional-looking guy pointed to my mag and said,
8 days is it? brainteasers are very good.
i was naturally shocked of course
i have reading quietly for the past 11 mrt stops, which is like 40 mins?
so i just smiled and nod my head
thanks to dave who played at the arcade instead of going home with me
and xuan bin revealed to me today that he knows where my illness comes from.
i was sampling everyone's food and i sipped a few sips of his milo drink
and ta-da! grumpy me today!

oh yea!
a new beauty formula discovered today while watching Jewel in the Palace
Changjin said that steam from a freshly cooked rice can help your skin to become more soft and supple!
i guess thats where the piteria comes in,
where SK2 once commercialized that it's piteria that makes those farm girls' hands smooth and supple
-eyes pop out-
i gonna reach home before 7 tmr
to take a good look at rice.

Today should be the grumpiest day of my life

ARGH. i'm so grumpy.
this guy sitting next to me on the mrt keep sleeping towards me
then this girl sitting the other side of me keep brushing against me
ARGH.
and, i couldn't get eclipse started yesterday
i tried configuring it for a whole 3 hours
and partly because my comp's lagging so much now
slept at 2 plus.
and my grumpy sore throat is back
it says

haha. dont drink h20?i'll give you one hell out of your throat and deprive you of your supply of your loving bubble tea MWHAHAHA

okie, i'm acting cute.
i'm just freaking grumpy.
my cpp test only got 6/10
but why are there competitions?
shouldn't we learn together?
it's healthy,
but it only brings down the confidence and self-esteem of those who are weaker
respect them and study well together
okie?

dear.. dont think too much okie?
we must accept it as it is.
look at it the positive way, alright?
shan't disturb you too much, i love you.

i found BEBE!
i was browsing thru the pages of cleo when i saw products from BEBE
and so i flipped to the directory and guess what i saw?
#02-28 wisma atria
darn! i was finding it at ngee ann city for 2 hours!
i'm such a dummy. kill me please.
saw some pretty bottoms from U2 and at affordable prices too.
hehe. i've got a goal for shopping.

okie, he replied my msg.
sorry, forgive me.
cuz even my own mother says my legs is HUMONGOUS.

okie, this matter's closed.
anyone who gives comments about my legs again they make sure they protect their faces properly
cuz i will give a big fat punch across their faces.


i'm kidding.


just dont say it anymore.
i have very low self-esteem. i confess.

today i went to toa payoh's fortunate din sum restaurant for tea today
to celebrate alan's mother's day
dont blame me
my mother's working today.
i ate till i was fully bloated. haha.
the food was okay.
i dont understand the mass number of people queuing to eat their food.
total cost about $160 for 8 people.
i wanted to fork out $10 but was rejected lol.

i forgot to post that my mum loves the hair device
even though it was the wrong one
blessing in disguise, what to do
she planted a kiss on my forehead.
the first kiss in 10 years i should think.
and she had to say, oily sia.
i hadn't bathe. that's why.
ROARS. lol.
whatver.

i miss you alan lee kian yong tau foo.

woah, dearie
you posted this at the expense of offending people
ni hao wei da.
love you truly.

vin:
dont take it too much to heart. like i said, it was your comment that sparked off my cannot-take-it-anymore feeling. it has been inside my heart for a couple of years already. i finally broke down le. sorry if i offend if by posting here.

Can you guys stop critising !
She doesnt want to have those legs too, who in the hell would want a "big calve leg"
Damn!
You guys know nothing bout her.
She wants to be pretty and elegant , but have you ever spare a thought for her.
All your know is to say say and SAY.
come on .
She cries when you say her legs are FAT.
you know that kind of feelings,its hard to describe

*dear, no matter what they say bout you, i stand by you , fight thru all probs ... HUGGIES

over the years i've heard comments bout my legs
i know they're not thin
it hasn't been thin before
after i start playing bball
big fat calves
i myself think it's ugly.
chengwei gor said before, a scene i'll never forget
during school, at morning assembly
he said, eh ma0, you got thunder thighs ar.
then slowly during poly i wear skirt jiu turn the world upside down

ever think that your words may harm someone for life?
this's an example.
will i ever grow out of it? i doubt so.
remember i'm a scorpion.

ling-er died! sadded.

well, today i wore a clumsy outfit to town
you know those kind of big oversized pmk tees we used to wear
plus my converse shorts
and a crumpler bag
and different coloured trail slippers
hehe. i know i look dumb.
so many shops gave me an M size to try shirts
hey i'm skinny within okie, sobx.
i walked ard ngee ann city for 5 to 6 rounds just to find the store BEBE!
but i can't find it!
can anyone pls tell me where is BEBE?

i bought a black belt for $5
and a striped blossom long-sleeved off-shoulder shirt
at $27.90
sounds okay.
they gave me the M size too, says no S.
but also say it's meant to be baggy.
and their eyes meant that if i dont buy i wont walk out of blossom alive
i'm kidding.
laughs-
wanna buy slippers
but all so exp! no more OP offer.
so maybe next time find ripcurl's. at least cheaper and more branded.
-.-
i cant wear coloured trail slippers anymore =x

jose: hmmm, my self-confidence bout my image has already been destructed too much beyond repair.. i will try, but not so soon.. thanks anyway.. huggx
vin: dont worry ya not the only one, it's juz that the day you shoot me was the day i couldnt take it anymore.

finally took pictures with dear today!
he was so grumpy.
keep saying he look ugly in photos lolx.
dont sad lar.. ya always handsome in my eyes okie? =]
upload the photos here next time!
then went watsons to buy mummy's present
a hair device. something that cost me $69.90.
okie, my daddy later forked out $40. hehe.
and i get a free small bag with consists of watsons tissues -.-
haha

di said "you wear skirt? err."
sigh. why say so?
i've got such low confidence about my legs yet i must die die accept these criticsms from you all.
you know you are not the only person.
i only have larger and muscular calves than those petite girls
because of years of basketball.
why, why dont you all let me wear skirt?
i get offended. i'm a girl.
i wear skirt really cannot go out into public huh?!
am i THAT bad?
i know it probably looks BIG to you
but i've seen bigger.
but no. i'm just plain sad with my legs.
i got FAT FAT FAT legs, happy?
can?

the cpp quiz today. should be on the way to failure. lolx.
it's so hard to study!
arghh.

today tammi was in the same lift as me
then someone knocked his laptop bag against me
i was going 'ahh' because he din apologise.
then gy told me she sort of stared at me
maybe she thought i was teasing her
but later weijian said, how's ur leg lol.
then maybe she relaxed.
tease you for what lol.
i dont care about your business.
live your life the way it is.

hai ya, sianz.
no mood lar.
no skirts.
something that had been bothering me for the past 2 years.
yet u failed to notice it.
never spare a thought for me.
i'm angry! ROARS-

back from that director session
nothing much but hmmm, their words just made me reflect a lil bax
made another yummy friend today!
hee. we seem to be on good talking terms,
novita! lolx.
esther miss me. hehe. shy sia.
she's taking some module related to java!
oMG. bless youu. mhaha.

tmr another test! cpp.. haix.
tmr faster go away.
oh yea, din manage to take photos
dear keep saying he dowan
then i became angry, cuz he promised
and i wore my skirt. ME LEH.
wear skirt is one in a million years.
haix. then he say he joking.
wah. sigh. he say take today..
but too bad i dont have the mood already
so he promised tmr.
hmmmmx.
okie lor.

played basketball today at 214
dear played so well!
lolx. as usual i was still afraid.
keep losing my grip on the ball
lolx. nvm. i will jia you. hehe.
tmr to kbox? lol

this is so boring.

BUT

but, lolx. me and dear going for neoprints today!
finally mans. hahax.
we only took 2 neoprints before. 1 of which was a neocard.
and to kfc to eat!
cool.

before that we gonna study cpp with norita, mouse.
but seems nothing to study much.
but still got to wait till 2 pm for that director
dunno what he will be talking about
hope he wont take too much time.

will upload the pictures we snapped today if i found a scanner hee.
and if the neoprints will be snapped successfully.
hehe.

yays. 1 test down.
had some careless mistakes.
arghh.
sometimes i dont get why some people dont get it
keep thinking of themselves?

yesterday dear came my house again
happy-
then we did the ipnet practical together
cool. lolx.
friday perhaps going for kbox!
with dave etc.
jiayi contacted me today
i miss her!
lolx, especially her longg hair haha.
promised to meet up some weekends to study together!
we so guai hor.
she's graduating of cuz! while i'm still halfway in poly. hehe
nevermind, work hard together lolx.

life's getting boring huh.
seems like i got nothing much to blog anymore.
hur hur.

i have a test today!
bless me please.
this few weeks are building up to the stressful life in yr 1 sem 2 already
you know, those kind of life with plenty of unfinished assignments
and deadlines to meet.
hope i dont fall ill.
and dear too.
he's playing pizza frenzy lolx.

dear came my house overnight yesterday!
hees.
very happy. lolx.
we went to search for a digital camera less than $300
but woah, almost only 3 out of 100 is less than $300
and the cheapest was $278 of some unknown brand.
haix.
nevertheless, we went to the pasar malam at j8
and we tripped over that piece of wood board together!
at the same toe and same place!
hahax. the earrings there are 5 for $10!
but i prefer those at bugis.
you know what i mean lolx.
we had haagen daz ice-cream!
with the small pathetic wafer plus one scoop of tiramisu ice-cream
with hot chocolate for toppings
here goes:

for $14.90
but his friend happened to work there so..
haha, became $13.90 -.-
okie, $1 discount, better than nothing right?
then we had pizza hut after our make-up lecture
had it delivered to my house.
yummyyy. hahax. i love pastas and pizzas.
especially with cheese. hee.
felt like having it again now.
shakes head-

c++ test on next thurs!
i'm so very afraid.
firstly, they gave these tips;

1. use of visual studio or eclipse
2. use of debugging - step into, step out, step over
3. pass by ref, pass by value
4. organize files into .h and .cpp files

how to predict how these questions are going to be set?
this isn't like java at all.
darn.
some piece of shit to endure for the rest of this semester.

anyway the coming monday we gonna have a java test
should be able to manage.
i need some luck too..
darn that it should be a monday that we have our tutorial.
AND
there's an assignment for DBMS
the constructing of an ER diagram.
good thing it can be handwritten.
i believe the content is much more important than neat work.
drawing out is much more easier instead of wasting a few seconds to click on arrows and estimating it's length and making sure it's neat.
thats only if we have time.
but no, the deadline is week 4.
grouped with seng at the moment.
anyway just 2 weeks, but it clashes with all those bloody tests.
and so, the war begins.

i seem to connect with dear
the tripping over the floorboard was one thing
another thing is whenever he stays at my house
and in the morning he gets up to pee or whatever
i WILL wake up and asks where he's going!
cuz that dumbass keep waving his hand and say "byebye"!
that i become trained to wake up whenever he reaches my bedroom door
and only go back to sleep soundly when he's back and somewhere near me
hahax.
but i love this feeling.
i know i'm somehow connected to him.

my frightful day of every week
thursday
with module c++
couldnt finish the practical.
sighs.
haix.

woke up with mosquito bites on my face and neck!
damn that mosquito.
been eating ice-cream with my own chocolate and candied rice everyday
it's no wonder my cough doesnt go away
weishan asked me out on some wednesday the week after next
haha. how would the outing turn out?

glenn told me to live my life happily
afterall we only got 1 life!
though there's nothing much to enjoy about seriously
lol, but i will still try.
after all i wan to make my alan boy happy too
hees.

i miss him.

my frightful day of every week
thursday
with module c++
couldnt finish the practical.
sighs.
haix.

woke up with mosquito bites on my face and neck!
damn that mosquito.
been eating ice-cream with my own chocolate and candied rice everyday
it's no wonder my cough doesnt go away
weishan asked me out on some wednesday the week after next
haha. how would the outing turn out?

glenn told me to live my life happily
afterall we only got 1 life!
though there's nothing much to enjoy about seriously
lol, but i will still try.
after all i wan to make my alan boy happy too
hees.

i miss him.

blogging
lolx.
today played basketball again!
quite fun but the sun was damn hot.
then when dear came the sun run away lol
make my face now so black
moisturing it like mad now lol
then dear challenged me to bowling!
he got slightly above 100
i lost by 1/2 of his score
cool right?
haha.
expected, my ball was washing the drain most of the time hehe
nahs. i'm too pro at washing those drains.

test weeks are coming soon
stress-
that damn elephant gave remarks bout the project again
woah.. damn pissed.
shall do it perfectly so that i can see your speechless face
instead of your forever smug grinning face
btw elephant is my teacher -grins-

C++
i'm darn worried bout this module
although it's full ICA
but cant have any chance to practise at home
cause it's impossible for my laptop to install visual studio.
too little memory.
no money, what to do.
then wanna apply bursaries then all those applications closed!
darn. i'm sad. but then,
my pay is finally in,
i'm finally a happy girl. -grins again-

had a gorgeous time yesterday
went with dear to plaza singapura
again yea lolx.
he lar! take wrong train again, damn funny lolx
we tried to "kill" each other on the train
by punching each other on the thigh haha
we're known as the violent couple and i have numerous blue-blacks signed off by mr alan lee.
nevertheless, we had a pretty good time
ate ajisen! finally. hees.
he had some miso ramen while i had the tom yam ramen.
simply superb. slurpppppss lolx.
went arcade and walk walk.
bought my second wearable skirt of my life!
white surfergirl skirt. at $27.50. 50% off. hee.
came back my house, ate, rest awhile,
then i went his house to stay overnight.
he read his newspaper and i just stare and stare at him
keeping that image in my mind.
cuz i'm afraid to lose him.

anyway,
i've decided not to take the initiative to sms him often
hmmm. dont want to be sticky.
i try hard not to.
i know he wants to be with friends too. so maybe by not contacting him often,
he will go ahead to be with his friends.
forget it if i'm alone.
i'm probably getting used to it sooner or later.
sometimes he can be fierce. and it's scary.
it just makes me go all soft and jelly-like.
and i will just cry. i'm a timid girl. actually.
i need loads of love and protection.
nevermind. i shall try hard to give myself these.
i dowan him to feel unhappy.
i want him to be happy.
i will just concentrate on being a bad-tempered, selfish and gan chiong girl
no point being a wonderful girl where no one will appreciate.
so, heck.
and study hard.

today's the same.
lonely too.. same old days.
having a bad throat. it's becoming worse.
developing cough.
arghh, stupid mau.
trying to find sympathy again right.
blah.
sometimes i really feel like getting some illness (curable pls)
and lie in the hospital for a couple of days
then people can shower love on me..
wahhhhhhh..
nuts. nutty. nuttical.
shutt it.