weewee
back to blogging again
dear also started to hack my blog account and blog like mad
haha, no worries, i like it xD

tmr finally gonna watch movie and eat yummies!
firstly, the suntec prata, so nice can..
hahax, we agreed to meet at a timing,
the one who's later than the timing muz treat the whole breakfast!
omg, i betta wake up as earlyyy as i can mans.
LOL.
AND! neoprints tmr! yays!

hmmm, i'm sorta glad everyone's progressing in the project
at least, it's progressing, gee.
today we met up and DID some work.
presentation's coming soon!
so scared and pressurized can. sigh.

today dear very stressed,
he couldnt find his file.
dont sad okkie.. can redo very fast de
i'm always behind you =)

quarrelled with daddy the day before
my little sis wan to use my lappie to print homework
when did pri 2 kids need to submit homework using printed documents?
lying is already wrong, then she say tmr need to pass up
then daddy behind her somemore, say let her use
i told them printer's ink dried up
then she ask daddy to buy her tmr
daddy says ok immediately, WTF can.
in the past he din treat me THAT good lor.
then i say i type myself for her later
THEN SHE CRY
FUCKING CRY FOR WAT, fuck sia.
then daddy go sayang her
CRY? i also know how to!
but do i have any attention at all?
everyday must cry one time. fuck.
then daddy scold me lar,
say why dowan let her use
BLAME THEM LAR
why always alter the things in my lappie when i let them use last time
and save RUBBISH in my documents huh
and hence i DONT allow anyone to touch my lappie.
then he scold me, because she wans to TYPE ma!
THEN SAY IT IN THE FIRST PLACE LAR!
did you say?
all you did was she need to pass up homework right?
then he told her he will buy a new comp for her
WTF LAR, this is absurb can
she's only a primary 2 kid.
when did i get my first comp? huh?
did i have a good life as them? having attention all the time?
fuck it.

luckily i have dear.
he was there but he din know the commotion.
i was so fucking sad.
couldn't stop crying for 30 mins.
i cried and swirled the water in my air-con pail.
was so sad lars. cant blame me.
thanks dear, for being there for me x)

that's all i guess.

By alan,
sometimes i just find myself useless and wasting earth's resource.
Just like today, met our mentor for a mini session. Just to talk about our grades and find out how we are progressing. My result of cause was bad. ABBCCC(6 modules) all together.Really , i must work hard to improve my grades. i know my academic studies have always been border line passing. but this time duno why, i just want to show that i can get good results too.. not to show the world or what. Just want to tell myself i can do it.

Project too, i know u must be angry with me(y.h) because i am asking you some dumb qns. want to let you know, it's not that i dont want to do the project. i nid guides here and there. My programming is not that strong. Sorry , if i have let you down or get disappointed. Will try to rush finish the project de.

Really v tired nowsaday, keep dozing off like mad. Sit on the couch also will fell asleep. Damn, think holis will be a good time for me to rest. Tml is the day, you will ever hear me shout like crazy, going to see the chi doctor to get my thumb a little massage.

been too bored and stressed up recently
just dont feel happy
unable to cheer up i should say.

i've been wondering what would life be like after graduating
seriously i have never thought of venturing into IT
even though i'm in this course and am doing relevantly well
but i'm glad they gave us other electives which i heard we would be choosing
between accounting, entrepreneurship and business mandarin
i have long heard business mandarin needs a score of b3 and above during your o's
so yea, i'm out of that
accounting means plenty of math
so haha, no way.
so yes! entrepreneurship seems to be the one for me.
i have way thought of starting business too
just that i failed to be eligible in that course in ngee ann
i'm so very interested in business can! xD

SHOPPING GALORE!
found one shop at bugis called diva which sells all their accessories at amazing prices!
i felt so inferior, you know,
the feeling of dropping my own hand-made earrings and just spend a bomb at their place
it's so nice can! haha.
that place called DIVA
near seiyu and topshop.
it's a MUST-GO! =D

there's a test tmr
and i'm still slacking.
omg.

dear went to the chinese physician today
had his hand rubbed awhile
didn't really do the pain-till-i-wan-cry rub
the physician said cannot straight away massage his hand after spraining
so dear's going back on thurs
lolx. that's his doom day then.
me had a ride from his daddy all the way back home.
so shiok, even though i felt damn cold inside.
dont dare say, so rude. haha.
alrights, i've blogged.
till then, take care everyone!

i'm so sian can.
whatever i do seems wrong.
he injured his hand
then i tried helping him cut his fish fillet
then he ask me eat my own things
on the bus today
i helped him shift his bag so that he can take his wallet out
then he say no need lor he can do it himself
WTF. okkie lors.
i show him concern then i have this kind of attitude back.
i even expected a thanks from him can.
den i had something else instead wtf.
then last night his parents super fierce about his injury
say why never tell them earlier
WTF, it's all because he's afraid of getting scolded then he dont dare say ma
it's an accident OKAY?
he didn't want it. he just wans to enjoy his game, alrights?
darn, i feel good here, scolding peeps i shouldn't.
i dont care, cause they are indirectly scolding me as well
for not taking care of him.
like i dont want. STOP BLAMING ME.
and you cant stop me from feeling this way from your harshness of your tone.
then i having headache somemore.
super sian can. think it's migraine.
i hope i have brain cancer soon and die off.
it's killing me like it never did before.

i gonna change my blog link
too many people reading it.
those whom i want them to read didn't
and those whom i dont want them to read, read it everyday

i'm feeling super rebellious.
dont piss me off.
i'm feeling super tight in my chest.
no relief feeling at all.
so stressed up.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

alrights
one happy picture on our 11th monthsary

played basketball again today
was very disappointed with myself.
all these years, i only learnt how to shoot.
but i could never succeed in lay ups.
i just dunno how.
then during matches, i was always got blamed in whatever i do.
no matter how hard i try,
i will still get scolded.
people always stopped coaching me halfway
cuz it's hopeless,
and they slowly gave up on me.
my only successful teacher was siang lung ba
i still remember he would wake up at 7 plus just to reach yew tee cc at 8
to coach me in shooting.
it's so heart-warming to think of that, haha.
din say thanks to sianglung for that before, thanks dude.
really appreciated your coaching xD
but im afraid im still a lousy student =(

haha, i told dear my heart consists of him totally
and he said,
no, 1/4 only.
1/4 because he's my best friend.
1/4 because he's my boyfriend.
1/4 because he's my husband.
1/4 because he will be loving me throughout his life
hehe, so happy can xD
awaiting our 1 year!
looking forward to that!
tmr going bugis with dear! hehe.
so happy being with him. loves him.
regarding ur test,
dont sad le okkiiee?
still have time to buck up! xD
i will always support u de!
smuacks*

up till here lars.
still disappointed though.

this is by alan,
damn sad, i flung my OOAD paper.
was like so confident that i will pass this paper.
even though teacher say my quiz 3 wasnt as good as quiz 2. i was like thinking
maybe it will oniy decrease by one or two marks.
but reality is always cruel. **** . argghhsss..
i've learn my lesson. that is. to always study for quiz and exam. i am one who always manage to squeeze my way to the next sem, same happens when i was in sec school.. i am nv serious in work. HOW,? i want to change. but can i ever do it?
make sure i will change my grades from C-B and B-A..

haix
cant buy my phone already
mum says it's too expensive at $198
sighs.
i'm very sad.
sad.com.sg

hehe
dear requested me to blog
so here i am! xD

it's our 11th monthsary and i couldn't be anymore happier!
lolx. it has been smooth sailing so far
with some squabbles
of course, which relationship dont have squabbles?
hee. i just love every little thing about him.
feel like pinching his face now wahaha.
loves you-

friday's gonna celebrate rer's birthday!
i hope she's happy hehe.
i'm feeling lazy to blog nowadays >.<

oh yea,
yesterday we went to play basketball.
was alrights,
saw a very cute cat!
it keeps waving its tail! lolx.
cutsy xD

me and theodore snapped a foto today



before glenn's digital cam go haywire! lolx.
the camera see my face scared, and fainted =x
okkie lame, haha
me and dear also took picture at the LT!
haha, waitin for dave to send me! xD

yesterday dear came my house for 2 days!
hehe, was very happy
he bought me mrs field's brownies!
actually is help his friend buy lar, lolx.
nvm, it's delicious though xD
next time then upload the pic of my brownies hee

today's me and dear 11th monthsary!
time flew so fast! haha.
love him to bits xD

later still have test,
damn sad. lolx.

just came back from shopping yesterday!
went out with glenn to walk walk
den theodore came to join us
he was super moody lolx.
we went to play pool.
then saw some prety good players, lolx.
damn pro. haha.
step aside-

fell in love with an Everlast jacket!
omg. i'm in so much love with that jacket
it's with gold stripes and i think some gold font behind
looks like respect me collection lolx.
i dont care lolx, it's $89.
i will save real hard for this!
and the shirt i saw from Everlast too, pretty pretty xD
shirts from Queen's Couture are very nice too
omg, at this rate i will be bankrupt >.<

decided on my phone!
shall take Nokia 7370 xD

weeeeeee~
i can upgrade my phone today
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
but daddy ask me choose properly
haha, i will!
pls gimme recommendations! xD

hehe
din update yesterday cuz my beloved took it away to install his football manager
which was unsucccessful
wahaha. i happy. cuz then he got more time with me =x

yesterday another little fight.
but haix, since he told me, i forgived him.
just hope in future he would spare a thought for me more.
love you honey.

me had my makeup so thick
like monkey's butt. the make-up artiste say the audience cant see so must make thick.
omg.
but we won!
me and xuanbin won the group category!
was so elated. din expect that.
lolx. seems like we're lucky. haha.
with this, we got a medal and $200.
i ask xuanbin to let me have the medal cuz it's the first one in my life!
haha, when i was young i particpated in various competitions yet i have NEVER got a prize.
was so shocked can!
me and xuanbin looked at each other in disbelief.
lolx. everyone thought we couple sia!
haha, this means our performance was successful!
but we both agree that the prize belongs to everyone!
cause everyone practised so hard!

then dear tell me something during the competition.
lolx.
was happy to hear that xD
he say he shy so i wont post it here =X
let me enjoy his shyness myself wahaha.

alrights man!
thanks to everyone who supported me and xuanbin.
thanks for turning up!
even mr elephant turn up omg.
i dunno how to face him lolx.
hee.

hmmm
having a competition today
dont think will win de lars.
lolx. think too much if i really did.
having a test now again.
tests, lots.

had a fight with dear.
was so upset, so hurt
beat theodore and xuanbin
lolx. sorry.
was soon alrights, my heart so soft.
sigh, but i brought up something that i wouldn't in the past
it's too much lars,
but he still wont understand.
then today shout at me again.
just because i took one piece of paper away from him for 2 seconds.
arghhh~
fuck it.

haha,
having a test tmr
ooad.
but i swear i dont feel like studying
how how how.
i in no study mood. lolx.
nevermind. i shall force myself to after the finals on wed.
then me and dear can celebrate our 11th monthsary together!
hehe, i'm so happy being with dear.
very very happy. hee.
he means the world to me.. =D

he's coming my house tmr!
hehe, he can give me the lovely good night kiss again!
yays! xD

wed, ipnet test.
should be okie with the basics.
think i'm just fumbling with dbms, cpp and dsta.
omg, 3/6.
i dunno how to describe this sem's modules.
can say difficult but also cannot say difficult
hmm, i dunno. but scoring well is of course my aim.
and i shall (:
i need my financial assistance after all..
sighs.

okie lars,
blog till here.
till we meet again.
winks-

wah lau
i failed my debugging test
lolx.
damn unlucky sia, basket.
sadded. 4/10.
nvm lars. i din expect to score also.
was so gan chiong towards the end.
>.<

omg i dont wanna let these 2 slip away!
so nice!!
go go go --> guess.com


love it love it!
$34! not that exp for a guess top rites?
a typical billabong shirt also costs somewhere around there!
grins happily-
okie, esther finally says it's in US dollars.
so approximately it is around $70.
can i cry?
forget bout the bag below. lol.


$120!
ya. for this, the price kills.
lolx. but i love it.

you know something
i gonna add this to my wishlist! xD
i'm a very happy girl
hehehe

haha,
i forgot dear told me before that wayne rooney has the same bday as me!
haha, got reminded after ao blogged that he has the same bday as c.ronaldo.
i also have! xD
had breakfast at dear's cafe
lolx. drank an ice peach tea.
favourite. hehe.
i was so bored.
i took a picture of it.


artistic? (:

and some of the swensen's photos we ate last monthsary


was so happy can
dear so cute. haha.
see the ice cream so tall. LOL.

except that zit on my face


tot of going to the zoo on our next monthsary!
hehe. we nth better to do ya know.
love dear lots, smuacks*

finally found a skin i absolutely love
haha, even added a song which i found at other skins
lolx. fits this skin theme ritex? xD

yesterday worked at cineleisure pushcart again.
one auntie gave me two otah to eat! lolx.
i dunno why but it was yummy!
haha, glenn cursed me to be a dead pink panther after eating them >.<
dear said the auntie see me too skinny LOL.
glenn visited me around evening and bought burger king.
thanks dude xD
then got one customer asked if i have tissue.
so i gave him the whole packet, assuming he'll only take one
in the end he pocketed the whole pack
and wasted my time browsing thru' so many tees before kindly declining.
dear ask me why i never take back
den i said customer ma.
i seldom bring tissue out one know x)
den sleep at dear's house
so sweet, cuz he always gave me a lovely peck when we sleep.
love him lots, gee.

went out with daddy today
which post in my two-year-old blog did you see me writing bout shopping with daddy?
hahax. although we din get anything.
at least i was there to listen to his woes.
about that man who always disturbed mum, what else.
police case wor.
he said he was previously so bottled up such that he flares up so frequently
now got me to listen to him, even though i was darn sleepy in the car
haha, i'm such a good daughter =D

next week,
ooad quiz 3 and ipnet quiz.
and omg, yes, voiceout finals on wed!
i'm so excited can.
hahax. but too bad most of my classmates unable to attend.
dear would be there, hehe,
and that's enough for me xD

alright,
this post will make up my absence from here for the past few days.
i came across this about a scorpio.
and it's relevantly true.
here goes:

A simple woman who always shows what kind of mood she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules.
She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman.
Everything she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it. If you think that she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed.

She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it.
She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her.

She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man.
A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking, strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friend's boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either l "like" for her. Love has no "may be" ,
or perhaps "loves or hates", there are no "fond of" .

If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again.
If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress. She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her.

Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman.

Remember she has a temper of the shrew. If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself being broke and has no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

haha.
suits me alright,
prolli to about 95% xD

testing

hahas,
okkie, i say sorry to esther
hahax.
hmm, okkie, went to esther's hse last week
ate at her place along with vien.
vien ate her chiku or dunno wat baluku.
lolx!
then play with cookie, den watched miss swan!
while trying my best to connect my lappie to her network!
hahax, did it in the end mans.
cool (x
then i did my homework,
then she very sad lars. she still dowan to eat up her benditto.
lolx. sayang her.
hahax. i was too tired den slept early.
but she wakie damn early also!
lolx. she ar.
-shakes head-
went to eat kfc the next day
den walk around bpp.
lolx.
den went home nors.
hehe.
good friends are hard to find.
just know ma0 will always be here for u de okkie!
dont drink too much beer le x)

okkie,
change of plans.
he asked me go his house instead.
and yea of course i agree.
actually going town to take the key from cine
but i darn lazy
my stop is approximately 20 stops away from town.
blardy hell long journey -.-
so i shall be happy staying at home and watch naruto!
=)
esther! youtube.com can watch!
just search for naruto 1 and click the 22 mins one
when ya free lars!
really very nice wor.
=x
i must start studying ler.
holiday's mood over (:

i damn sad lars.
my mum stained my favourite yellow sphagetti.
i only wore it for one time!
then i suddenly remember why alan would spare money to go out with the gal who likes him along with some friends than to spare some money accompany ME watch superman.
he says his father ask him dont anyhow spend.
i dont know how to describe the feeling i'm having now lars.
i'm just fucking sad today.
tell him also no use.
he wont come over
if he's the one telling me to go over i know i will.
dunno why lar.
i'm just damn grumpy.
somehow i dont feel as treasured as before.
i feel like crying.

rights.
listened to some break-ups and then felt that i should treasure my dear more and more.
though we're so used to each other now.
but a dash of romantic writings about our relationship can just bring the smile to our hearts.
you know, the beautiful smile. hehs.
haven been writing things about me and dear
so i gonna do it now.

we're 10 months down the road.
and still going!
i dont know what to say
except i just love the way he hugs me from behind.
and i love to snug myself in his arms on his chest when we sleep together
so that i can squeeze his nipples without obstructions.
yeas we're known in school as the MVC
you know, Most Violent Couple.
lolx. he would punched me on my thighs
u see now, my legs, so mascular,
thanks to him. lolx.
and his nipples, so sexy now. thanks to me. haha.
i still remember the times we went changi airport just to eat mac!
and go cck park so that he can give me the first peck =X -shy-
then took our first picture on the beach.
and the picture's name is oh-how-much-i-love-u.
we went to restaurants whenever our pay comes in.
having swensens the latest one.
and we would go each other's house to stay over.
to spend the lonely nights together.
oh how sweet, and how we would fight physically before we sleep lolx.
and how i would sit beside him watching him play ps
and i would be the one who always help him score penalties! =X
and he would always try to attach his saliva to some of my skin when i'm not looking!
that dumbass.
i would feel that somewhere's wet and see him laughing away lolx.
he would always stick out his tongue and try to attach his saliva on my face!
lolx. cute lehs him.
we would play basketball together
sing madly tgt.
and how we would lock our lips in so much love.
awww. lolx.
i love him lars.
i just hope we'd never part.
although we have quarrels sometimes,
we would always talk it out.
haha. love the way how he would bring my bad points to good.
especially my sensitivity. it's ultra-high. lolx.
although i would try to control
but it's me lar. cannot change =)
even though i always asked him the same qn
if he would leave me,
he never got tired of saying that he wont.
i love him so much.
alan lee i love you so so much.
take care during work yea?
smuacks*
omg he just called!
i told him i blogging bad things about him.
haha. the sweetness.
he said he's coming over tmr!
YOOHOO! xD
i feel so blessed.
haah. hope he feel so too =X

i miss my darling.

haha
just came back from playing basketball at NYP.
quite okay lars.
just not used to the high and relatively small ring
compared to where alan always bring me.
hahax.
teamed up with yaoguang, ah wai and weijie.
i only shoot 3 point balls.
cause i dont know why my strength so huge lars can.
lolx. they say the 3 point line at our usual court is further from NYP's.
hahax. damn.
but okay lars, at least got some balls shot in.

dave said my forehead is high.
cause i clipped up my fringe today.
lolx. like sakura. he said.
the character in naruto's shows.
got luck okay. haha.

today's quite a great day.
relaxed well. hees.
working next friday at cineleisure again.
free come visit me, i very free one xD
working practically the whole day.
tired.
gonna apply for financial assistance.
the money is so much, we just cant keep borrowing.

i wanna go shopping.
i wanna be rich for once.
to enjoy some goodness from the world.
lol.
how i wish i'm rich.
can also buy things for dear dear.
so happy.
lolx.
think too much =/