please.
let my grandfather be okay.

i passed the IBM certification!
by a mild one question lmao.
maureen is now professionally certified with IBM Rational.... software =D

[i dunno the exact name =x]


here are the photos!

i'm dead bored these few days lar.
=(

anyway hotel has been booked!
YIIIPPPPEEEEEEEEEEE!









lazy to caption these pictures lol.

=x

then we went shopping and ate at hong kong cafe!
i ate instant noodles there though.
had a craving for it ma.
don't scold me. lol.

it was 6.50. coupled with vegs, spicy pork cubes and an egg.
okay ma. lol.

me at hk cafe.



updated pictures
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this was before i went out



me and esther! esther is sooo sleepy.


esther! =x


that's all.
boring post i know.
lol. going out with yupei on friday next friday !!!!!
she says she misses me and kissed me before we ended our chat on msn.
muahaha.

it went something like this.

me: muacks.
me: cya!
yupei: ya cya!
me: MUACKS LEH?
yupei: eeee
yupei: muacks lar!
me: hahahahaha.

eee still muacks leh. zhen tao yan know.
=x

went out with esther last sunday!
had loads of fun and both of us bought a fcuk shirt each!
it's my first fcuk shirt and am loving it much much!

XD

visited sabrina in her lonely lonely shop of bathing apes.
rofl.
she's a darn poor thing. lol.

will update when she sent me the pictures!



that's all. many things are going through my mind though.

random pictures!

sorry, i love this dress so much i keep wearing it!
it's so subtle, comfy, yet sexy in a un-spoken way.
:D


me, bored at IBM course.


me legs. trying to hide those unflattering fats elsewhere. =X


me again, trying to pose at dar's house gate. failed tremendously though.
especially with the irritating pink pouch.


look at the HUGE poodles of one of the houses near dar's.
WHOOPINGLY scary can.
you can walk past normally as usual and they come as though they want your money.
scary is the word.




anyway me and esther's outing was cancelled due to the naughty rainfall.
shucks.
but we missed each other too much that we MUST meet tmr instead!
grins-
i promised more interesting pictures the next time i update lar.
lmao.



I visited my grandpa in the hospital today.
seeing the oldies frail and weak always make me heartbroken.
but it's still some fact that there's practically nothing i could do but just watch.
it appears to me that my grandparents have aged so much suddenly.
but he still recognised me when my aunt asked him who we are one by one.
i was touched. i didnt visit them for a long long time.
though all i could remember about him since young was him walking in the flat all day long picking up strands of hair we unknowingly drop for him.
but sometimes i did pick up also okay!
just sometimes.

he was hospitalised cos of some stomach bloating i think.
i heard he was able to sit up and eat dinner as usual yesterday.
but today, his knee was suddenly swollen and apparently,
no one has a clue about it.
i was going, huh?!
how could no one know. it's so weird.
did someone took a hammer and hit him at the knee?
why did it get swollen overnight?

we keep waving to him.
deep down we were all afraid he might start to forget us one day.
we keep waving to him.
deep down we were all afraid he might stop waving back to us.
grandma keep touching him to wake him up when he tried to sleep.
deep down she was afraid he might go away.

i pray that he don't, even if it shall cost me 10 more years of my life.
grandma needs him. grandma is so old, weak, and bounded onto the wheelchair.
she kept saying

"lao ban (old partner), lao ban(old partner)" ...

it hurts me, i dowan to imagine grandma crying alone in the house.
touch wood!
grandpa will get well soon. he will.

anyway,
i am so overwhelmed with feelings nowadays, not only this,
i broke down.

maureen is feeling down.



=(

updates!


went to bugis yesterday to check out dar's comp problems and help his mama take some stuffs.

feasted on Lai Lai's beef noodles and tea shake hut's bubble tea again! he loves it lol.
thanks for the good recommendation from my girls. geez.
then he had to run in the rain to sim lim's area to take the car and fetch me from bugis so that i won't be drenched.
=x
dont frown at me. i was in my heels and holding the bubble tea.
and he insisted i wait.
poor boy got splashed by a car by the roadside while crossing the road and was the immediate centre of attraction.



i'm such a bad girl and he's such a sweet guy.



wore my little black dress out and apparently people are disturbed by my pink nails.
they are a clamer shade of hot pink.

no pictures though! =X
i'm having too much of eye bags recently cos of cabal.
blame cabal. i blame cabal for everything.

my shopping.
my eating habits.
my course. couldnt even concentrate.
my beauty sleep. i can't even wake up now!
i set 3 alarms on my phone and yet i didnt even wake up?!
i suspect some ghost turned my 3 alarms off so that i dont wake up.
that ghost must be named cabal.
darn.


almost feasted on mac 3 times last week. THREEEEE!
mac delivery better let me win the $100,000.

LOL.

we booked the air tickets already!
i'm so darn excited please!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't stop smiling at the thought of it.
it's my first proper holiday with my friends and dar!
whooooppppiieee!
i pray that the weather would be fine.
and hope that the plane doesnt crash cos i didnt buy insurance.
lmao. i promised hundreds of pictures okay?! :D

i know i'm damn irritating.
my girls have all started working while i'm holiday-ing away.
=x

i wanna earn money asap.
i wanna earned as much as i can to buy my dream home, car and house my little perfect family.

:D

digress!
my results were finally out, the last of the last,
did as expected but the darn GPA only moved inches! =/

anyway, i want to sleep. =(

okay. i slept at 4 plus yesterday.
culprit is CABAL. =x
there is gonna be a guild war soon,
if i level faster i could participate!
:D

anyway. side track..
results are going to be out in less than a day!

=x =x =x

will maur be able to do well this final semester?!

here are some interesting stuff from an email i got from dawn!
she has lots of these crappy emails lol.
but good for health cos its funny, so continue sending! XD






























interesting right? lmao!
need to listen to the course le. sad.

Force Archer

Sorry if all these are going to be boring! My posts these few days are going to be cabal, i think. i hope not though, so as not to bore my girls.

rofl.

Basically there are no photos these few days, (amazingly!)
so i wont be scaring you guys with my big fat face.

:P

dar promised to go out on a date with me!
just a plain excuse to make him go out with me!
i'm giving him a chance man.
he hasn't styled his hair since his hair trim.
(he DIY-ed!)

he owes me a sentosa trip and a movie and dinner date :D

we've been cabal-ing for more than 15 hours a day!
i'm getting all cooped up!
i need an outing!

gonna meet up with darling esther this saturday!
freaking long since i last saw her.
she cut her hair short!
the new hair craze. lol. but i definitely dont suit with my fat face.
lmao. and i couldnt bear bear to chop off my tresses that grew with me.

having an IBM certification this week!
am bored to death and missing cabal. lol.


P.S. ignore the stickman. just to disturb you readers. =x

yessssssssssssss,

the secret is

MAUREEN IS PLAYING CABAL!
using the character Force Archer!

someone who doesnt play games suddenly turn to play cabal?
i dunno why too, lol.
update the character when i'm free huh! XD
add me as a buddy with the nick "Axela" if you know me!


:D :D :D

been busy these days.

secret!
will reveal when the time is appropriate. . .

i really need to cut hair soon man.
looks like a mop! :(

Grand Corpthorne Waterfront Hotel buffet!

it's yummylicious! drools-
let the pictures do the talking!

before setting off! :D
i want my lashes to be longer! curler! =(









There were mussels, cockles, fried rice, noodles, all sorts of curry, bat kut teh, sushis, meats, cakes, fruits and ice cream!

highly recommended for those who have not eaten for days! lol.
here's the price list, enlarge if you are blind. =x















Bat kut teh! yummy!


Fruits! dar dropped one on the floor and we were so paiseh! :x


Ice cream!


and a cute baby for nice viewing!




went for the dsta interview and i said some wrong things which are gonna cost me this job man. =(

thanks and sorry to dar for waiting a good 2 hours (:
while renewing dar's passport, we saw ah nan! the one who always act in jack neo's shows as a bad guy! lol.



then in the mrt we saw this huge balloon, cute hur? hhaa.



today, went to bugis (again!) to collect his mum's GPS and to cine to collect my shoes.
those shoes cause me lots of trouble.
but dar helped me. thanks to you baby. (:

at the mrt platform, waiting for the train,









okay lah, that's all.
i quitted wss. should i laugh or cry?