had dinner with dar yesterday!
he fetched me from yck without car =D

this is scary,
but dunno if it's true or not..
email sent by dawn.

Mr. Juseleeno, born in 1960 (reportedly still alive in 2008), is a Brazilian who has made many predictions, and MOST have come to pass, including Princess Diana's death by car accident (which is instigated by someone near her and will probably unfortunately be written off as a car accident), 911 and the 2004 Indonesian tsunami. He sees the future in his dreams, and has an average of 3 to 9 such predictions per day. When he wakes up, he will write them down, and send warnings to those concerned.

If it concerns only a normal individual, he will write a letter to warn him/her. If it is a famous person(celebrity, politician etc.), or matters concerning the public, he will not only send it to the individual himself/herself, but also related agencies, government, and media. He urged the media to publicise these predictions, but the reply always went along the lines of rejection for fear of arousing public
panic.

Future predictions:

2008, July: There will be an earthquake in Japan, which will cause a
tsunami of 30 plus metres high to occur as well.

2008, 18th September: An earthquake with magnitude of approximately 9.1 will rock China , simultaneously causing a tsunami of more than 30 metres to occur, resulting in the deaths of more than 1 million people.Although this huge earthquake will happen after the Olympics have ended, there will be a series of relatively smaller earthquakes occurring in China before the huge earthquake. The China government, which is more concerned with the success of the Olympics, will most likely neglect to employ appropriate cautionary measures, thus the high casualty rate. If the China government does not publicise the occurrence of these minor earthquakes and evacuate people, the number of deaths will be as predicted.

2008, 17th December: terrorist attack in America

2010: The temperatures in some countries of Africa could be as high as 58 degrees Celsius, and there will be a serious shortage of water.

2010, 15th June: The New York Stock Exchange market will fail, causing an international financial crisis.

2011: The research on the treatment of some cancers will be completed, but a new life-threatening virus will appear. People who are infected will die after only approx. 4 hours of coming into contact with the virus.

2013, 1st - 25th November: Research on treatment of cancers, except for brain tumors, will be completed. An earthquake, caused by volcanic eruptions, will happen on Bahama Island of the Canary Islands. A gigantic tsunami of roughly 150 metres will result. America mainlands, Brazil etc will be affected, with the tsunami pushing into the land as far as 15 to 20 kilometres. Before the occurrence of this gigantic tsunami, the sea/ocean water levels will sink by about 6 metres, and large flocks of birds will start to migrate.

2014: A small planet that has been gradually closing in on Earth might eventually collide with Earth, and this collision, if come to pass, will affect the survival of humans as a whole.

2015: By the mid of November, the average temperature of Earth could be as high as 59 degrees Celsius. Many people will die from the overheat, and nternational confusion and terror ensues.

2016, April: A huge typhoon will invade China, causing massive damage.

The 43rd USA president, George Walker Bush, will enter the hospital, and faces a life or death situation.

2026, July: A super earthquake will occur in Sans Francisco, and it will be named 'The Big One'. Huge damage to surrounding areas. Many volcanoes will re-activate, and the height of resulting tsunami will be more than 150 metres.


Mr. Juseleeno made known his predictions in hopes that people will take heed of his warnings, so that these disasters may be avoided. He hopes there will be a major change in the thinking of people's mindsets in the time period 2007 - 2008.

One factor will be the environmental issue of global warming, which is more serious than what some meteorologists assume.

eerie.
so i assume i'll die in 2014. when the planet collides with earth.
boohoo. i'll only be 26.
havent marry! =(
i'll watch the exact dates.
ah, it's real creepy.

woohoooo
my real baby gave me the sugar rush this morning with a romantic sms and flooding of the tagboard!

<--

i hope this is the turning point.
=D

baby kitty was so cute last night even though it disturb me at
3.30 am
4.30 am
that's awfully nice of him isn't it.
#$%^&*()

anyway he mewed for me to carry him up to my bed and sneaked into my blanket beside my no-eye tweety to sleep.
hence in conclusion,
he slept with me! =X
shit. i can predict when he grows up,
he can easily jump to my bed and sleep with me without my permission.
=/

i think i better sterilise him soon >.<

he brings me joy



i feel suffocated.
i'm physically and emotionally drained.

for all you know,
when something happens between two persons,
it might not be that anyone is at fault.
it might be another person sowing discord from the side while you two point fingers at each other.
don't think in circles, think out of the box.
yes, i'm referring to you.

=)


am waiting patiently for baby to specially dedicate his time to me and change his sleeping hours back to norm.
have been waiting for 37 days already.
today's the 38th.
it's sad to see other people's blog filled with lovey dovey moments while i got nothing much to write about him these days.
i want to write about him.
i want my blog to be archived about him.
i want to re-read these precious memories whenever i miss him.
ya, i've missed him for 37 days.
for him to finish his game.

oh, i got so many wants for him to fulfil.
he should be shuddering.

sometimes i think guys are really simple-minded creatures.
so much so that it's irritating that you are angry and they don't know.

if anyone were to plot a graph on love,
it should be like the life machine in the hospital.
with big small waves now and then,
then to a straight line.
i know it's stupid to be mad over this small thing,
but it's not the main point, it was his reaction.
why is it so different when i say the same thing?
i know it's stupid to bring it up. ah well.
i think he will laugh over it. bleah.


love, it's oh-such-a-roller-coaster-emotion.

i know i know,
scorpion couples clash head-on.
i always believe it could be overcame.
i believe it still will, since we already allowed clashing 9 months ago.
=]

met up with kezia just now.
love the times spent with her, though we were damn tired after work
=)

pictures of my kitten , baby.

my colleagues have been bugging me for its pictures!
one of them asked me to take as much as i can cos they grow really fast!
so there, to share =]

urinating in progress! XD



dig dig



eat eat



hide hide
people who know my bag size should now know how small it is! hehe.



stare stare



sleepy



love love =D



anyway,
no digicam means not being to capture really good/funny moments.
HAI. i wan a digicam! =(

i miss my kitty... ...
his name is baby =D

it loves rolling on the ground when it sees me,
and i would rub my finger gently on his neck area.
and it would close his eyes and enjoy the touch.
sooo cute.
i teached him how to kiss kiss.
when i say kiss kiss, he would gently put his nose on mine.
ahhhhhhhh.
i miss him! XD

i miss my real baby too.
we went to have fish & co yesterday. his treat!
and also an apology for forgetting our monthsary,
he drove me back home and back to his house
thanks baby =x

i re-watched devil beside you,
starring mike he and rainie yang.
it's awesome lar. lol.
i never really appreciate the first time i watched,
now, the words being used in the drama really made me think hard,
and i could really feel the heartbreaks that portray in the show!
it's that good.
i asked dar to watch it cos i think i secretly want him to know those nice nice sentences and tell them to me
=X

anyway,
been shying from sweet words that i wanna tell him.
when i watched dby, i realised that people always hold back their words.
i hope and i want to be like Qi Yue,
being kind and all without even sounding harsh.
and things she do, are things i never did even though i wanted to.
like walking away when i'm mad with the guy,
but she'll just stand still and say sorry instead.
she never hold grudges and is very innocent and sweet.
what a girl.
i think i got plenty to learn from her.
everytime i look into dar's eyes,
i really want to tell him i love and treasure him.
but thought maybe it sounds too mushy.
and that guy, Jiang Meng,
is almost exactly like dar.
just that he really know more mushy words than dar. lol.
he's so rough and act strong on the outside,
but all gentle when he's with his girl.
bad boys, i like =x

side track,
he was playing his game and replying one word(s).
so i complained for longer words,
he says;



i think im pretty dumb to forget to bring my phone =(

it's sadding to know you are always alone.

they love to choose mahjong sessions on weekdays when i have to work the next.
and, to realise they are really gay to the maximum.

it's disappointing.
was dealt with 3 blows.

and,
happy disappearing monthsary.






i shall turn to my kitty for a more optimistic feeling.

1. Driving liscense
2. Facials
3. Curls (done saddingly)

anyway, i didn't go to work today.
wasn't feeling too well.

woke up at 330. feeling super sticky >.<

today's my youngest sister birthday.
happy birthday! be a good girl.

graduation day just wasn't in the right mood as my friends wasn't there.
so i left pretty early instead of taking zillions of photographs with pple.
lol. my parents came though,
so took a pic with my mum and dad carrying my zillions of stuff =x
after graduation i met my buddies for mahjong as a get-together.
i had to get-together with them this way.
so sadding.

and yesterday, i had the most bizzare feelings.
you know the feeling when girls had a strong feeling of the 6th sense?
believe it or not,
but don't belittle it.

i had almost 3 encounters of this 6th sense yesterday.
it's aura was this strong.
firstly, it was mahjong last evening,
where my friend took a exact tile which i thought he would take,
then when dar was fetching us back,
i thought there would be traffic police,
and ta-da, within seconds,
a traffic police station appeared, just that they were still setting up.
then because i had a most absurd feeling of dar meeting an accident after he dropped us back as he didn't have any sleep the previous day.
but he promised steadily that he would drive carefully back home alone.
but anyway i decided to listen to my sixth sense this time after hesitating awhile,
and asked him to wait downstairs while i take my stuff from home to his house
to watch him drive carefully,
and know what,
he almost fell asleep, so much that he almost didn't meet a curve and swerved the steering wheel hard when i "oei" him.
goodness knows what would happen if i didn't go along with him,
what if the curve was leading to a hill.
no more glenn. no more my baby.

i heaved a huge sigh of relief.
i'm glad it didn't happen.
i'm really glad i skipped a chapter of dar in injury
or a scene where he is very uptight and anxious about the car damages
or where his parents in fury and not allowing him to drive anymore,
or worse,
death.

i'm glad.
the 6th sense is pretty scary sometimes.
even i myself, am scared of it.

sigh.
what's happening nowadays.

anyway,
met up with kezia darling to have our tea shake =D
walk around abit at bugis
and chit chatted along the journey back home.
haha, been long since we really chatted
am glad you open up to me hehe.
muacks =D

next tue har! LOL.

and... i curled my hair yesterday.
it isn't really i wanted.
i think kaiwei and liangyu, who spotted me from far,
and when i waved to them,
they were either totally shocked by my hair
or they forgot they know me that they turned away
hmmmm.
anyway, it made me went straight back to chapter 2 at bugis and listened to serious teachings on how to style curled hair properly.

my mummy and a middle-aged colleague says it's nice
younger ones say maybe it takes some time
kezia too, was surprised i changed my hair. ROFL.
she says it's ok, quite nice.
it took me ages to decide to have it curled after failing to rebond it to my expectations for the whole of my life.
does this mean,
my hair is "auntie" now?

maureen is an auntie. yay.

=(


next time i have it re-curl or what,
i will tell the person,

I WANT THE BIGGEST CURLS OKAYYY?!!!!!!!!!!

tied my hair in a bun now.
that's what kezia and the hairstylist advised me to try.
see what happens tmr lo. =(

then for my hair,
it's either you see tmr during graduation or you shan't see pictures of it on my blog till i get my desired degree of curl.

boohoohoo.


ANNNNDDDDDDDDDDD!
i've adopted a kitten!
it's only the size of my palm!
will take pictures soon to share =]
can help me think of a name?
it's a male. dont gimme shitty names like "mr ang"
which rer kindly named her tortoise.
thank you. =P

baby's coming to fetch me to his place.
then i shall play with the kitten again! XD

i didn't manage to find that book.
maybe because there's really no kinokuinya in vivo, LOL.
what makes me think there is kinokuniya there.
stupid maur.
anyway, i went to "page one"
but alas, they didn't have it.
and walk one big round, and it's really big at vivo,
to find another called "Sam's bookshop"
those books in there can be borrowed or sold. lol.
but sadly still, they dont have it.

then bought a long sleeved white top at forever21.
geez. 18 bucks only! XD

then went to dar's house and had macdonalds.
they had earlier mistaken that i hadn't receive my ice milo in the car,
and hence i got another one supposingly free.
and i was happily laughing at them for giving me another milo.
but you know what happen?

they didn't give me my fries.

wehhhh! =(
i was looking so forward to fries lar.
they must be laughing at me for thinking i gained an extra milo with a meal with no fries.

zzz.

i have gleefully seen the amount of money banked into my account yesterday =]


from there,
i transferred back the bangkok money to baby.
that's half gone.

then, i got a few things i wanna do before i start my saving plans.
all are expensive but permanent =]
did my list change since last time?

1. Driving liscense. (the most exp)
2. Facials.
3. Curly hair!

4. so on and so forth... (books, clothes, make up..)

and everytime i see sometime i like, i hesitate a thousand years.
cos i'm afraid once i start i cannot stop!
and i need to you-know, set aside some for you-know =x
kezia knows! heeheehee.


TGIFFFFFFFFFFF!

i'm going vivo alone today to get a book from kinokuniya
i'm getting that book cos i want to make an effort to understand my boy more.
the book is called, "Man are like waffles, Woman are like spaghetti"
cute title isn't it.
then go to forver21, and check out some facial stuff.
all within the 10 pm when shops close.. hmmm.

shopping alone does have its plus points.
for instance, you talk to yourself.
for another instance, you can spend all the time you want deciding whether you want that dress.

=]

i want to shit already. bb.

the upcoming monday is a holiday! XD
me and kezia have taken the first step and we're extremely excited about it!
meeting kezia on tues over bugis bubble tea to further discuss! XD
SHHHHH =x

baby came over to have lunch with me today.
so filled with sugar that i smiled the whole day =x

i emailed SMU about my criteria to enter the business faculty.
have no confidence that i'll be in but i really hope any god will give me a chance.
i will study well.
it's always what i wanted to study since i was 16.
i'm now 20 anyway.
i had a chance to get a degree.
but i want a degree which is of my interest. not just any.


i want to achieve my dreams, full stop.

monday blues.
shoo away.

my heart is full of knots.
i hope the one i need, can untie them one by one,
in time.

been waiting since that day.
the truth is, i'm in pain.


Mother's Day.

why do we need to celebrate mother's day when they dont celebrate children's or even youth day for ME anymore?
i quoted 'me' cos i believe presents are still given to the other two kiddos in my house.
i still can't believe they don't know how lucky they are.
i do wish i have had a happier childhood.

the truth is, the world is crashing down on me,
so much so that i've been breaking down every few days.
work is not getting any better.
i do have a feeling that diploma holders,
be it having an extra "merit" printed in the diploma,
isn't of any use.
unless i prove myself within these 3 years.
we shall see.
i will prove those degree holders wrong,
that poly grads, will still succeed in life.
just that the money factor will still be a tad lower than degree holders.
though i hope my sisters won't follow in my footsteps.
i rather they go to jc, then to uni straight.
sigh. these few years are pretty hard to get through.
but i'm not going to give up,
i want to work towards my dream.
that is, to have my own family, own car, own house,
comfortably.
not to be a professional person, nor great artist, nor great engineer.
just to have a simple harmonious comfortable family.
will then i die in peace.

i want it by age 30.
i will have them within these 10 years of my life, tgt with him.

my cousin's pretty lucky,
he could save the money to buy a house by living together with his single mother.
anyway the mother's my favourite aunt.
she's a favourite for a reason.
i thought she's even more loving to me than my mum.
it was no wonder he spent a good sum on his wedding instead.
now his wife's preggers,
happy family ahead.
i also want =(

anyway sidetrack,
me and dar went to amk hub to catch a movie,
SPEED RACER.
not too bad, just that the beginning was abit boring,
korean hunk Rain, had just a small role in the show.
a real gimmick to "cheat" us into watchin.
but hmm, the cars are real pretty though.

and the last weekend he drove me down to bugis twice to satisfy my cravings.
bubbletea love. thanks sweets.

I dreamt of my grandfather again..
I was holding his hands,
telling him how much we miss him, he just keep smiling,
then kahkiat was telling him we love him,
but when i asked if he's happy,
he hesitated. why?

i'm sick of travelling on the trains.
the pushing crowds are probably the main reason to my grumpiness.
travelling to work everyday,
it's a $110 every month. sigh.

ps. me and kezia are up to no good though! please don't ask! =X

i'm so teary.
my blasted brothers watched the show i want to watch and are going to play mahjong till late on a

MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!

poor little maureen.
can't even do anything.
just got chucked aside.
selfish brothers. hmmmpppphhhhhhhhhhhhh.

someone please help me chuck away my monday blues.

my baby and me had a heartfelt talk yesterday.
it isn't everyday you get to talk to your love like this.

he is a sweet sweet guy to have drove me to his house at 3am in the night,
then went to have his favourite teochew porridge at bukit timah.
then went back to his house,
i was secretly happy that he didn't play his game,
and so came our talk.

as you know, we girls love surprises,
without these little nice surprises in a relationship,
it will be dull. and small surprises need not be expensive.
just one from the heart will do.
i told him maybe the great things he did in the past,
i took it for granted and expect more now.
that's why i was feeling uncomfortable about the recent lack of spice in the relationship.
or maybe it's the game that partially took him away from me
and on the other hand i was working the whole day away.
then soon, the army will take him away from me for two years.
i have been consoling myself,
at least i could concentrate on my work and perform to my best,
but part of my heart tells me i still need him badly for support.
it isn't easy to work full time, and a first-timer too.
he tried making me understand his situation too,
that he's enrolling in army soon and he just wanted to play his "last" game well.
so much so that our sleeping times literally swopped.
and i do understand that it's tiring to travel out from his house.
and spending money (he's always treating me, poor boy)

we talked till the wee hours in the morning.
feeling better after letting it out,
cos we did talked about the past few little things we did for each other,
so much that i teared! lol.
it was so sweet just to think of it.
it's like, we have been so lazy to even celebrate "monthsaries" these few times.

it's pretty lucky that our anniversary is the last "monthsary" we could celebrate properly before he enrols in september.

in any way, i still love you baby =]

new blogskin.
i think i'm a bad girl. i always shift the codes =X
AND!
i think i'm so dumb can.


it was just a new topshop tank top.
do i need to be so excited about it then i FORGOT to tear the tag offfff!

so i was happily strutting to work till i REACHED the gate of my company.

then. a lady pointed at my back and whisper:
"excuse me miss, i think u forgot to take off the tag of your shirt".

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH i wanted so much to bury myself in a hole.
this means,

I HAVE BEEN WITH THE TAG ON THE LRT,
MRT FROM CCK TO JURONG,
MRT FROM JURONG TO QUEENSTOWN
AND BUS FROM QUEENSTOWN TO MY COMPANY.

and all the while people were stiffling their giggles from me.

why, i want to show off my size and the price and the brand,
CANNOT MEH.

boohoo. maureen's such a fool.


anyway........
i'm thinking of perming my hair by this year.
any recommendations girls? i dowan to have maggi mee on my head =x
i wanna look more sophiscated. =D
apparently my bf likes girls with curly hair.
judging from a girl whom he got attracted before me.
kezia? any recommendations? where and how much?
yeeteng? i heard you got your hair newly permed, how was it? (:
any strangers? or, erm, ghosts?
i prefer soft big curls. =]
lol.


here, some entertainment;

do you people know why is the wedding ring worn on the fourth finger?
here, try this,
for your info, i was really amazed by this =x




This is a beautiful and convincing explanation .....

Thumb represents your Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your-Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
& the Last (Little) finger represents your children

Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip
(As shown in the figure below):



Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later.
Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.

Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)...., they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day.

Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).
You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT....., because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!

Please try this out.............
ISN'T THIS A LOVELY THEORY?


by the way, thanks kezia, for your sms of concern,
u are always such a good friend but i always have been a lousy one.
lets meet up soon ok?
muacks, love you =]

and oh, girls,
your gifts are coming soon,
by next week i promise lol.
i just got my mum to buy stamps! XD
tag more alright? your tags means lots to me!

i'm upset.