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2009-05-12T14:18:00.001+08:00

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2009-05-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

NOTE TO ALL BEFORE READING:
uninterested readers not interested about uni stuff may want to skip my entry below.

i think i could easily count finish my fingers for the number of people who asked me why i didnt want to choose smu for business.

truth is, i did consider.
it markets itself as a vibrant school which produces a well-rounded individual.
sounds pretty good ?

i put smu aside right from the start due to mediocre reasons like distance and fees.
they are a bit far and a bit more expensive respectively.
but i came to realise that was not all.

throughout forums, i have been seeing many people stating controversial issues about the 3 unis.
like ntu's also good, 3 years, direct honours.
truth be told, i dont aim to get honours cos i know i have difficulty doing it,
mainly cos i come from IT background and do not have any knowledge inclining to business.
so, 3 years, i could complete in 3 years in NUS with a normal degree in business ad.
it's ok without honours, cos i have a Diploma in IT with Merit.
well-rounded?
coupled with cca records, industry work experience, entrepreneurship and a come-to-be degree,
I am already.
it really depends how employers look at me.

secondly the life in SMU scares me off.
it shocks me to know that students go back to school on sundays and stay till midnight.
goodness. i do still want to spend time with my family, my cat and have sneaky daily night calls from my NS boyfriend.
competition is so stiff and speaking up is a norm.
which doesnt apply for me cos i do look at my mood before speaking up.
and fighting to speak up means risking to talk rubbish.
cos words dont go through the brain before it comes out of the mouth.

thirdly.
all top students go to SMU and NTU.
SMU cos of reputation and NTU cos of a shorter time path to direct honours.

VERY GOOD! so i can just relax abit and chill.
not that i despise NUS bizad, for NEVER will i do that.
i just feel that it's somewhere in the middle, not too fast like NTU
which cramps all modules in 3 years,
nor is it too competitive like in SMU.
NUS gives me a very nice feeling ever since i entered its grounds,
and i want to call that my second home after august :)
i also have a strong feeling that i will at least still make some more true friends in there :)

examples of top students studying in smu, ntu.

my cousin, denise, from a good jc (cant rem) is there studying economics, renowned to produce the highest paid graduates.
ivan (triple sci in sec sch) --> SMU.
kezia's (top few in double sci in sec sch) --> SMU biz.
karin and jasmine, (dear's 2 sisters, from top jcs too, --> NTU biz)
me (almost lousiest in double sci in sec sch)
even my lecturers asked me why i dont want to choose SMU.
it's on everyone's lips!

and guess what, i just saw one Raffles jc guy reading an ultra thick Economics book on the train today.
it makes me want to shun away and slipped my 8days back into my bag.
i secretly hope that he is going to SMU.
arghhh. these kind of people are going to rip me off before i reach year 1 sem 2.

but nonetheless, i heard only 10% of places are allocated to students who passed the Discretionary Admissions interview.
which is about only 50 places out of intake of 500.
it makes me happy to have found a place in NUS.

SMU Interview

i promised to talk about it after confirming not accepting SMU.

firstly, i wasnt in a total right state of mind when i was going for their interview.
it was a long day at work and i had to travel down for the interview, and only to know that it will take 2 hours.

About 24 of us were splitted into 3 groups. All of them were from polys for those i spoke with. A fashionable guy with his shirt tucked in came into the pin-drop silence room and spoke about how hard it is to get to SMU.

that is, among discussion, only around 2-3 per group. only 1/3 of the entire classroom.
and there are many more groups of classrooms after us.
i cringed upon hearing that.
am i going to be eliminated after going through these tedious essays?
done with the shock, here comes the pain.

1 comprehension, 1 essay and 1 debate (read an article first, then in groups of 8 )

Comprehension : about racists.
Essay : write about something that is unjust in the world, and what could be done to prevent (i chose this, but there was another choice which i forgot)
Debate: this solid question pisses me off till date.

Part A: Comprehension.

The context was similar of those words that came speaking out of a documentary.
can you imagine my sleepiness when reading the para.
i swear i went into a daze upon reaching para 2.
which then i force myself to re-read.
when i finally finished the essay, i gave a sigh, shook my head, and re-read.
i understood only 40% of it.

Part B: Essay

Write about something that you feel that is unjust in the world, and what can be done to prevent it.

i wrote about child slavery. credits to unity sec for forcing us to buy national geography. the article and those pics remain vivid in my mind.

Part C: THE DOOM.

This was the death sentence: Think of someone who is not smart, but is the best.

i was stunned. totally stunned.
out came pouring out of the other mouths were Bill gates (because he's a drop out), Einstein...
i was thinking, so hard, who can i say?
should i say my mother? should i say my friend?
or should i say myslf?
best as in what context?
sports? academics? showbiz? technology?
i already disagreed upon hearing all those names, for if they werent smart, would they be able to make a name for themselves ?
i remained shocked.
luckily he stopped asking everyone. for everyone was fighting to answer.
some even began marketing themselves and their schools.
6 of them answered this. i was one of the 2 who kept totally quiet.
i was totally flabbergasted.

then came another question after disagreeing openly with their answers:

if i were to choose between you and those people who fare extremely well in other genres, would you take back your words?

everyone was shocked. then i was proud that i didnt speak.
but within few seconds, all came again, essays that pour out of the lips. this time, disagreeing with what they said for the first question.
i was flabbergasted once again.
are these people real or fake?!
this time, it became rebuttal, confusion, and the "forcing" to choose them instead of eg. sportsmen.
another rebutted, saying that's not true and stated his stand
i spoke up this time, just to agree and redefine his stand, and that learning from a sportmen can be different,
their never-giving-up attitude and teamwork are something that ought to be learnt vastly from the beginning.

then came the torture. someone spoke up about some sensitive issues.
hence the dean couldnt stop explaining. the interview ended abruptly.

yeap that's about that. no chance to speak.
but, i was accepted.
i do not really know what is the criteria to pass.
nor do i really care already.

nevertheless,
i believe no matter where one goes, most importantly is how you carry yourself when you go out to work.
that's where the real world begins.
differentiation & integration is not going to appear on your workdesk after you graduate.

i can't believe i wrote this post for more than 1 hour.
no offense to anyone if this post hurts someone unintentionally.
i apologise first. don't spam my tagboard please.

man, i'm dead tired.
lol.
i miss my boy!

2009-05-11T08:05:00.000+08:00

quite disappointed and upset.
wanted to manufacture something but the exact design came out on a popular blogshop's.

groans =(

i'm lucky that i have not agreed to the manufacture or i would have caused an uproar, saying i copy, or whatsoever.
but no, it's from a designer series.
it's everywhere, the web, the magazines.

SIGH.

2009-05-07T22:06:00.004+08:00

wanted to go kezia's house to take her txtbooks to start studying
but i was so dumb,
i remembered alighting at yew tee, (pats myself on the back)
but i forgot to walk to her house.
DUH =(
it's the surveyor's fault.
then was quite irritated and couldnt stop complaining to dar about it,
(he booked out from kranji camp at that time too)
so, it totally slipped off my mind! :(
been hounded twice by Prudential consectively this week.
i was hounded and forced to give my number to an agent yesterday at causeway point.
was shocked to see a flock of smart looking people with clipboards.
wanted to siammm, but they followed -.-
so okay, talk some crap and went to heatwave to buy my heels.
totally happy with my new shiny black heels!
pang asked me why i buy back the same one, lol.
cos it's so comfortable and durable, the previous pair actually lasted me for more than a year before actually giving way.
and mind you, i wore it everyday.
heatwave heels are good, got a blister but it's not as bad.
it's expected =(
okay then when i came out, guess who i saw and approached me,

it was him.

yes, steven lim.
he got a weird hairdo now, and he asked me what my height was and he's from mediacorp,
i was like "duh, i know, and you are bloody infamous"
anyway, i said i'm rushing and zoomed off. lol.

conclusion is,
CAUSEWAY POINT IS SCARY. argh
no wonder xiuhui refuses to go there often

sidetrack!
i am lemming after this canvas bag!
actually preferred some other darker base colour but the website only shows white base.

it's so pretty. so suitable for school!
gonna look out for it in the boutiques this weekend :D

take it as my first branded bag.
dar will be sharing it with me. WOOTS!

me and dar will be treating my mum to sake sushi lunch on sat afternoon,
for mother's day!
hehe, looking forward to it :D
i ish want my baby to get closer to my family :)
i promise pictures! :)

and weeee, celebrating reb's bday real soon!

little note for myself;

blardy hell, better remember to take personal picture soon and settle all uni applications asap.
got a very bad memory after relaxing for one year.
i MUST start studying real soon.

PS >> jose! i will open a facebook account soon, haha, after my contract ends! :D

2009-05-07T09:40:00.006+08:00

baby did such a lovely thing by surprising me yesterday night.

phone rings.

"dear, i'm downstairs now..."

he gets to book out early for his medical appointment tmr!
haha thanks for the surprise dear,
appreciated it very much! :)
so i hopped over to his house overnight :)

told me he wanna finish his bike lessons quickly and hope for me to be supportive.
so by agreeing, he says he will dedicate almost all of his off-days for me
ROFL.
i was wondering whether it will be me this time who would be busy with my studies all that.
and he says he can take off-day just to send me to school and back.
lol. thank you in advance, my dear!

mother's day is on a sunday!
she wants her hair dyed, so okay. lol.

having a bad headache now.
but there might be a presentation to be done tmr, so, no MC =(

got plenty of things to buy during this weekend.
skincare, makeup, and look for a new school bag xD

oh kezia! smu accepted me le.
super weird. i thought i only said about 3 sentences while others vomit essays during the interview.
i wonder how they do the selections -.-

some updated pictures,
we at billy bombers, marina square.

my dress from bc,
not sheer and approved by dar, i like! :)

farewell gathering at lai lai beef noodles and bugis iluma.

me with tony's wife!

wei xuan, pangianto, me!

at iluma, heard the arcade was fun,
going this sat with dear! :D

some pictures of my kitten :D

cat in cupboard! lol.

cat staring a fly!

it's funny how he uses his paw to tickle the fly!

cat and me! :D
HUGS!
he's growing at an amazingly fast rate!

but he still likes to bite me. and i do mean only me.
-.-!

gosh i'm so lazy to measure & take the next collection pictures.
=(

2009-05-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

thank you girls for your lovely tags :)

me and him are okay now,
closer than over :D

glad we both gave in.
similarly, we can't bear to give up each other.

:D

2009-05-04T01:36:00.002+08:00

i'm tired but i can't sleep.
my tired eyes are wearing me out.
time check, 1:45am.
got work tmr.
but i'm already losing my senses.

2009-05-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

i'm shivering with immense anger and crying.
i just need him to listen to me more without rebutting.
is that so hard?

yes, we both decided to think it over.

2009-05-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

i finally pluck up courage to tell him how i feel.
but got fucked.

is it a crime to tell him how i feel?
is there a rule to telling me how i SHOULD feel?

i know he in army, damn suffering and all,
hate to stay in and all,
and i wont ever understand.

yes i don't, but it pained me to see you like this.
there are so many things i didnt dare to say to you anymore.
cos everything i say seems to be wrong.
and things ended up in cold fight or quarrels.
even up till today,
you said you keep falling while learning biking,
i really wanted to ask if you are okay and are there any injuries and such,
but,
i couldnt open my mouth anymore.
cos to spite you i might say "orh bi" cos i'm still angry over your decision to learn it.
but today, you have already completed all theories and one prac lesson.
i angry or not, i NEED to accept.
but you cant give me time to do it.

i don't say doesnt mean i don't care.
i dunno if this is a kind of auto-revenge.
the same way you couldnt celebrate little monthsaries with me.
it may be tiring for other couples to celebrate every month.
but it means alot to me cos i know you aint romantic and this little get-together means so much.
it signifies and reminds me of how we got together,
and what did we went through to celebrate that particular monthsary.
i know you don't do little surprises,
so monthsaries were replacements.
the crux is gelling the relationship,
not just about "yay, it's our monthsary again, let's go out"

it's about spicing up, and never allowing the relationship to be stagnant.

call me childish. but i call this a duty to keep the relationship together,
and never allowing it to fall.
when i sense it falling, i hinted to him.
but no, it didnt get to him that we were drifting.
i can't remember the last time we had a good nice romantic date together.
it's always never carried out cos
he sleeps during movies/tv shows, no car, bad weather, back pain.
maybe this reasons pop up cos i'm always there at his place.
and he find no need to go out since i'm already there.

i remembered we did some cooking together at his place.
was really happy about cooking the rice into some disgusting soft congee.
but little did i know that the bike thing come after and blow me up again.
i was upset. but i still gave in.
i love him, and dont want accidents to happen to him.
but human feelings are complex. he hated me for cursing him.

but i feel better now.
at least, i told him.
so if the relationship ends this way, there wont be regrets.

i've been stopping myself to say this a few months ago,
hinted, and done it.
and of cos i am prepared for any circumstances.
including that.

it's okay. i've done whatever i can.
and whatever comes out of this relationship this time, i shall accept it.
afterall, i'm really tired.

2009-05-03T17:35:00.004+08:00

watched Perfect Cut on mobtv for the whole day.
there is this one part on the husband and wife taking revenge on each other,
totally spoiling their relationship.
and in the end, the wife took her own life,
while the husband ended up in misery.

does our lives always end up in regrets?
what are some things that could have been done so that everyone could be happier?
and what not?

i'm seriously in the "heck care" mode.
and i don't know how long this mode is going to last.

2009-05-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

bored.

2009-05-02T09:31:00.002+08:00

thanks for your concern girls.
we are fine now.
and it's that i accepting it.
his parents have learnt about it but there were only minor nagging.
nope not that i told them, it's his sister. =/
so i guess i aint in a position to say anything more,
so ta-da.
he's having theory lessons now while i'm back home blogging.
lol.

gonna go dbs now & take up their loan =(

i'm damn worried about the preparation of my uni studies!
it's damn alot of shit to do.
yet i seem not to have any free time for it.

2009-05-01T13:15:00.005+08:00

need to wait for mum to finish cooking lunch before i can set off to take stocks.
arghhh.

my house phone has change.
i mean the phone itself, not the number, lol.
and the ringtone is exactly the same as his house's -.-

watching naruto while waiting for lunch

started online shopping again!
bought Victoria Secret's slipper :x
at about $24.
well i dont have any slipper, really.
bought the black one.
i always opt for safer colours.

then bought a white cardi. $18
and a blue with pink sweater. colours inspired by miss selfridge.
$24
all for school :D

oh no oh no.
i should quit spending. money is super hard to earn, really.

and i'm quite appalled to read that divazelle is no longer on kezia'a list after her exams.
i'm quite going to put that shop on a hiatus once i start my studies.

2009-04-30T23:10:00.002+08:00

started coughing. damn.

anyway. saw the car plate and lots of metal pieces at the accident scene today.
SGP6330 (forgot the last letter)

he wants people to buy the 4d number?
saddist.

gonna settle my backorder korean orders tmr at 10am.
then perhaps go back to sleep.
gonna be a long and lazy day tmr at home.
dont know if i should make a trip down supplier's.

2009-04-30T11:59:00.002+08:00

the soft wind brushed gently against my hair as i walked to buy my beloved bubble tea.
i closed my eyes to enjoy the cool wind. very peaceful.
have been indulging in them alot more hardcore ever since we fought last week.
bubble tea and snowie seems to be my only joy now.
truth is, i enjoy being alone at this moment.

i have to admit i feel so terribly exasperated by his decision.
this time i didnt really speak to anyone, just to my collegues over breakfast.
he asked me that question over the phone yesterday,
and i replied "don't know"
it seems everything is going to repeat like before.
anyway, cried myself to sleep, cos i can't find any way to let out the disappointment.

msn-ed his sister to ask for her opinions.
don't think she's agreeable to his decision either.

and,
everyone knows how strong my 6th sense is.
not to mention the fortune teller emphasized it too.
it's bizzare. but it's true.
guys can take his cabal crafting for example,
everytime i feel strongly that it will pass,
i will go click and it does pass.
while he tried many months and it's all failure.
and this doesnt happen only 1 time.
mahjong too. it's like the "feel".
and the feeling is so strong you know it's going to happen.
same to his decision.
i know somehow he's going to get into trouble if he's going ahead with it.
not about cursing or what.
but it's just that, the feeling won't go away,
no matter how long.

how can he expect me to not have any adverse reactions even after i accepted for that 2 days?
with him keep harping about it no matter where we go?
and he treats me so well during those 2 days.
even agreeing to walk the 4km scenic walk with me when he opposed for so many months.
it's killing me.
everything's changing.

then if it really happens,
his parents would blame me.
i would feel thousand times more depressed than now.
what more i saw the aftermath of two bike accidents in less than a month.
both with cars' front smashed in hardcore,
and the bike, one of it with the pizza box dropping and laid flat on the road with shattered pieces of everything,
the other with the front part (handles part) smashed.
and all around are medical supplies packagings.
am i suppose to see this when this happens to him?
i admit my hands turn cold immediately and i shiver whenever i see those accidents.
and i wonder how the poor motorcyclists are lying in the hospital.
even if they could survive, they are bound to have some hardcore injuries like broken limbs.
this one and only accident are going to change their lives from now.
why should i let my boyfriend be expose to this ?
or worse let a chance for this to happen ?

if i let him, i'll be unhappy.
and i'll be in fits everytime i know he's riding and would settle down only when he reaches somewhere safe.
if i don't let him, he'll be unhappy.
but he won't be in fits, duh.

this affected me so terribly i got no mood to study.
i started statistics. but ever since he told me this i couldnt continue.
i do not have the strength to open the book.

anyway, he is starting lessons this sat. taking it all from morning till evening.
of cos, he booked them all without telling me beforehand.

what the hell am i suppose to do?
can anyone tell me please?

2009-04-28T12:57:00.000+08:00

i'm damn miserable.
i really don't want him to learn bike.
really don't want.

2009-04-27T08:42:00.000+08:00

gonna be a short week today!
with fri as a holiday :D

have an off-in-lieu due to Vesak day.
gonna probably use that for one of my uni registration preps
got lots of stuffs to do.
arghhhh.

had a fight with dear last week,
over his decision to learn bike.
sigh.

but everytime we had a fight, i feel that we love and treasure each other more.
=)
this was one of the few times that i did not initiate contacting him.
or perhaps the first.

anyway, met up with chengwei on fri!
finally. lol.
we talked about further studies and the good old times over dinner at subway.
then walked awhile at lot one before we parted.
i went for driving lesson while he went to meet his friend at JP.
was feeling down over the fight though.
and that fri was our monthsary =(
missed my baby upon seeing many things that reminded me of him during my walk-around at lot one.
but i simply refuse to contact him.

saturday!
took stocks alone and dragged back home in a cab to take pictures.
then dear contacted me, finally, lol.
was secretly happy =x

won $77 during my first round at mahjong
then lost $60 during my second.
xuanbin is the loser that tried tagging explicit language on my tagboard!
lol =X

sunday!
watched a horror movie, coming soon with dar at his place.
not scary.
shutter is still the best horror show i've watched!

okay just a brief update,
gonna go to meet baby, he's booking in!
=(

2009-04-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

i went slightly out of my mind today,
i actually walked about 4km of road from bukit gombak mrt to my house after my driving lesson.
cos i was feeling moody and i wanna avoid the mrt crowd.
walked with unbalanced heels, plastered big toe, swollen little toes and torn backings.
it's quite tough. but well, i need the walk. I need the breeze.
i was quite out of breath near the fire station.
and i cringed and shuddered at every single motorbike that zoomed past me.
started from 935pm, and reached home exactly at 1035pm.

yes, something happened.

when i was near reaching home,
there's this guy who looked like he just booked out, and holding a uniform cover,
approached me, panting

" hi er, are you okay? cos there was these 2 guys following you "

i replied, " huh really? "

" Yeah. Are you okay? Do you need me to send you anywhere or something? "

" Oh, it's okay, i'm reaching home soon, thank you very very much! "

" Oh alright, take care! "

" Orh, thanks again! "

then i turned away, half thanking him in mind and half struggling to remember where i saw this guy,
and vaguely remembered that we walked past each other when i just starting walking, near bukit gombak mrt.
i can remember cos of all the people i walked past, 98% were blangahs.
and i suppose he ran all the way just to make sure that nothing happened to me!
but it's weird, cos i had no feeling that someone was following me,
or maybe i did but the vehicles at the roadside were too noisy.

i think i might have looked drunk,
cos my feet were in pain and was limping.

if he had chose to ignore, i might have been, raped, robbed, killed, body parts severed, thrown into forest.
then i can haunt ITE college west.

thanks to you. i was not assaulted or anything. or thrown into the forests.
i do not know who you are. but i count my blessings.
thank you so much.
may god bless you too.
really touched and grateful!

side tracked, i am now sitting safely at home and typing at my blog.

good news! I have officially accepted NUS bizad and will be joining this year.
anyone who is joining too please tell me okay?
we'll go for the orientation tgt! :D
hate being alone while everybody are so friendly with one another!

tired of late and have been sleeping early.
maybe around 10 plus, 11 plus, alternately.
gonna meet a fella tmr at simei at 1130am to collect goods that are imported! :)
early but, duh. i can do travelling.
just sleep on the train. time will fly.

anyway,
i'm still pretty shocked at what actually happened behind my back during my 1-hour walk.

2009-04-21T08:42:00.002+08:00

lol, i feel like blogging, so here i am.
but no pictures! cos i'm lazy to take my mmc and plug to the computer ya-da ya-da.
maureen has become a very lazy person.

let me think.
dar's sister asked me, so you gonna accept biz, then what you gonna do?
as in what am i going to be after i grad?
somehow i see myself back in ResortsWorld, my attachment company,
and doing marketing.
i love their culture.
if i would be doing something i want there,
i seriously don't mind.
quite 100% sure about taking marketing as my specialization cos NUS doesnt offer IT as a specialization unlike NTU.
so, ta-da.
think my route is pretty mapped out already.

my life's pretty boring.
that's why i got nothing to blog.
for the benefit for my dear friends who wanna know what is happening to me,
well, i'm still the same!
working, divazelle, sleep. working, divazelle, sleep.
sorry to junjie for rejecting him 4753432542734 times to sing kbox.
weekends are for my army boyfriend.
please understand ! =(
but i will make time if you organize gatherings!
at least let me tell him way ahead :)

TP on june, 16. Tuesday. Afternoon.
learned all those shit courses. S, cranked, whatever.
lol.

haha, i will blogged about my smu's interview after i confirmed i won't be going smu.
lest they take note of me, then i'll die a horrible death.
>.<

miss ya girls!
let's meet soon to discuss ***'s bday! =x

2009-04-19T21:55:00.002+08:00

been long since an update!

been contemplating whether i should accept nus's biz offer.
what exactly is the difference between nus and ntu's biz?
more projects?
if that's so i totally prefer it to be.
but i heard ntu's landscape is also more vibrant, more to my style,
but sadly i was offered com sci.
if it's true that ntu biz's really better i might consider appealing.
arghh.

will update again when i feel like it cos i'm so lazy in uploading the pics!
=(

2009-04-14T11:56:00.001+08:00

not updating anytime here soon cos still working.
blogging about work, IS risky.

got accepted by NUS biz!
so happy! but i wanna wait for NTU!
no hope for smu though!

2009-03-23T20:18:00.002+08:00

baby finally stayed in today.
but near my house.
so it's like,
so near, yet so far =(
he's at stagmont camp, grumbling the whole day.
lol.

1 more day to our 19th monthsary and he has to stay in =(

NUS biz school called me up for an interview this friday!
Weeeeeee!
what should i wear?
what should i bring?
what should i say?

omg.
i'm nervous! =(

managed to book my TP on 16 June, just 10 days before my PDL ends.
hopefully i pass, so that I can save lots more money.
=]

2009-03-21T00:47:00.006+08:00

unluckiest day ever!

I withdrawed $200 at payar lebar mrt to take some stocks.
then unknowingly i didnt realise i DID NOT TAKE the damn money.
turns out in the end when i was at my supplier's did i realise i didnt take my money,
hence
me and baby got to run back in that heavy heavy rain to find if the $200 was still there (stupidly)
baby ran faster, to help me check,
he told me he wanted to go withdraw the money and give it to me telling he found it without telling me the truth.
aww, my dear boy :D
told him that's silly! but luckily there was a queue hence he didnt queued for it.
but thanks for the thought baby! really appreciate, deep deep!
=D
wait wait, before reaching the supplier's side,
my shoe goldie thingy came out and got lost.
stupid rain made me run. ruining my entire day =(

anyway,
i didnt lose the $200 la.
the money didnt come out of the machine after all,
after recalling the scenario.
i remembered i was there and being sad about the balance.
but nothing attracted me from the lever where the money was suppose to come out.
i made a report and dbs refunded the money tonight.
phew.
luckily i made the call. i almost wanted to give up.

and also that me and dear didnt caught a cold.
or i would have felt really bad.

so it's lucky day or unlucky day?
my shoe still spoil leh. no more flats. =(

my lovely snowie, trying to be funny again! LOL.
sleeping in the middle of a fish tank -.-

went to raffles place to help dar's mum with some stuffs,
then we chilled at The Coffee Club for lunch =)

2 retards!

was drenched, so my hair looked shitty. =(

our food!

here's some stories i received in my email,
for casual reading, and especially if you are feeling down.
this stories may help (:

One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.

His name was Kyle.

It looked like he was carrying all of his books.

I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books

On a Friday?

He must really be a nerd.'

I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friend’s tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.

They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.

His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him...

He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes.

My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.

As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks.’

They really should get lives.

‘He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!'

There was a big smile on his face.

It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.

I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.

As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before..

He said he had gone to private school before now.

I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.

We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.

He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.

I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends.

He said yes.

We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.

Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again.

I stopped him and said, 'Boy, you are going to really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!

'He just laughed and handed me half the books.

Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends...

When we were seniors we began to think about college.

Kyle decided on Georgetown and I was going to Duke.

I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem.

He was going to be a doctor and I was going for business on a football scholarship..

Kyle was valedictorian of our class.

I teased him all the time about being a nerd.

He had to prepare a speech for graduation.

I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak

Graduation day, I saw Kyle.

He looked great.

He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.

He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.

He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.

Boy, sometimes I was jealous!

Today was one of those days.

I could see that he was nervous about his speech.

So, I smacked him on the back and said, 'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!'

He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.

'Thanks,' he said.

As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began

'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years.

Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends....

I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them.

I am going to tell you a story.'

I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the first day we met.

He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.

He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.

He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.

'Thankfully, I was saved.

My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable...’

I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.

I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.

Not until that moment did I realize its depth.

Never underestimate the power of your actions...

With one small gesture you can change a person's life.

For better or for worse.

God puts us all in each other’s lives to impact one another in some way.

Look for God in others.

You now have two choices, you can:

1) Pass this on to your friends or

2) Delete it and act like it didn't touch your heart.

As you can see, I took choice number 1.

'Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.'

There is no beginning or end.. Yesterday is history.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

Today is a gift.

here's another;
i like this one.

Can I Borrow $25?

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for..'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

anyway.

announcing an offical but amicable split from kezia for divazelle after clearing these last few collections,
then we will launch our collections individually though, but still on the same site of cos.
got to say that it's actually a relief to be on my own,
cos everything's really simpler and no need to account or hesitate.
anyway, glad she understands and our friendship isnt hurt cos of this!
all the best to her and me! :DDD

2009-03-17T23:19:00.001+08:00

it's the boring routine in my life everyday.

2009-03-17T13:46:00.005+08:00

so fast, it's almost going to the end of march.
baby's gonna stay in again! =(
hope you back turns out well alright?
be careful =(
march ends, and april arrives.
and there comes all the uni applications!

speaking of which, our monthsary's coming again!
hope to celebrate it this weekend (:
we're planning to save money, for our future.
but looks impossible for me it can't work out cos of my uni fees.

taking half day off tmr to accompany my dear boy and to take backorder stocks :D
YSL logo tees arrived! Will be sending out on monday or tuesday.
launching collection today instead. after my driving, around 1030 pm =]
hope the response will be good!
wish me all the best!
:D

2009-03-17T13:46:00.004+08:00

probably launching as a surprise collection tmr (:
click to enlarge (:
support please!

2009-03-17T11:08:00.002+08:00

done, finally with a skin that's quite satisfactory :D
got some errors here and there, hence took me about 2 hours to complete.
i dont know if it's still workable though,
perhaps its still cached, hopefully when i get home everything will be fine (:

actually thought of going over to baby's house tonight as i need to be at work at 750am.
i've been not able to wake up these few mornings,
or rather, for a whole week already.
i can't hear the alarm at all.
and when i wake up, it's already near 8am or worse, 830am.
so late that i got to take half day urgent leave.
maybe it's snowie,
you know cats, they are nocturnal.
he keep climbing the window, not the one who leads to open air though.
just didnt want it to get used to climbing windows and that it's highly forbidden!
stupid cat. -.-
but on second thoughts,
this cat of mine is quite smart.
when i close the door,
it wil MEOW me to open the door.
if i don't, he will jump & grab the door knob to open!
he didn't succeed our normal doors, but he succeeded in our main door.
>.<
oh, he knows his name too.
but he's stupid to not understand, "come here",
anyway, he's not a dog.
ok, so he's smart after all.
arghhhh

am tired even after awhile at work.
why am i feeling so lethargic.

i need a getaway! =(

2009-03-16T15:00:00.005+08:00

bear with this skin awhile while i'm on the search to find my perfect blogskin.

=(

2009-03-16T15:00:00.003+08:00

argh, i'm trying to learn flash,
i mean, draw in flash,
i'm not a professional though,
i study IT, not design =/

look at my teacher's bee,
scroll down, and look at mine

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so,
did you laugh? =(

2009-03-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

snowie's isnt eating very well.
i wonder what happen to him?

went to the IT show on saturday and rolled my eyes at the massive crowd!
so massive till the huge display screened displayed ,
" due to overwhelming crowd at the IT show, please come back in an hour "
reading this, my expression was -.-
and that the security was blocking the escalator.
did they think that got use?
i dont think so.
almost wanted to get a printer but the crowd was so massive that i gave up that thought.
anyway, girls were really at a disadvantage.
sigh.

next week's gonna be a busy day! and i mean these are the things i'm doing after working hours =(

monday - collection 32's launch + taking new pics, plus kezia's coming.
tuesday - meet yupei for bubble tea! + pack parcels + continue take pics
wednesday - YSL logo tees shipment from korea should arrive! continue packing! make collates from new pics! :)
thursday - continue make collates!
friday - take new stocks? + vest-me-not backorders
weekends - sleep, mahjong, sleep.

waiting in progress: stocks imported from overseas, should reach in another 3 weeks time.

yawnz.
i need a break.

2009-03-11T22:11:00.002+08:00

parallel parking is hard =(

2009-03-07T01:12:00.004+08:00

jose & reader: there you go! haha.

See my cat, resting on my fridge -.-!

damn cute please!
took him for injection on thurs!
he's so brave, he only gasped when the vet poked the thermometer into his ass.
then didnt even move an inch when the injection took place.
he, always act a very good boy outside,
once he reached home, he's back to his playful self again.
naughty snowie! LOL.

should i bring him for sterilisation?
my dear and parents said it's cruel, but i've read that it's only for the cats' own good.
if he's not sterilised, he will pee in corners of the house, to attract females?

sleeping in his burberry-prints little house

saw this beautiful rainbow last week!
i stretch any further to take more pics i'll probably have dropped down from the 10th floor.
lol.

oh yeah, read on cozycot for alot of stuffs!
it's really a good forum to share on beauty fashion and crap!
lol. most importantly they gave freebies often!
i just redeem 2 kose white masks with the help of dear too :x

i bought my bobbi brown blemish concealer stick for $41,
recommended by cotters!
and i swear it's really good! the concealer lasts throughout the day!
now i'm on the lookout for foundation, painfully waiting for my ettusais Zero Pore Pact to finish!
am going to try the new Clinique Angelift in june :D
then perhaps buy my YSL primer/make up base & some loose powder tmr :x
expensive yes, but quality is there! weee!
probably i'll get a MAC eyeliner as well.
saw my colleague using it, seems good! $20+ though :/
Ettusais acne concealer isnt very good in my opinion, it's very sheer, and it wears off at mid-day =(
Their powder is sheer too, and the consultant gave me a wrong shade,
have been wearing it sadly these few months, wont be going back.
but their blushers are really good, been the best so far i've used and will stick to it! the blusher stays throughout the day!
i was first introduced to ettusais blushers on my first bday reunion with my 3 besties!
i still remember okays! :D
and i'm still faithfully replenishing it!
good recommendation!

also took a few samples of SK2 from Tangs to try.
due to my oily/combination skin,
the consultant gave me

1. SK2 Treatment Cleanser
2. SK2 Treatment Lotion
3. SK2 Treatment Solution
4. SK2 Facial Treatment Essence

First time using and i can almost see the immediate effect.
it squeezes my blackheads and tighten the skin,
and my acne scars less visible.

Am still contemplating whether to switch to this brand.
cos have heard that the skin may become immune then in future, i will have difficulty finding another one better than SK2
shrugs-

Also also!
Trimmed my hair at Clover Salon, by Raymond at far east plaza.
recommended by cotters too!
very good fella!
will be going to him in future, am so glad i found my perfect stylist.
they are going to change location to the new shopping mall near centrepoint.
WOOTS.
am gonna stick to him!
before entering uni, i'll get a colour dye job done :D
any takers? :D

Divazelle next update:
Monday! 10pm! Support pretty pretty please! :D

OKAY STOP!

that's all for today hehe.
am going jogging tmr! miraculous man.
lOL.

will update again when i'm free, till then!
love you girls!
oh yeah, when are we going to meet eh?
looking forward! :D

2009-02-19T23:55:00.003+08:00

update on vday!
about a few hours were wasted cos something happened.
but of cos, shall not elaborate (:

went for serious shopping!
he eyed on a gucci sling bag lol.
and baby treated me for the whole day,
clarke quay's bak kut teh (five stars!)
and crystal jade!
we ate black pepper crab!
and i was practically spilling all bits and pieces of the crab pincers everywhere cos i didnt know how to crack them
thanks to dar who helped me with the cracking!
we also ordered their fried rice and lemon chicken!
yummylicious.
none of the dishes we have ate are out of standard!
simply perfect! although i thought the lemon sauce was a tad too thick.
but still, it's good!
ROFL.

we went back to town again on sunday cos we didnt shop enough,
and ate at seoul garden,
but it was shitty.
the food wasnt very nice and it's expensive,
what more adjusting the fire so high that all the oil splashed to us like nobody's business.
yes i am that amazed,
such that i am never going back there again.
but oh, i like their icecream, it's by Kings' anyway.

should have taken a pic of the mess but sadly,
after we set off,
i realise my camera has no battery.
booooo =(

our 18th monthsary is coming baby.
time really flies :D

i love you, more than words can describe.

sidetrack,
divazelle's on a short hiatus cos me and kezia are freaking busy with our lives at the moment.
and I lost the pics of the most recent collection cos my mmc's corrupted =(

pssst, govt's giving me some money cos i'm 21 years old this year!
YAYNESS!

will tryyy to update again (:

2009-02-13T00:00:00.007+08:00

did a photoshoot with kezia for divazelle,
but saddingly, somehow the pictures were corrupted =(
i guess if i couldnt recover,
i would have to retake the pics.
SAD. it's a total waste of efforts.
arghhh.
have been trying to recover from 8 plus till now.
to no avail, at all.

Baby did a surprise for me!
Actually it went a bit haywire but nonetheless,
i was very touched that he actually went for the extra mile (:
ordered flowers to my house!

here's how it looks;
special romantic pink roses!
accompanied with a cute bear and a lovingly self quoted card!

will update pictures here again since there is apparently some problem again.

hehe.

happy maur here!
of cos i photoshopped my complexion.
did nothing to my features. they'll au natural =]
(cos i havent learn yet! geez)

i love adobe for the wonderful creation of photoshop :P

i actually hacked into dear's email and got his account for the florist's order;
total of about $65 bucks!
aww, thanks baby!

helped weixuan with her nails today!
pretty?
call me for a free french manicure service! :D
shaping excluded! no tools yet :x

2009-02-11T23:51:00.007+08:00

okay, pictures of me finally.
anyway you all see my frequently on divazelle.
lol.

me and dar bought a heartshape cake from bakerzin to sort of celebrate vday!
it's nice! (and pssst, expensive!)

he dont have guard duty anymore on sat!
YIPPPEEE!
my schedule was disrupted due to some here and some there last week,
and he thoughtfully thought of any plan to spend vday,
much much to my happiness!
GRINS-

i played with photoshop!

Before (originial pic):

After:
I only added eyelashes, darken the background and of course improve my complexion.
and then added a copyright statement.
otherwise, nothing else has been changed.

I think i look quite evil with those lashes.
i NEVER did made my lashes this bombastic before.

like what i'm wearing?
it'll be in divazelle's next collection (:

nevertheless, i'll continue learning by myself.
since i look like shiat in real life, i can bluff myself in peektures! :X

finally bought my OPI nail polishes!
At $12 per bottle!
email me if you wanna order too :D

on the phone with dar,
so i told him to guess what colours i bought
and he cleverly guessed everything correctly!
i asked him how did he know,
and he said he recalled all the colours i have painted before,
THAT'S WHY!

ok, smartie. =]
he was super pleased about it!
LOL.

went out with my girls ytd!
forgot to took pics with kezia! she was a tad late for dinner haha.

love my girls.
however i think that we hardly have time to finish talking!
MORE OUTINGS PLEASEEEEEEEE!

:D

update again for the real vday!
i promise myself to have some real bombastic eyelashes out that day.
to look pretty for dar once a year, muahaha.

2009-02-06T22:08:00.008+08:00

Applied to university!
My very first choice would be NTU's business of cos,
and will be specializing in IT in the third year :D
If competitive is too strong,
i dont mind getting into one of their new course,
Information Engineering & Media.
sounds really interesting after looking through their curriculum.
this course could perhaps lead me to working in mediacorp lol.
then, applied for NUS, then SMU. biz as first choices followed by IT.
to remind myself, i have paid for NUS and NTU.
SMU gotta pay and print the acknowledgement form tgt so I will go to my office to print since i dont have a decent printer at home

:x

hopefully i'll get what i want.

me and dar have decided to shift our vday to tmr instead!
cos he tio night duty unluckily.
pretty sadding, but it's okay, we're tgt and everyday is vday!
just that the official day itself he will not be around.
but dont worry baby,
i'm really fine with it.
but most importantly i dont want to see you sad.
you've become very different every since u entered another phase after BMT.
cheer up okay?
it hurts to see you like this.

this is the invitation card i made for baby!
of cos there were actually words under the pic, but i removed it.
they are for his eyes only :D

here's some pictures of snowie!
taken with some photograhy skills.
maybe lousy. but make do with it! LOL.

Oh, dont laugh when you all see this,
he seldom stick that out unless he's cleaning himself.
so, i managed to snap it.
you know, think it as an art
and no it's not this short, he didnt stick the whole thing out!
LOL

NOW TO STOP ACCUSIONS OF ME BEING PERV
HE WAS SITTING ON MY LAP TO CLEAN HIMSELF
NOT I HOLD ON TO HIM AND FORCE HIM TO STICK THAT OUT
DUH.

now you all know a little bit more about cats.
:D

shall update vday then! :D

2009-02-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

wahhhh, nice hor?
hahaha, drooling, but, just for some eye-candy for myself.

2009-02-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

naughty baby changed my blogger password! >.<

just flared up cos i couldnt listen to what he says on the phone.
for about 2 mths we've been talking with the stupid muffled sound on my house phone.
keep can't hear, super fed up.
sorry baby, i know you dont deserve my grumpiness.
just dont know what my family wants.
i think my family is like this, we need, we dont buy,
then we buy whatever we dont need.
sigh. think i made baby angry.
anyway, already took a half day off without notifying dear,
cos gonna go his camp and pass him storybooks for him to read
and pass him some sushi and yeah, toilet rolls. LOL.
then i'll ask mum to help me trim my hair.
then.. i'll see how.
been bored these few nights.

2009-02-02T22:58:00.004+08:00

It's me during CNY! :D

not a bad year this year i think,
i actually won mahjong!
i haven been winning for the longest time and yes, i did it :D
the feeling of making friends with mahjong again!

snowie snowie snowie snowie!

this was what i made for dar for vday!

sweet eh.
my dream is very simple, it's just to settle down happily with my baby in our own home.
i will then be very very contented. :D

alright, gonna sleep! :x

2009-01-30T08:42:00.003+08:00

cny photos at my aunt's place!
i know i know, i'm in the same dress again haha

mahjong!

my popo!

my mum, my popo, and the "cai shen ye"!

my shy aunties!

hehe. happy cny!
update again, busy!

2009-01-26T22:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!

self designed + collated by me! :D

This are my new year resolutions for 2009:

1. Know what do i want to do for the rest of my life and strive for it! (ie. directly meaning what course i should choose for uni later this year)
2. Save money (which i failed badly last year!)
3. Make my relationship with dear stronger and stronger :D
4. Get my driving license and stop dear from laughing at me with his green card.
5. Divazelle to prosper!
6. To make everyone around me happy!

Reflections on 2008:

I've been a naughty girl last year! I bearly stayed on at my previous job for 3 months and hopped to my current job! I also spent money like i drank bubble tea. very very hardcore massive spending. My relationship with my family wasnt exactly good. or bad. By typing all these, i felt my english is getting from bad to worse ever since i enter poly. How to write essays in uni? Is this a hint that i should stay on in IT since IT doesnt need you to be perfect in english? See how i side tracked from reflections to complaining about my imperfect english, sigh.

Help.

Anyway, allow me to sidetrack again.
after cny would be celebrating vday! :D
here, let you guys take a peek at our schedule!
I plan it this year, so baby would have his turn the next! (:
of cos, all expenses paid by me, whether he likes it or not.

10-11am: Rise and Shine!
11-1pm: Lunch at Crystal Jade (bishan)
1-3:30pm: Bowling + pool at Orchid Country Club
3:30-4pm: Travelling to East coast!
4-6pm: Cycling, watch sunset with a picnic! (light snacks)
6-8pm: Dinner at newton circus!
8-10pm: Movie at amk hub - The Wedding Game :D

We decided not to go for extravagant dinners, cos, firstly,
we dont know how to appreciate.
ie. FRESH goose liver (eeeks! blooddddy!)
secondly, it's too expensive and not a bit to our liking,
ie. lobster soup (eeeks! toooo lobsterrrryyy!)
thirdly, they served us drinks which we never drank
ie. wine (-.-" . notniceatall)

so, we decide to stick to our favourites!
dim sum at crystal jade,
thomson yummy noodles + crispy prata,
occasional thai dinners at vivo,
peanut soup at bedok,
fish and co at amk hub,
and newton circus's fishball noodles, stingray, cockles and FRESH sugar cane juice!
thinking of all these make me drool.

was a bit broke to buy stuffs for dear for vday,
(i dont know what he wants and what he needs either)
so i handmade something for him.
and gave it to him early cos i cant wait to give presents and surprises,
seriously.
got him guessing for one week what i will be giving him with only this hint
the present starts with the letter 'O'
which is, you know, 'Ownself make'
HEHEHE.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i cant wait for vday!
i requested flowers this year, :x
but told him no need big big one, small small one can already,
else waste money ma.
vday without flowers, sounds abit wrong.
HAHA.
maureen's all grown up, a typical lady at least now.
yearning for all the materialistic stuffs in life.
yeap, damn that lv.

2009-01-16T23:20:00.003+08:00

i just realised i actually share the same birthday as felicia chin!

LOL.
okay i really looked like i'm bored, i just slept and wake up,
and gonna continue watching my hk show.

LOL at me again.

2009-01-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really detest people, especially girls, who try to make use of people.
this applies everywhere.
but dont try to threaten, nor even offend me.
cos i will remember it well.
f this girl.

anyway, i'm down with flu! sad.
my nose keeps running like a tap.

valentines' day gift is ready!
oh i so want to gossip with my girls and think about what to buy.
i handmade something already, no money left due to the purchase of lappie.
will update the pics here again (:
but my blog has been dead for so long.

to update myself, i am now stil waiting for a few items from sprees a few months ago.
1. Earrings from cutie
2. 5 items from Cynthia: brown belt, batwinged grey top, black bejewelled tank, black dress and checkered scarf
3. Bag + pouch from Sky Blue
4. White top from f21
5. Brown bag from korean bag spree

so maureen, STOP SHOPPING! =(
but those tw sprees are really cheap =x

2009-01-15T00:13:00.001+08:00

darn, i'm so into miss selfridge now!
but they are so on the high-end side =(
when can i afford gucci and LV!
nevermind i shall make do with my fake chanel bag first LOL.

saw this bag, pretty?

it's a hefty $86 at at stores.
i'm still contemplating. very much.
but i spree-ed for 2 bags already. i regretted buying both.
if i didnt bought those 2 i could have afforded this.
dang, why didnt i think of it =(
aww, can i strike 4D pretty pretty please?

=(

2009-01-13T21:47:00.023+08:00

Been long since i last update, sorry peeps :x
i evilly dressed up my kitten for CNY!

baby gave me a barunson pouch for a surprise!
my baby is so sweet, he bought a carrot cake from old chang kee then camouflage the mini toons plastic bag tgt and send it to work for me!
awwwwwwwww!
i love this boy to bits! :D

oh yes, do you girls missed Tea Shake Hut ?
It has moved to downstairs, bugis, B1, near cold storage, and changed their name to
Uncle's Kitchen (:

they still have the same food and bubble tea, lesser range of the drinks though,
but fret not, our fav green milk tea, is still there!
just that erm, their mood wasnt really good that day,
me and dar had diarrhoea after drinking it.

Pictures for josephine's 21st bday!
she was the happiest girl on that day! (:

Peeps who were unable to download the pictures through the download link i've sent out earlier, please save these pictures one by one, i'm so sorry i tried uploading again to no avail =(

2009-01-08T21:50:00.001+08:00

it's a boring day today,
have been chionging some hk shows,
just finished forensic sciences II, superb show till i got second thoughts to watch another show.
just to have the show fresh in my mind :D

had my first driving lesson today!
scary leh, was at lim chu kang driving rounds and rounds,
then even learn abit of 3-point turn,
i feel abit too advanced for the first lesson,
then felt that i can't do it,
my actions cant coordinate lmao.
but looking at the millions of cars driving on the roads
i thought aloud,
so many car drivers can do it, i also can! =(

side track: i finally got myself a baby pink sony vaio laptop!
yayness! :D

saturday's jose bday, am looking forward! been long since i see my girls.
i guess, about one year.
>.<
got to go back to work in the morning till late noon.
emo.

baby can only be out on weekends,
sadness.
i miss you so much.
those days that you were away,
i miss you every single day.
missing your hugs, your kisses, and your sheepish smiles.
=(

hmm, further studies,
i need to consider fast, feb 1st is coming soon!
my first few choices choice would be ntu biz, then, nus biz, smu biz.
then IT courses.
i really pray i can get in ntu biz, then probably major in IT or marketing
i got a feeling i might actually go back to my attachment company,
really like the culture there!

alright, will update again :D

2008-12-22T17:56:00.003+08:00

been damn long since i last update man.

okay let's see!
for the past week, i've been accompanying my baby due to his only 12-day break from the army.
we went to kuala lumpur!
too bad friends, there is really nothing to buy there =(
the stuffs are almost exactly the same as sg just that they are slightly cheaper.
and of cos, i've finally gotten my beloved bebe tops from there!
the designs are sold out in sg. very very happy with my buys (:

baby bought a remote-controlled helicopter!
he's extremely excited about his buy too!
lol.

then we went to ikea and shopping for the next few days to revamped his lovely room into a cosy wozzy cave!
he spent a bomb loL!

i miss snowie!
i miss my baby too. now he's gone back to army again.
arghhh, 2 years fly past quickly please, so that we can settle down (:

and thanks x1000000000 for the surprise post, though lionel spoilt it!
heh.
loves.

2008-12-18T23:49:00.003+08:00

My love! Been long since you updated your blog! I HACKED into your blogspot account!

Nothing much, just want to let you know I LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP!

Thanks DEAR so much for all the care you shower me with! All the gifts from you, I LOVE IT ALOT! (RAZER! IPOD!)

Oooooooooppppps! Almost got caught by you posting this! This is meant to be a surprise from me to you! Too bad you thought i'm watching show!

Posted at your lovely house on your lovely bed!

Your love,
Glenn

2008-11-24T06:23:00.001+08:00

i'm disappointed. really

2008-11-19T09:56:00.000+08:00

i was clearing some files in my office pc when i found the conversations in msn are all saved,
looking back at some of the conversations me and dar had that few months,
was bad, real real bad.
it hurts even more to relive those feelings again.

2008-11-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

been long since i last did an update!

Got so busy, launch divazelle collections twice this week !
baby cant come out on fri if he didnt pass ippt.
then he also cant come out on next fri, his bday.

update again ba.

2008-11-03T00:33:00.005+08:00

it's been a long long time since i update yeah?

Here's to it,
lots of events, my birthday, my kitten, the smu bazaar, my manicure, my rebonded hair and xiuhui's 21st bday!

i doubt blogger can finish uploading my pictures. as such, it'll be abit of everything yeah!

xiuhui's 21st bday at a sichuan restaurant. i swear out of 10 dishes we ordered, ALL TEN ARE SPICY!

this outing was for my bday and a gathering! i never receive present from them! =(

kezia brought me on a romantic date to eat steamboat!
received a voucher from junjie and herself to make my hair! THANKS SO MUCH!
=D
thanks for the every little effort you put in and accompany me for my bday!
love you dear! (:
thanks for the really sweet little cake! (:
no pics though cos we were bent on EATING! =X

my bday cake! we took about one week to finish? OMG. ahaha. thanks dear, for singing me the birthday song! =)

something to laugh at! you should know! haha =D

missing you already. =(

dar has been making alot of funny mistakes which made me laugh hard like mad cow disease!
i miss him the second he was gone.
i always hate the moments he crossed the road to board his friend's father's car and zoom off to camp.
it's a very sunken feeling.
i just feel that there isn't enough time for both of us at all.
=(
we went shopping yesterday!
nono not me!
he decided to upgrade himself and bought himelf a lacoste polo tee.
man i love him in it,
with his newly built muscles, i just cant help swooning over him! lol.
his sisters scolded him nuts for buyer the small alligator on the tee.
but what i think matters is he like it, the material, the cutting, the BRAND. =D
i'm the same as him, i'm quite a label whore.
he got me addicted i suppose.
nowadays we are looking at fred perry and agnes b.
and i'm already looking at coach. =/
saw a bag there for $650, classy!
cant afford it. and wont buy it lar. dont really heart that design too.
i still prefer classic timeless ones. geez.
till i am officially working. i'm working this year to save up for uni fees. =(
nono i gonna work towards buyer a decent comp first!

we ate hardcore during his bookout days,
we ate at newton circus, we went to crystal jade twice this month, thai accent, ajisen, kopitiam and we bought a lot of titbits to eat... ...
fierce right. i'll go fatter soon. rofl. i keep eating. yeah?

Oh yeah they came for mahjong last night and i lost,
5 bucks. to dar. LOL. that reminds me to ibank him later.
he simply refuses to take my money!
we went to PS yesterday too, and went to daiso.
guess what i bought?

YES! the crayon shichan's fav xiao xiong bing gan!
ROFL right?
but not really nice lahh. lol.
just to share with you peeps!

that's all.
a very very quick update! (:

catch divazelle's favourite collection to date on this coming tuesday, 830pm!

=D

2008-10-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

i do i do.
i do so want to update but i'm lazy to upload the photos.
wait for me to convert them into jpeg for faster loading before i load them to here (:

happy happy belated birthday to maureen!
thanks for all the greetings! (:
it's heartwarming to know some still remembered despite the many years.
chengwei was the first! super surprised! thank you! (:
yupei was the last haha.
and still, thanks thanks to all whom remembered. (:

had a romantic time with kezia on my bday!
went for a mini steambeat buffet and ate to our fullest content.
haha.
my kitten's sleeping, i gonna faster tuck in with her so that she won't wake up at the wrong timings!

Divazelle's updating tomorrow!
and because you know me,
we're updating collection 18 real soon too!
it's another huge collection.
but we promise. a collection of wild prints.
sounds good?
stay tune.
smooch smooch.

quick update on the bazaar at SMU,
it was a real huge and fruitful success.
we have never been too happy! (:

baby celebrated with me a quite belated one ytd,
was so happy that he finally book out that we just keep feasting for the 2 days he was out.
haha. his field camp was horrible,
so i heard. and i miss him really so!
will update soon i promise.
if my office comp doesn't give me anymore problems. (:

celebrating xiuhui's 21st bday tmr. (:

2008-10-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

oo i'm back.
had a great weekend with dar.
on saturday after his book out, changed and went to vivocity for shopping!
wanted to eat carls' junior but changed our minds to eat Burger King!
slurps.
been long since i ate the mushroom swiss.
but it wasnt satisfactory that day cos the burger didnt had enough mushrooms! =(

then went shopping at my fav shops,
hypnosis, topshop, forever21
bought a necklace at topshop at a $20 discount! woots!
it was 29 bucks! but i bought at $9! =X
then bought a working skirt with printed patterns for $43.
the above all paid by baby.
awwwww. i didnt force him, he insisted.
saying if i dont let him pay, he wont accompany me for shopping anymore =(
it's okay.
this tuesday a payday, will be making a trip to town to buy shoes for dar!
he eyed one at fred perry's.
his converse shoes already damn chui already.
yeap, will buy for him that. since he spent so much on me.
my nice generous baby.
it's my turn to do something! =D
it's hard to buy stuffs for guys.
but it's good that he showed interest so that i know what he's in love with.
better to buy something that he liked than to buy something he dont.
will bring that to him on friday when he book out!
give him a lovely lovely surprise! (:

dar wanted to brought my birthday forward to celebrate since he'll be away for field camp.
hence, we'll be celebrating next week! (:
yay! =D

yeap, and today we went to eat lunch at botak jones.
i ate the fish and chips and he ate some 'ka-ching' burger.
i cant remember the name, honestly.
but i was teasing him about this burger! LOL.
then went to ntuc to restock his titbits for army.
then tata, went back his house, watched a little bit of show and off he go.
=(

back to the real life tomorrow.

2008-10-11T11:10:00.004+08:00

had a bad day at work yesterday.
dang.

anyway,
i'm meeting my baby soon!
then we'll be going to vivocity for carls' junior (:
cos he had got some voucher for signing up the safra membership.
=]

yay! shopping! =D

divazelle hit the record of no of users online!
kezia! you'd be happy to see this!

hehe. it's not photoshopped. if it is, i'll put 923 (random) =x

i really wanted to go see popo today.
but mum isnt going plus she said nobody's going.

kezia booked me for dinner on my birthday! =D

alright, take a look at my new kit (:
pretty isnt she? snowie! (:

i'll put up more pictures later next week. (:

2008-10-09T22:01:00.003+08:00

here are my loots from online shopping!

tissue pouch!
$4 mailed! =D

from http://ice-ville.livejournal.com/4943.html
i bought item 5,

cute right! =D

then i bought a blue bubble-sleeved top from galstreet.
=D

$19.90 mailed!

still not hardcore spending ma. =x

more to arrive from sprees.
mayuki and cynthia! =P
i'm getting excited!
WOOTS!
now browsing through ASOS.
i'm a self-declared spendthrift! lol.

2008-10-09T15:20:00.002+08:00

im very upset.
this blog post will be a very long entry to make up for the lack of updates in my life.

firstly,
i haven got over baby's death.
i still miss him very very much.
i love snowie too, but its a fact that she cant replace baby even though she's a lot more affectionate than baby.

secondly, family. yes, again.
what the hell is wrong with my family?
seriously to me,
this house is just a shelter for me to sleep in.
it's literally impossible for me to find love.
and almost 100% of the time i need to fcking give in.
since young till now,
even the time when i was abused heavily,
i had to STAND there and get hit by my mother.
be it bruising, kicking, punching, pinching, caning.
i had it all.
and i all wanted was to have ajisen ramen.
and i offered to treat.
they promised happily before we went out.
then when we reached there, they changed their minds.
yes its a small thing, but thats not the main issue.
the main issue is, why do i need to keep giving in to them?
and also on a day which i need not work, cant i eat something good?
so in the end i ate fishball noodles for $4.90.
which adding less than 5 bucks would enable me to have a sumptious fiesty feast at ajisen since they are having a $7.90 offer.

and why do i achieve good grades for?
it's not becos of my parents, it never will be,
for i have never received rewards but only reprimands when i didnt score well.
yes, the 64 marks i got in pri sch resulted in a heavy abusion.
you pple reading this may hate me for not loving my family.
but you all wont understand.
i have parents.
but why do they sleep separately?
i have sisters.
but why is there nothing i can speak to them about?
no one knows.

thirdly,
my dear boy cant come out on my bday,
which gladly falls on a friday but he is having the fcking field camp which doesnt allow him to come home for the weekend.
isnt that accurate?
the field camp is in the middle of their BMT.
and it has to be ON MY BIRTHDAY weekend.
fuck it.
now who can celebrate with me?
i'll be free, on fri, sat.
i wan to eat good food.
i keep eating school food til i gonna puke.
someone book me pls =(
tag there -->
i dowan to celebrate my last day of being a teenager with no one.

fourthly,
i think i dont really get well with my colleagues.
or is it just me,
i've turned very withdrawn.
yeah i missed my cheerful old self,
but i reckon when i'm excited, i always say the wrong things,
resulting in hurting pple's feelings.
so by then, slowly day by day,
year by year,
i became withdrawn.
i'm no longer fun-loving.
except maybe only with boyfriend.
but still, boyfriend is away from sg,
on a stupid island call tekong.
=(

fifth,
there was this someone whom literally made me damn unhappy.
she was all well and good and asked me for advices on opening a blogshop that do sprees.
of cos being kind i told her sprees cant really earn much plus, and there is so much work to do there are so many shops doing it,
so she asked if doing instocks would be good, would it be risky ya-da ya-da,
and in the end,
she opened a blogshop doing instocks.
i dont really care if she would be reading this cos i've kept this inside me for goodness long time.
and yes, i am unhappy that you aren't grateful.
but no, i wont name who.
+ the increasing no of friends opening blogshops.
makes my passion of doing this drop.
so far, reputation is good and all.
but the effort to make this go on needs omfgzzzz alot of energy.
imagine working 830 - 6pm everyday.
then sometimes need to take stocks after work, take pictures, take measurements, design collates, think of fantastic names of those apparels, reply emails, advertise, buy replenishments for stamps, envelopes, scotch tapes, go PO post registered mails (sometimes even skipping lunch), check items thoroughly for defects, pack parcels, paste those lousy stamps with water, write return address, reply customers again when their items are sent...

you think it's easy?
somemore we're only closeeeee to getting back our capital.
nowhere near the earning mark.
each time we are close back, we drop back again cos of replenishing new stocks.
but still, thanks to those who have been supporting us and purchasing from us.
we thank you much loads for your endless support.

that's enough for moody issues.
happy issues for now,

i'm glad kezia's still my best buddy around,
there are some friends whom we 2 most probably have lost.
disappeared into the air.
they know we're missing them.
but somehow, some things are not meant to be.
we were talking about, ok, i was groaning about,
me having no friends.
i seriously do not have a lot of friends,
i dont anyhow get along well with people.
instead, i am wary of meeting new people.
not because i'm anti social,
but it's hard to meet someone now that you can really get along with,
and then kezia also said, me too.
i was like, awww. i want to hug her.
we're in the same boat but we have never spoken about this.
nonetheless,
divazelle pulled us closer by x1000000000000000000000000
we never met up so much during those days did we?! =D
i'm still very glad i have her as a bestie.
to enjoy, to crap, to bitch about guys and boyfriends and complain our work/studies.
her deadlines are approaching in nov,
so all the best okie my dear! (:
we're always there for each other even though we did not announce this.
i will still be there if you need me though sometimes i may not have really useful words.
but there'll always be a shoulder for you! (:

update about my life okay,
i'm turning 20 soon, ok crap.
kezia asked what i want for my birthday =X
being the sweetest yet again,
she asked me for 3 choices.
basically i answered with "vouchers" LOL!
1st, voucher, 2nd also voucher, 3rd, is the same as 2nd.
i'm a good friend hor.
no need brain-rack about my prezzie =D
somehow i think presents do get little by little every year.
i think is becos i have no friends again.
>.<
i like presents you know, deep down from the bottom of my heart.
i hope guangyi they all buy me something too.
like last year, an angbao ( =x ) x2 with !
lionel will be reading this. so make this happen before you enlist okie.
thanks in advance! (:
[i'm always bu ke qi when i talk to guys, which made me feel more at ease cos i need not think about what to say or whether i'll hurt their feelings]
so that explains why i have little girlfriends.
girls are by nature, manipulative.
what to do?

it's just best to have one and treasure her till the very end (:

okay, i also signed up for driving, private,
under kezia's instructor! (thanks and thanks again for all your directions!)
gonna have my basic trial test on 21st oct, and the real test on 23rd.
hope i can pass fast fast =]
i hate bbdc. i always feel very lost when i enter it.
nobody helps me, nobody gives me crap on how i should do this, how i should do that.
or is it i dumb. roars.
=(

and i've been hardcore online shopping again.
-guilty-

i wanna go shopping soon, any mates? (:
i wan to get white heels! =D
shopping makes me happy! (:

i also want to get a computer.
gonna ask dar to help me to fix one =D
he's a pro! (:
glad he is. HAHA.
my hubby-to-be must be someone i swoon over, admire, and love.
he's the one =D
he says he will propose when time comes.
he happily put on the ring on my right middle finger.
that i bought myself.
so when i put up a middle finger for you to see,
take a look at the ring,
that costs $3.90.
he promise to buy a better one.
better be! =P

okie,
this post should made up for the lack of updates.
yupei just asked me out for bubble tea, YAYS!
glad i still got yupei too! (:
MUACKS.

ps. my cat starred at the fly so long that she fell asleep on the floor. so damn cute please! she makes me happy. (:

2008-10-05T16:20:00.000+08:00

quick update!
Dar booked out on fri and i went to fetch him!
saw ming yang too! haha.
they all look the same, with the greeny uniform and bag.
haha, dear was almost 20 steps to me and i recognised him by him holding a phone cos we were finding each other rofl.

his physique is getting better!
he now has stronger arms and chest that makes me swoon! =x

his ankles were hurt, so i helped him with the massaging for him to get well asap in time for the trainings.
heartpain pls. my poor baby.
still, he wasted no time and offered to accompany me out,
and we went to town, see see look look and eat good food!
all expenses paid by my baby (:
oh did i mention that i decor a small little corner of his room?

pictures! (:

the small corner of his room!
a carpet, a table, and 2 green cushions!
budget yet pretty! (:

carpet: $79
lack coffee table: $19.90 (yeap it's this cheap!)
cushions: $5.90 each
candle holder: 3.90

and a nice little candle holder to top it off,

been online shopping again,

Chanel-inspired bag, i like!

taiwan top, from cynthia. (cutie's sister site, but bought from someone else at $12!) =D nice, i like!

Emo-ing for my baby. even when he's just away for a bath.

botak glenn!

Saturday at secret recipe
yummified meal!

my baby, my orangle and his green apple juice

our food, thai tom yam spaghetti and his award winning LAME chop (=P!)

Dig in!

our cakes,

his blueberry cheese cake

my choc mocha cake!

to the fullness. haha.

walked along tangs and ta-da. the F1 prototype!

then we watched a movie, Bangkok Dangerous.
nice action show but too bad, didnt really like the storyline.
lol.

book in time! love him in the uniform. i think he look really good and manly!
=D

see the built-up muscles within 2 weeks.

that's all. divazelle collection 13 launched!
take a look! (:

gonna fetch my baby later again (:
tmr's a holiday! (:

i have a question, should i rebond my hair?

Another update:

I cant freaking update at my workplace.
the browser keeps caching and there's sth wrong with blogger AT my workplace.
mei li mao.

i want to update but it's not letting me update and I'm furious!
ROARS.

2008-09-25T16:20:00.004+08:00

YAY!
i didnt count for so many days,
now left only 1 day before dar books out! =D

am so happy.
hope dar can see our little room now beautifully decorated!
miss him so much!

we had a flea at Singapore Art Museum!
it was awesome, great sales again but can still be improved!
but hate the drain smell, the hot stuffy atmosphere and the irritating heels being stucked in the drain gaps.
i was practically swearing every other few mins my heels got stuck. lol.

kezia!

yupei!

you can hop over to kezia's blog for more pics of the flea! =D

like the bebe-inspired toga dress i'm wearing and the silver dress's kezia wore?
head down to divazelle next monday, 9pm =DD

have some other photos of myself... but i'm lazy to upload them, next week man!
=)

i think i have a pretty boring life.
work, divazelle, bf, snowie.
no time for friends, no time for play.
should i laugh or cry?

waiting patiently for baby to book out! =)

2008-09-14T16:50:00.004+08:00

DAY 2 OF TEKONG!

day 2!
dear woke up at 530am while i was still sleeping and need to chiong down by 545am to fall in.
poor thing.
heard yesterday that they are now practising "walking". lol.
now is 450pm. the skies look dark and i pray that it will rain at tekong so that dar need not do physical exercises then can prepare for dinner!
4 more hours to his call =D

dar called me yesterday!
had a very nice chat hehe.
so long didnt talk on the phone already =D
he was complaining his head is very big now with no hair
and look like a monk with that brown tank top.
can see that he is so not used to army life.
my poor boy.
will give you a big big hug once you are out! =)

12 days left!

ps. we might been welcoming new kittens to our house to replace baby. this time, i gonna seal all the windows.

2008-09-13T20:02:00.004+08:00

i will make the entries of my kitten go down.
the more i look the more i cry.
maureen, baby is doing well in heaven. he will grow up there and bless us.

DAY 1 OF TEKONG

Dear diary,

Let me wonder what dar is doing now,
it is 1957 hours and i guessed he is already botak and have received all the items that we were introduced to in the morning.
he might have already done a little physical training to warm up himself.
hopefully he have met some friends and pack and tidy his bunk.
hopefully he is also missing me with every bit of his spare time.
weeee it's 8pm and i can have his call soon! =DDD

baby i'm going to watch tv now.
i am missing you darn badly!
remember this song?

my darling lies over the ocean,
my darling lies over the sea,
my darling lies over the ocean,
oh bring back my darling to me,
bring back, oh bring back,
oh bring back my darling to me, to me,
bring back, oh bring back,
oh bring back my darling to me!

it greatly applies now! he IS over the great sea at a tiny island.
please bring back my darling to me! =(

dear, i dont see you online now and i do so wish to speak to u.
=(
i'm going to charge my phone now to wait for your call! Am looking forward to hearing your voice!

Love,
Maureen.

2008-09-13T18:48:00.008+08:00

i miss my kitten. my daddy told me how it fell from the scratches it left at the window. i dont want to see it. i dont want to be reminded of how it hung there scratching in terror and struggling for it's little life. i cant help but picture it everywhere in its favourite spots of my house. i miss my kitten. i really do.

ya, my boy finally left for tekong.
i'm going to countdown to his bookout, which is on 26 sep!
13 days left!

sent him off earlier in the morning with his family.
am feeling a sudden kind of overwhelmed emo-ness.
no more dar on the go!
no receiving of immediate sms replies,
no blueacidic online.
sighhh.
my loved ones are all disappearing.
firstly my kitten's demise, which i badly haven gotten over,
then my darling.
hope my baby calls me soon. 3 more hours before i get his call =D
it's a start of a new phase of his life.
hope he learns how to take care of himself well in there.

i will be blogging everyday for him to get updated on what went on with me.
i really miss him now lar.
maybe it also has got to do with my taking of leave for thurs and fri to accompany him 24 hours then now he's gone.
almost teared on the bus but dar says he dont wan to see me sad!
so i rolled the tears back into my eyes.
but deep down, i'm really sad to see him go.
although i talk until he machiam dying, (TOUCH WOOD!)
but really, he is so far far away, suddenly unable to contact him on the go.

the journey to send him off:

yeah he still had his hair cos he wanted to go in then shave. poor dar. his lovely hair no more. lol.

at his house, changing his bag to a more manly one.

his father and him exploring the vintage loud ringing alarm clock. ROFL.

at the ferry terminal and in the ferry

tekong! never take the buildings. forgotten! but it certainly looks like a resort. far from what i imagined!

his mum took this pic. lol.

last lunch before we really separated. shitty food. i know it looks yummy. but the taste is shitty. lol. gonna be hard on him.

upon arrival we were off for a tour guide,
where dar went a separate way up a staircase for a briefing, while i treasure a long glimpse of him.
went to the falcon company which dar is in,
and noted his platoon no and serial no.
he is in platoon 2 and serial no is 11!
ROFL.
then they showed us what is packed inside their bags.
super alot of stuff. lol.
then went to the auditorium to witness the oath-taking ceremony.
didnt hear a single word other than the last sentence,
"WITH MY LIFE!"
with louder emphasis. dar says the sergeant major says if didnt say it out loud,
"you will be punished".
so he really was obedient. maybe when he come out he will listen to me more. =D

then finally for food tasting. they called it food tasting to taste the food in army.
zzz.
then dar left to fall in at the parade square after blowing me a goodbye kiss.
boohoohoo! =(

oh! saw ming yang and gilbert too!
ming yang enlisted today too. and gilbert is already something inside.
he was ushering the crowd in the canteen. haha.

after which, his family sent me back and i take a deep breath of his pillow before leaving the house.

ARGHHHH. MAUREEN IS EMO!
=(

not to mention he went out on wed to give me a surprise that night.
firstly, he called me, telling me that he's outside my house.
o.o

then he asked me to come down with him to show me something,
i wasn't wearing contact lenses and everything was a blur.
initially i asked if he bought me another kitten. lol.
then he said no but still dragged me down,
and asked me to open the car boot.
o.O

and ta-da.

at first i thought it was godiva chocolate cos the paper bag was brown plus i couldnt see properly,
then i look closely and saw the 5 letters!

i dont mean to show off.
but this is a brand call gucci and it costs a bomb such as $540.
O.O

i was totally 100% shocked. even though most of the time i'm shock-proofed.
i dream to have a gucci bag and stuff, but have no idea dar is making all these happen.
he mentioned he will buy branded stuff for me.
but i didnt know so soon and he havent really start work and everything.
but he knows my current wallet is spoilt.
thank you dear. you really made me feel what is love.
not because you bought me the gucci. i would love you even if you buy mochi.
but of the little things you took note of and the effort to come over my place to surprise me in the middle of the night.
and that you spent hours deciding which design i would love.
i totally heart this design and heart it even more cos it's from you.
that's not all.

of cos i will not sit back and enjoy the wallet.
i will be doing my part as a girlfriend too,
these 2 weeks (just as a side note)
i will save as many coins as i can for him to bring to camp to use the vending machine for drinks.
i will make a jigsaw puzzle of me and him to be placed in his room. (he wanted to do this initially, so i will fulfil it ! then we can enjoy the pics before going to bed when we get engaged! =D)
i will go to ikea to source for furniture to put in this room, if space allows!
all these will also keep me busy then when i return home,
i can just patiently wait for his call. =)

13 days left!
i miss you baby!

2008-09-09T20:43:00.002+08:00

my kitten really fell off the 10th floor this time.
and never came back.
it's gone, for good.

take care of yourself okay at the nether world ok?
i will always love u.

2008-09-09T16:20:00.002+08:00

time flies!
been counting down and noting it in my office.
7 more days till dear booked out!
this is getting abit impatient. lol.
dear has been sweet to call me whenever he has the free time.
even sms suddenly too.
thanks baby. ((:

new update, i have a new kitten. a female this time.
named snowie.
hope i can bring up this one well.

dear faster book out! =)

2008-09-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

I'M FEELING EXTREMELY GRUMPY!

NOBODY UNDERSTANDS THE STRESS I'M GOING THROUGH.

2008-09-08T21:14:00.005+08:00

sigh,

anyway, collection 12 preview.
lots of stuff.

Support k.

2008-09-08T01:19:00.003+08:00

ooohhh i got up a wishlist. attires for work.
hope they dont get sold out fast cos my darn pay has been delayed.

from bysi,
- black working pants
- army-green dress
- pale pink top

from frontieer
- satin black pencil skirt

from bugis
- grey skinny jeans

hey girls, divazelle is going to flea market on 20th sept at the Singapore Art Museum!
it's a night affair, hence, it's starting at 5pm ending at 1am!
please come and support us okay? =)

geez. dunno how we are going to get there and back.

my kitten was at the ledge of the kitchen window strutting here and there!
arghhhhh! pray that it doesnt fall =(

my baby is finally entering the army soon. sad!
5 more days before he goes in.
took off on thurs afternoon and fri to accompany him for the last 2 days.
he's coming over to fetch me later. thanks baby -v-
i got this marriage blues suddenly nowadays and i started asking dear when he wants to marry me =X
he says "when i start working and got abit of money first lor, you? "
i forgot what i answered,
but currently now,
what i want to say is, anytime,
and we will work hard for our future together =)

my ideal age of marriage is actually 27. and have a baby at 29.
let me see, i am 20 years old.
after finishing working for this one year,
and if i successfully applied to local uni,
after uni it would be another 4 years.
i'll be 25.
and work for 2 years! imagine my pay when i come out of uni would be $2900. (agar agar)
saving 2k per month would be $48000 to pay off uni debts.
assuming i were to save about 8k for this year.
uni fees are let's say 6.5k per sem, one year 2 sem, which is 52k!
GUAGUAGUA.
i only left $56k - $52k = $4000! o.o
bank loan's interest leh?
HOW TO MARRY?!
car leh, car how? i also wan to buy car!

okay okay, alternatively,
i work another year, saving about $26k
go to SIM and complete the degree in 1 year TOGETHER with baby.
i will save a lot of money but i cant go back to my current comfy workplace cos they only accept ntu, nus grads.
and i dont get to study what i like. i like biz. to complete in 1 year,
i must study IT.

another alternative,
marry as in shifting to dear's house till we earned enough to buy a new house.
not an official ceremony but as in getting engaged.
when we got enough money, then we will buy a new house and shift out.
then i dont mind studying the double degree i wanted to study in ntu =D
dar would have worked for about 1 year if he chooses to study in SIM for 1 year when i graduate.
at least we got the money to get engaged, yeah?
then we work hard together for the next 2 years,
while i earn hard to clear my debts for the bank loan and our future,
he will work hard to buy his first car.
then work hard to get officially married and over to a new pretty house.
=DDDDD

ok. right now. this should be the plan.
amongst the plan, i might get an insurance to claim one big amount to marry.
thats where kezia comes in, yay.

i will work and study hard for this future that i've planned.
(:

2008-09-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

i hope by any chance your blog is not talking about me though i guess 99.99% it is.
if what i have done for you in the past is a blur i forgive you but you clearly dont know the reason why i left you.
was i upset when i left you? i was.
whatever it is, i'm extremely disappointed.

2 years of relationship and that is how i am in your eyes.
then fuck it ok, take it that i wasted 2 years of my life dedicating myself to u.

i dont wish to dig up the past anymore.
but i didnt bring down your character infront of anyone else.
but from what you said in the post:

What's so good about you, and stop saying how good she was ok, she let me down in the first place, stop saying till she's like an angel. Fuck it.
Dont make me piss off, one more word and i will swear at you.

i dont know what that person said to you, but i believe OUTSIDERS can see for themselves how i treated you in the past but FOR NO RECIPROCATION for 2 years.

dont make me bring up EVERYTHING i did but u did not appreciate nor treasure.

when u realised our rs was going down then u bothered trying to make amendments. but it's of no use anymore for u have hurt me like nobody's business.

to the gf: i suggest u do not make comments cos it was between us and you clearly do not know what went on. for all i know, he could have only told you THE ENDING part of the rs. you only heard him, have you heard mine? please be fair for a relationship consists of 2 persons. you DO NOT KNOW the facts cos you are not in it. he can choose to filter out whatever he wants to say to you. stop making crude remarks and capslocking those words describing me. i dont know u and u dont know me, it's best we shut up about opinions of each other. and i know he has definitely become a better boyfriend now. so kindly appreciate what he had experienced with me. the relationship IS NOT SHORT, it was one of my longest, and it hurt me bad.

And, by saying i let you down, then inviting me to your party, u are just trying to make me look like a total bitch in front of your friends and family. i know u might be inviting me as a friend but you clearly did not try to think on my part and your gf's too. moreover your gf also clearly stated that if i'm there, she wont be there. so what for sending me the invite? for your info, your father had hideous looking eyes on me when i met your parents at the graduation. even after the breakup, i need to suffer at the expense of what you said ? I do not need to keep explaining to everyone. if you insist that i let you down, so be it. i can say i'm on the verge of hating you now.

I have said what i wanted to say. you can choose not to reply but you cant change the way i think of you now.

anyway, if you are not talking about me, gladly ignore this post.

2008-09-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

our anniversary photos.
no him cos he didnt styled his hair and didnt like to take pics!

orchard hotel's buffet!
as usual, too excited to eat that didnt take the pics of the food.
the food is just 100% satisfying! no need description! =DDD

had an amazing day with him. words need not be said here =)

me with my new cameraaa =x
with good exposure, i can finally look fair yupei!!!! ROFL.

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2008-08-31T15:14:00.003+08:00

EMO.EMO.EMO.EMO.EMO.EMO.EMO.EMO.

this is the exact feeling of a heartbreak.

2008-08-31T00:22:00.004+08:00

I'm very happy cos i bought my first digital camera at the COMEX fair!

Panasonic Fs20, pink of course =DDDD
claps claps*

FOC camera case
FOC screen protector (but too small for my cam!)
FOC cleaning kit
FOC compatible battery
FOC 8gb Kingston memory card + 4gb Lexar memory card (TOTAL 12 GB! OOOHHH LA LA)

at $499!

i'm sad cos i didnt buy the camera before our anniversary to snap great pictures!

anyway we went to orchard hotel to have a sumptious A* rated dinner buffet!
thumbsssss up!
then we went to the night safair despite the drizzling weather.
but the ticket is so expensive! $34/person! o.o
i'm blogging at dar's house so will only update pics when i'm home!
but i dunno why whenever i'm home i feel that i got no time =/
and i'm used dar's money to pay for the camera first cos my pay didn't come in on the 30th!
arghhhh =(

i got nothing much to update!
i'm busy at work, i'm busy with divazelle after work, i'm busy with sleeping and playing with baby after divazelle!
life's just like this =)

anyway updated a mini post collection 10 on satin!
yupei's favourite material! lOL.
take a look lor. no obligations!

HTTP://DIVAZELLE.BLOGSPOT.COM

2008-08-23T01:09:00.002+08:00

was very happy when i saw this!
13 online users! hehe.
yeap our 9th collection is up! :)
thanks to all my friends who have supported or help to advertise us!
deeply appreciated! :)

anyway, off to celebrate anniversary with baby this weekend! :D
not going to the hotel anymore cos baby thinks its too too expensive.
=(
i wanna earn lots of money next time to enjoy life.
and have many more extravagent and blissful anniversaries with him.
:)

2008-08-20T20:05:00.001+08:00

one hour of his fun, a thousand sorrows of her second.

2008-08-20T09:56:00.002+08:00

what is exactly worth it, what is not.
i thoroughly hate what i'm going through now.

2008-08-20T09:56:00.001+08:00

they say to meet another person in the vast world, the probability is as little as having one rice standing on the head of a needle.

i read through my archives.
This sentence shook me.

2008-08-20T09:56:00.000+08:00

am still feeling down.

2008-08-18T10:42:00.002+08:00

a quick update before i gotta work again.
this week's a busy one.

i'm feeding mosquitoes at my own home this time.
the bitchiest mosquito is only biting meeeeeee.
i got more than 15 bites now.
stupid mozzie.
i thought of torturing it when i found it.
pluck out the legs one by one before smashing it flat.
but i realise she got a life too.
and by feeding on blood will then she survive.
but can be more merciful not!
all bite same place and so near each other! =(
it must have bred from the stupid vase of flowers since new year.
arghhhh.

was at dar's house for the weekend.
didn't do anything much.
but went to grandma's house on sat.
slept on the sofa. was so tired =(

every night i have dreams,
and after each dream i woke up more tired than ever.
can i have a peaceful sleep, pretty pretty please?
i'm totally worn out!
miss tan said having dreams means we're finding solutions in our real life.
what kind of solution am i seeking?
is it that situation that i've been in for the past six months?
i dont know. i'm really tired from everything.

today's mama birthday.
she told me something 'nice' this morning.
"handphone bills your turn to pay already har"
what a nice greeting.
seems that i'm bringing myself up instead.
it's so hard to have a little bit of love from my family.
yet my sister grumbles to say she doesn't have love.
who's the actual one that doesn't have?
and to grow up in that hideous childhood i've had?
i could never cast that shadow away.
anyway, happy 43th birthday to mama.

alright, almost got to go.

2008-08-14T09:04:00.002+08:00

this is the first time we didn't talk so much.
2 sentences for 3 days? yah, about there.
no choice, the timings are still screwed.

anyway, have been really busy these few days.
everyday after work, have been sourcing for new suppliers.
and reach back home only at about 10 plus to sleep and work again tmr.
hard work! but am happy. :D

yesterday the 'Silica Gel' (the do-not-eat) packet drop from my bag,
usually pple would just, 'ah ya, drop liao heck care'.
but i picked it up and put back into the bag,
cos the bag's from darling. every piece and bit must be there xD

went to sushi tei with kez, gw and jj.
lol. good food! but not full pls! xD
pics from gw's cam! will update if i'm free!

i heard now there is a fine for kissing on the train!!!!!
$500 ???!!!
super lame pls.

2008-08-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

i had the most amazing day yesterday!

boyfriend finally agreed to accompany me out for shopping!
that includes ferrying me from his house to Swisshotel, to town, to bugis, to my house, then to his house.
sweet thing isn't he?

we played mahjong till the wee hours of the morning and that kind thing fetched those boys back.
wanted NOT to sleep. and we try dragging each other up to play badminton! ROFL.
then he asked me a very serious question:

What do you want to do for our anniversary?

LO BEHOLD! i chose sentosa! =D
and that includes one night of stay at one of the hotels at Sentosa.
nono not doing any hanky panky! just wanna have a full romantic day with him before he fully disappears into the army.
our plan was to book in from sat 12pm and book out at 2pm and start to tour around sentosa ;)
end with the musical fountain and dinner at vivo/ or sakae sushi at sentosa :D
expensive money yes. but i'm more than willing to spend to enjoy life.
i am offering to pay for the hotel and he, the rest of the day funds :)

we can only live once. isn't it?

we had the craziest cravings for durian paste.
so swisshotel settled our cravings for $80 for the lunch buffet for two.
amazingly, the food tasted alot better than the time we went with the pre-enlistees friends!
we were smacking our lips good! that whole buffet filled up our tummy for good 4-5 hours.
he couldn't eat more but me, having a faster digestive system,
shitted out yesterday's food, and hence, having space for dinner at Tea Shake Hut (:
and we shared a cup of expensive bubble tea,
the best cool drink to the heaty durian we ate.

then we went shopping and my dearest bought me an expensive bag from charles and keith for an anniversary present! i totally heart it!
thank you baby! :D
and of course, i am not going to sit back and enjoy the gift
am going to prepare sth special for my baby :)

i didn't catch NDP cos i was playing mahjong with the army men on Sat.
i didn't catch olympics cos i was busy with Divazelle.

i'm going to source for more clothes that aren't common to other blogshops.
i feel like designing our own label.
but maybe that will be near the end of the year.
need to lookout for reliable suppliers first.

i'm a self-declared shopaholic and i'm so addicted to dresses now!
they are filling up half my wardrobe!

Divazelle's taiwan imported collection is on the way!
do note of imitated designs sold elsewhere. i have spotted a few and have TOUCHED it with bare hands.
even the design (such as length and sheer-ness can be easily differentiated, for us to know, for you to believe)
have noted that the material is definitely different.
look out for it ok?
i'm loving this imported collection to bits.

2008-08-06T19:22:00.003+08:00

i received the cheque from NUFFNANG!

you may ask, what the hell is nuffnang?
well, i earned my first $51.42 from nuffnang!
just need to paste their codes in your blog and let yourself sit back and relax and watch money roll in your account :)
but note, if your blog doesn't have much traffic like mine,
(fyi, my blog has about 25-60 per day)
then u might receive this cheque slower. i took about, a year?
ROFL.
click on the nuffnang ad at my sidebar to find out more (:

today's also my first day of work.
nothing much to do, since it's the first day heh.
the size of my desk is approximately the length of your typical desktop.
=) or =( ?
anyway it's a cosy corner with lots of dust, but managed to clear by the end of the day.
the environment is indeed v different from my previous.
there were alot of laughter.
it's a good start :)

2008-08-05T21:11:00.001+08:00

you all get to see the preview first cos you know me ;)

geez.
once i get back i need to design the items one by one.
then start work tmr :D

2008-08-05T03:19:00.002+08:00

CHEY.

i only won 12 dollars la. =(
divided/2 is only $6.

arghhhh.

2008-08-05T00:08:00.003+08:00

nah, dar didn't get to win at the competition.
cos it was just unfair.
the rules, the people.
shan't mention much.
it was just an uber tiring day for me cos there weren't any seats.
:(

before going out

my baby baby! =D
scary eyes with the flash, isn't it?

anyway, feeling pretty down at the moment.
sigh.

2008-08-03T03:05:00.005+08:00

it's such an overwhelming response!
didn't expect to sell so much,
so much so that me and kezia were practically laughing all the way home!
and i think me and her dont have fate with the traffic lights everywhere.
everywhere we go, the red light blinks from 10 seconds! causing us to be running with our big bags.
look like what? penguins. -.-

anyway a few pics only cos were relatively busy!

Group picture of all Cotters Blogshop Owners! :)

i love my bag okie.
even though my boyfriend says it's act cute.
but, still he's the one who bought it for me :D

Divazelle's Blogshop Owners :)

anyway i'm a very happy girl today.
i even won 4D! i won
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TEN BUCKS! =P

it was twenty! split with my mama hehe.
i bought ibet lar =(
i dont usually gamble.
at first i thought win $3 only then i was grumbling all the way lol.
the number is special. but not going to disclose the origin lest my lady luck doesnt want to stay with me anymore.
already let quite a few know le!

ok. tired.
good luck to dar's competition tmr!

2008-08-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

i'm so excited!!!
tmr's the flea! XD

anyway, sales post up for divazelle!
nono, we're not closing down!
we're making way for the new! the exciting new pieces! :D
now that traffic's slowing on my blog,
i can rant abit more XD.

pssst..
something going's on yet i'm not aware.
wanted to tell him some piece of good news but he isn't in the mood to hear of it.
what can i do?
i'm secretly hoping for something that is highly impossible to happen.
okay, shall not think too much then.
anyway can i countdown? 22 more days to our first anniversary.
not like yupei la. 4th anniversary already! LOL!
eh, when produce baby?

beach ball babes ended its run today!
it's a very nice show! plus saw a few familiar faces like eileen and elaine. heh.
why mediacorp doesn't do a basketball series?
they had dancing, they had swimming, they had volleyball.
basketball please? lol.
i think i'm slow.
i'm only re-watching Perfect Cut on mobtv lol.
nono it's not my account, it's a friend's hehe. merely borrowing =x

hopefully sales would be good tomorrow so that we need not drag too many things back again and emo on the journey back.
lol.
i promise pictures! :D

meanwhile, just hop over and take a look yeah ;)

2008-07-31T00:31:00.004+08:00

so excited about the flea!
2 more days! but friends, do take note!

Due to overwhelming response, the venue has been changed to:

10 Eunos Road 8#12-20
Singapore Post Centre
Singapore 408600

Bus Services: Alight at Singpost Centre or opposite Paya Lebar MRT 24, 28, 43, 70, 76, 135, 154 or 155

Nearest MRT: Paya Lebar Station (EW 8)From the MRT, take an exit on your right and take a 5-minute walk to Singapore Post Centre. You won't miss it!

have been doing the handmade Divazelle paper bags! =D
no pics yet sorry!
will be taking pictures of our very first flea to share.
somehow i feel very proud of our small little business.
no need to listen to any bosses's orders, can settle our own timing,
organize our own stuff and stock.
all's exciting, thanks to kezia who's with me all along.
we'll make this very possible even with the stiff competition all around ;)

our banners and discount cards!

My really very cute kitten. actions more than badmintons especially when it's asleep.
rofl.

here's to acting like a hamburger!

and the action-packed baby! HAHA!

love it to bits. hee.

2008-07-29T19:23:00.006+08:00

i have received the call i wanna receive! :)

so i'm left with one week to rest!
and i'm busy preparing the materials for saturday's flea!
my dear friends, do come down and support okie?

Address has been changed to :

600 North Bridge Road
Level 3 Parkview Square
Singapore 188778
(Near Bugis Junction, opposite Raffles Hospital. Take exit B from Bugis MRT Station)

10 Eunos Road 8#12-20
Singapore Post Centre
Singapore 408600

Bus Services: Alight at Singpost Centre or opposite Paya Lebar MRT 24, 28, 43, 70, 76, 135, 154 or 155

Nearest MRT: Paya Lebar Station (EW 8)From the MRT, take an exit on your right and take a 5-minute walk to Singapore Post Centre. You won't miss it!

took great pains to design the banner and handmake some plastic bags!
up till now i've only done 10 =(

anyway, changed my blogskin!
with bits and pieces of codes from skins of the day. heh.
i'm good at ripping! =x

hmmm, been long since i spoke some words to dar.
though sometimes am really too shy to say.
but each time i watched tv shows that screens couples happily together,
it makes my heart melt.
although now missing you is a picture of you facing the computer. lol.
we've been through 11 months.
there were so many ups and downs. it was almost difficult to maintain this relationship.
everything will get better, you promised, right?
am looking forward to it every single day. =)
your words made me move on,
"when i'm in army, all my attention and focus will only be on you".
(:

scared i run away right. ROFL.
hopefully you won't always sleep 24 hours lor.
this i dread.
anyway, i bought dar slippers (some cheapo ones) cos he always complain he doesn't have slippers lol.
it's my fault that i now then buy. lol.
keep slipping off my mind till i literally saw slippers.
now he got comfy slippers and he'll always be reminded of me when he bring these to army

=]

sunday is your cabal competition.
jiayou yeah, dont get too anxious, you always do.
keep your cool. tell yourself you can do it.
win some cash back to decor your new room (:

i'm looking forward to our first anniversary.
and many many more to come (:

i have alot of wishes, alot of shopping wishes to fulfil.
but i need to smack myself in the ass and get myself working!

here's to :
- grey skinnies <$30
- black patent heels <$50 (URGENT! my own pair losing friction!)
- chanel-inspired pumps (i got no pumps!) <$30
- pandora box's roses white dress $39
- more of pandora box's dresses. (oh-so-exp!) $39
- grey chanel inspired waist belt <$10
- black, white shorts <$20 x2 (optional lah)
- cut and rebond hair (many more months later)

omgomgomg. that's a lot of money =(

2008-07-27T05:36:00.005+08:00

have not been diligently blogging.
have been diligently waiting for an important phone call that will determine what i will do for the next ONE YEAR.
although there is divazelle to keep me busy these few weeks,
including an upcoming flea event next sat,
i admit i havent been doing anything productive.
geez. i'm such a lazy slob.
speaking of slob, okay, slops.
our blog, i mean divazelle, is gonna be featured as slop of the day on 23rd oct 2008!
is that a bday gift from slops?
hahaa. thanks to the administrator. who reviewed us and rated us 4 out of 5 stars!
thank you! i admit it's amazingly encouraging for us for we only started out only 1 month plus ago.

this is me.
trying to act abit more pretty.
but if u happen to see my unstyled hair before, it can possibly be rated as a dried maggi mee. rofl.

have been trying to shop for blogskins.
but apparently i can't find any that suits me.
i'm very fussy when it comes to design.
when choosing blogskins, it's like choosing a house.
the feel must be right.
ah dont mind me, i'm just being fussy. lol.

my kitten's doing well. =)

the forever curious baby cat!

it sticks out its tongue when it's asleep sometimes,
and i'll disturb it by touching the tongue WAAHAHHAA. evil maur!

dar and me had our 11th month mini celebration tgt at amk's fish and co.
sorry ah,
you know me,
i forgot to take pics of the main dishes =X
i know i know! i'm always this dumb to only take sauces and drinks LOL!

This is my new baby cousin!
i had 2 new cousins in 2 weeks! LOL.
her name is.. carrisa! i think. if i didnt hear wrongly.
her 1st month bash was a real bash. the buffet actually consists of japanese food.
that's how riches hold their celebrations.
i want it too! =(

maybe if i were to have a bash, i want it to be at the seaside,
with proper lightings, carpets, serene white curtains, lovely flowers,
and very good food and romantic music all around.
oh no does that sound like a wedding atmosphere? =/

oh yeah, we went to watch The Dark Knight after eating fish and co.
i had diarrhoea in the midst of the show. lol. bad bad.
and he fell asleep -.-
was draggy in the beginning. but the back was pretty exciting.
lol, so, 3 stars. =]
me and dar prefer spidey. lol.

ok la. thats all. will be updating again if i feel like it. or if someone pushes me to do it. or if there's money to earn frm blogging like xiaxue =X

byebyeee!

2008-07-18T23:55:00.003+08:00

Collection 6 preview!

totally heart this collection !
love the satin jumpsuit!
i had one for myself and i'm very pleased about it =P
not cheap cos we didnt bring in cheap either!

Thanks to yupei for the help you've rendered in taking pictures for divazelle!
now at least got a bit of sales everyday.
HAPPPPPY GIRL ME!
thanks to all my friends who have been supporting us! loves!

hopefully after advertising more sales will roll in =D

oh lionel btw, if you saying about photoshopping my pimples, i didn't photoshop any on my face. cos it's already tiring enough to collate here and there lol. thanks to make up anyway. if you are saying about my skills and creativity in my limited photoshop skills, then THANK YOU! =X

HERE: COLLECTION 6 PREVIEW!

SUPPORT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE XD

2008-07-16T23:27:00.006+08:00

look at my previous post!

I LOOK LIKE STEPHEN CHOW ???????????????????????

-.-

ok he's not ugly. he's my idol.. but do i look like a guy or does he look like a girl?
i think it's the latter.
grunts-

yupei's coming tomorrow to help me snap photos for our next collection at divazelle!
the collection is extremely exclusive.

:D

i love the apparel in the next collection to bitssssssssssssssssss.
watch out okie? :D

going to be at home the whole day to design the preview collection!
love designing.
especially with myself.
photoshop away all the stupid breakouts that is suddenly happening to me.

darn.
i'm hungry again can.
zzz.

dar's going to join the cabal competition with courtesy from my mother's permission.
WHY?

cos he used my mum's ic to register to play this game.
he owe it to me.
but i brought it upon myself.
i gave him this ic to be immensely indulged in this game and minus me away from his world.
arghhhhhhh.
stupid maur.
it's some pvp competition together with xuanpek.
can win some cash.
hope i get to loot abit and get my free japan bag from dar XD XD
heeeheeee.
high time i should change my bag too =D
my last bag bought was.. one year ago?

oei. i wan to go out. =(
i badly wanna go sentosa with dar.

you know who.. call me soon...

oh yeah, collection 5 is up! support okay?! loves!

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-07-16T23:25:00.001+08:00

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Old pics - Roots

2008-07-16T00:14:00.001+08:00

he didn't know i'll be this heartbroken.

2008-07-12T20:10:00.003+08:00

i miss my baby cat!
now over at dar's dusty house.

sleeping baby

Superkitten!

Smiling kitten!

have you even seen a kitten sleeping like this? lol. damn cute can XD

The cutest! The kitten and the turtle! LOl.

last week me and dar went to ikea to look at his furnitures.
actually was planning to go sentosa.
but he woke up late. so tata.

we ate the swedish meatballs, salmon and salad.
the meatballs are totally awesome! very nice! ;D

then at night we went to vivocity and walked around.
dar bought me two espirit sphagetti tops! totally hearttttt it.
thanks dear :)
then we went to Bakerzin to have 2 cakes!
he chose a nice one but i chose a weird one. lOL.
but it was a cosy corner and it's really sweet just to think of it.
forgot to take pics of the cake cos it looked so tempting i forgot =P

oh yeah Divazelle has been revamped!
catered to livejournal and blogger users. YAY!

that should be all.
ciao!

2008-07-09T20:36:00.001+08:00

Collection 4 up! :D

Please support!

HTTP://DIVAZELLE.BLOGSPOT.COM !

2008-07-03T04:26:00.003+08:00

pardon these few days not updating lol.
have been advertising using dear's comp at his house late into the night.
cos my computer crashed and it's as good as taking away the only entertainment.
anyway, time check: 4.27am
i hope all these hard work pay off gradually.
i'm lucky to be free this week to do these "spamming" at many many advertising sites.

dar's still hogging on his computer!
his computer's his ferrari wife, i'm his little volkswagen mistress.
nice description?

oh yeah my sis says she dreamt of dar -.- !
i forgot what already but it's damn ridiculous. lmao.
i'm tired already. very very sleepy. and i miss my little baby at home.

P.S. baby = my kitten's name.

to end off, a picture taken with kezia's camera =x she had her camera deposited with me for the taking of divazelle's pictures!
i think i need to improve terribly on the lighting of the pictures.
thanks to mummy for helping me take! :D

2008-07-03T02:29:00.003+08:00

Divazelle Collection 3 - The Sweethearts is now up ! :D

Hop to http://divazelle.blogspot.com/ for exact measurements, better pics and descriptions!

Do purchase from us!

2008-06-30T23:00:00.003+08:00

FUCK THE WOMAN STAYING AT MY BLOCK 8TH FLOOR.

NOW BECAUSE OF THIS, I'M VERY SURE THAT CAT DOWNSTAIRS WILL DIE.
CCB.
STILL ACT WHAT GUAN YIN MA FOLLOWER.
YOU ARE KILLING LIVES WITH YOUR STUPID EGO.
AND FUCKING TEACH YOUR SON NOT TO INTERRUPT WHEN ADULTS ARE TALKING.

2008-06-30T01:16:00.000+08:00

Collection 3 - Sweethearts

www.divazelle.blogspot.com!

will be up on 2nd July, Wednesday!

♥ ♥ ♥

This is a Sneaky Sneak preview for you girls!

Consisting of sweetheart prints, eyelet hems and tube dresses with drawstrings, of vintage floral prints, with a new beauty tip!

What could be sweeter than this?

Official Preview up on Tuesday (:

pssst, free postage still ! YAYS!

xoxo,

Divazelle

2008-06-27T20:43:00.004+08:00

Divazelle has updated their 2nd collection together with a new health tip !

Do snap up fast as stocks are very limited.

WWW.DIVAZELLE.BLOGSPOT.COM

2008-06-27T00:45:00.001+08:00

me and dar in game.
cute hor.

hahaha.
i'm bored. lol. dont mind me XD